Even if pregnancy and childbirth plus postpartum recovery, it takes only one or two years, but raising a child and educating a child is a responsibility for more than ten or twenty years.

If you don't raise it well, you'll be in it for the rest of your life.

"Me and my husband, huh...... You don't have to be a great parent. ”

The first time Jun Qianqian talked about these thoughts with someone other than Luo Ze, maybe because she was not embarrassed in her dreams.

"Why do you say that, I think you can be a good mother."

The girl hurriedly defended, looking more concerned than Jun Qianqian herself, Jun Qianqian looked at her in surprise, thinking what was she anxious about?

"There are always too many expectations attached to women in the world, thinking that after giving birth to a child, she should be a good mother who does her best for her children."

But she's just herself, she still has a lot to do, and children aren't all of her life, and they shouldn't be.

Jun Qianqian has seen too many examples, the mother wantonly controls the child's life, because of her own hard work, she disregards the child's wishes, and once the child has something unsatisfactory, she tears and reprimands the child for being unfilial.

It's a pathological relationship.

Jun Qianqian's family atmosphere is also not normal, but she does not hate her divorced parents.

There is nothing to blame for people to make a choice after careful consideration for a better life, but it is really irresponsible that they push the task of raising children to their elders.

But people always have to put themselves first in life, not to be killed by the identity of their mother.

"With such thoughts, I think it's better not to have children for the time being."

Jun Qianqian doesn't know if she thinks this way, is it too selfish, but she can only take care of others if she ensures that she lives normally, otherwise letting the child live in resentment will not harm both parties.

"You're ...... right"

For some reason, the girl's eyes were full of pain when she looked at her at this time.

"But sometimes I can't help but think that if my kids were like me, or like Roze, it would be fun."

Jun Qianqian rarely showed a smile when she mentioned this topic.

"Then if your child doesn't show up when you're ready, will you hate her?"

The girl didn't give up yet, and continued to ask.

"Not ready? What does it mean to be unprepared? ”

Unplanned pregnancy?

At this time, in the lotus pond, the mood of the two people was completely different, and Jun Qianqian didn't know that the girl sitting next to her was full of sadness.

"Since I'm going to give birth to her, I must be ready."

She is ten months pregnant, if she really doesn't want to give birth, who else can force her to not do it?

However, in this world, it seems that there is really no safer way to terminate pregnancy......

That's a good question, Jun Qianqian fell into deep thought.

But she suddenly thought again.

"What are you asking me for? No, who are you? Why did it appear in my dreams? ”

"I'm just curious, just ask."

Seeing Jun Qianqian's suspicious eyes, the girl hurriedly explained.

"Don't ask, what's the use of asking others, many things can't be decided until that juncture, and you can't think of a reason in advance."

If you want to prepare everything foolproof before starting work, this situation can only exist in an ideal state, as the saying goes, plans can't keep up with changes, this kind of thing is fate.

"But I can't ask my mother."

As the girl spoke, her voice choked.

"Huh? Don't cry! What's wrong? Don't act like I'm bullying you, hey! ”

Jun Qianqian was in a hurry.

What should she do now?

According to the plot in the idol drama, should there be a male protagonist or male supporting role, or a flower messenger from anywhere, pointing at her and asking, why did the White Lotus soft girl cry?

"My mother died when she gave birth to me, and I haven't seen her, so I'd love to ask her if she regretted giving birth to me."

The girl's hands were shaking.

Was that woman once kidnapped by her mother's identity and ended up dying tragically?

It turned out that she was also one of the murderers.

"Well, that's ......"

Jun Qianqian is still the one who won't comfort people back then.

What should I say at this time?

Condolences change?

"Since you can't get an answer, let's think about the bright side, it can't be helped."

Birth, old age, sickness and death are the laws of the world, and not all problems can be answered.

"If it were you, would you regret giving birth to a child who killed you?"

The girl looked extremely fragile, Jun Qianqian was really not good at facing such a situation, and she felt her scalp tingle.

"Why do you keep asking me, how do I know, I haven't had a baby......"

But looking at the girl's eyes, I suddenly felt that this child was also strange and pitiful.

"I don't regret it."

After a while, Jun Qianqian still answered her.

"There's nothing to hate, there are risks in childbirth, I know very well, if you die, it's bad luck."

Why did she talk to people about such a heavy topic in her dreams? She wants to wake up now!

"Really?"

Just now she was just choked, after hearing Jun Qianqian's answer, the girl couldn't help crying at all, Jun Qianqian saw that she was crying too badly, so she had to pat her shoulder.

What is this called?

Then Jun Qianqian was in a daze all the way, until the girl cried enough and quieted down, and the girl was also confused, she thought that Jun Qianqian would continue to comfort her, but she didn't expect Jun Qianqian to ignore her at all.

"What's your name?"

Jun Qianqian stared at the lotus flower in a daze, but she stopped when she heard the girl's cry and asked.

"My name is Charan."

The girl replied.

"Uh, your name is Xia Lan too? Okay. ”

This girl is really not like Xia Lan she knows at all.

"Do you know anyone else named Xia Lan?"

The girl asked questions she had known the answer to.

"I have a friend and colleague, also named Xia Lan, who is a very strong and powerful woman."

Jun Qianqian's meaning is that you can stop crying, she can't stand it a little.

It's noisy.

"I really wish I could be as strong as that Xia Lan."

The girl's eyelashes were lowered, and a drop of tears hung on them, like dewdrops rolling on lotus leaves.

"I'd love to tell Xia Lan about this strange dream I had, but she's not going to find it funny, and she'll roll my eyes."

Jun Qianqian doesn't know if she and Xia Lan are friends now, so she better stop being amorous.

"I'm sorry, you won't remember this dream, and of course you can't tell anyone about it."

The girl was a little amused when she heard this, her voice suddenly became ethereal, and Jun Qianqian only felt that her eyes were white, as if something had been taken from her memory.

What's going on?