Dr. Zhang's face was a little ugly.

She remembered the name "Lin Muyao", and she also remembered what happened back then. Looking down at the memory along the name, the more she looked at it, the worse her face became, "Lin Muyao" was really her.

"What's wrong with Dr. Zhang? Uncomfortable? ”

Seeing that her fingers were trembling and her face was pale, the nurse couldn't help but reach out to help her. She smiled reluctantly, leaned on the table and sat down slowly: "Low blood sugar is guilty, a little dizzy." I'll see if Dr. Zhao has any sugar here, just eat a candy, it's an old problem. ”

"Yes, yes. Dr. Zhao always has sugar and brown sugar on hand. She also has low blood sugar, and the patient loves to get dizzy when she can't eat, so I'll help you make a cup of brown sugar water. ”

"No, I'll just eat a candy."

Peel off a piece of candy and put it in his mouth, read the medical records while holding it, his face was calm and waveless, and his heart was already overturned.

For three years, a thorn has been buried in her heart for three years, will she pull it out or not? One day three years ago, the director, who was about to retire, suddenly assigned her a task. At that time, she was facing a promotion level, and whether she did it or not directly affected her future. She finally did it, but her conscience was disturbed, and she resigned without waiting for a promotion, and then came to the hospital.

But it still doesn't work, there is a thorn in the heart, and there is a thorn in the heart, and the conscience will wake up in the middle of the night. After a long time, the whole person is not in a good state. Her husband, a surgeon, had a very good level of surgery, and was hired by a private hospital in another province with a high salary, so she went with her. She has a knot in her heart, and she doesn't really want to go, but she is not in a good state and faces separation between the two places, but she is afraid that there will be more problems in the future.

She thought about it for a long time and still proposed to resign, and the handover is in progress these days. Really, she didn't expect to meet Lin Muyao again when she was about to leave. Before they met again, she looked forward to meeting them. After the reunion, she had a lot of hesitation in her heart.

Because a secret is a secret, and if it is not made public, it will always be a secret. Once it is made public, her career as a doctor will come to an end.

Hesitate. Struggle.

The heart rises and falls, and all kinds of thoughts are uncertain.

Lin Muyao is not in a hurry, she has a lot of time to wait, lying on the bed and playing with her mobile phone. Gu Lanqing was still not worried about her in the end, and couldn't help but use WeChat to ask her all morning: "Wife, are you uncomfortable?" What do you go to the hospital to check out? ”

Lin Muyao smiled, feeling that he was so funny. I know everything in my heart, and I cooperate with her seamlessly. When Qi Ran knows these truths one day, I don't know if he will be so angry that he vomits blood. Anyway, he was idle, and replied to her: "You acted so well, you know everything, and you pretend to know nothing." ”

Almost seconds: "I'm just a brick, I'll move me wherever my wife moves me." Always remember that the wife is the center of gravity is the first, and it is definitely right to revolve around the wife. ”

"The little mouth is good, and it can make people happy. I saved it. ”

Gu Lanqing sent a grinning picture, and then asked her what to check. She was about to reply when a strange female doctor walked into the curtain. It's not Dr. Zhao just now, it's a doctor I don't know. She walked in, pulled her mask to protect herself first, and then asked her: "Dr. Zhao will come back in a while, I am also an expert in this area, I just have time, I will help you check!" There are still a lot of patients waiting in the back, what do you think? ”

"Yes." She has a badge that says Zhang Lili, deputy director of the Department of Gynecology, who is even higher in rank than Dr. Zhao. When she was queuing up just now, she saw a doctor to introduce Zhang Lili is not only an expert in this area, but also a graduate of a famous medical university with experience in studying abroad, and is good at infertility treatment. I wanted to transfer her number just now, but the nurse said that she hadn't picked up patients recently. There was an accident at this time, but Lin Muyao was still very happy.

Dr. Zhang saw her smile, and the thorn in his heart pierced even deeper. When I saw her three years ago, she was in a coma throughout the whole process, and after the operation, she was directly transferred to the former director for post-treatment. Dr. Zhang decided to visit her because of his weak heart, and heard from the former director that she had been discharged from the hospital. After a fight, I didn't see her open her eyes, let alone see her smile.

Seeing her smile at this time, I felt that she was still a simple child.

His fingers tightened and stabilized his emotions and asked the specific situation, when was the first pregnancy? When did the miscarriage occur? What tests are done after the miscarriage? Did you get pregnant again? Fat cat bar

Lin Muyao replied one by one, and finally said: "The doctor said that I couldn't get pregnant again, and there was no re-pregnancy after that." I haven't had a similar examination in the past three years, so this time I mainly look at it, where is my injury? ”

"The doctor didn't tell you where the injury was?" She remembered that she had written her medical records at the time, and they were written clearly.

Lin Muyao shook her head again and again: "No!" Because I didn't ask! After the doctor finished speaking, I didn't ask anything. Later, she was discharged from the hospital and left, and she didn't take the medical record, so she was always confused. Later, Qi Ran should have done it again, Gu Lanqing found out that she had a miscarriage but did not find out that she couldn't get pregnant again. It can only be said that the medical records in the background have been changed.

Dr. Zhang breathed a sigh of relief, after all, she must have written the medical records according to the request of the former director. Lin Muyao didn't know her and hadn't seen the medical records, so she could start from scratch for rediagnosis or treatment.

Okay, that's good, it seems like God meant that.

Dr. Zhang finally let go of his emotions, picked up her clothes and pressed her abdomen, initially checked that there were no problems, and asked about other situations: such as special days.

"Special days are still punctual, even if they are occasionally staggered, they are just a few days earlier or later."

"Do you have menstrual cramps?"

"Yes."

"Will you have backache?"

"Yes."

"Is it serious?"

"I can bear it."

"Did you take any medicine?"

"I didn't take this medicine, I took other medicine."

"What are the other aspects?"

"Psychiatric aspects."

Dr. Zhang was taken aback: "Psychiatry? ”

Lin Muyao lay on the bed and nodded: "What happened three years ago hurt me a lot, my spirit and psychology all collapsed, and a series of mental problems appeared. Now, instead of getting better, it's getting worse, and I'm trying to figure out everything before I completely collapse and let myself die. ”

"If you can't die, how can you die, it's not a terminal illness, it can be treated." Zhang Lili's relaxed emotions fell deep again, and the thorn that was about to be pulled out did not pull it out, but pierced it deeper. She didn't know how to comfort Lin Muyao, so she sat in front of the machine and meditated for a long time before picking up the instrument for inspection.

Hand grip on the device as it moved around her abdomen, eyes glued to the screen. The events of three years ago are vivid in her mind, and she also remembers that position deeply, and she quickly found that position and focused on checking......