Chapter 5: Ordinary Xie Changshu
"My aunt knows that you are a good boy, but your fate should be like this, we can't compete with the golden brother and the silver sister, wait for you to reach the age, we will get the land, and the days will be ......"
Aunt Bai choked up.
Although Xie Changshu has a cowardly personality, he is also strong in his heart, even if the Xie family does not have extra silver taels to worship Xie Changshu and Chief Xie to study in the academy, Xie Changshu always takes Chief Xie to stand in the courtyard of the academy to listen.
If it is a good fate, if you meet someone else's noble young lady and young master, it doesn't matter if she can tolerate people, Xie Changshu will learn if she wants to, and she can be regarded as relying on herself, no one will be embarrassed, but Changyin is spoiled by the old lady's willful and brutal, and he is jealous of Xie Changshu's beauty, and he is repeatedly embarrassed.
Every time I came back from school, Xie Changshu and Chief Xie had bruises and scars on their bodies, and today ...... It's even more miserable.
If it continues like this, I am afraid that Xie Changshu will not be able to do anything, or he will be tortured to death by Xie Changyin first.
"The life is there, even if you want to learn ......"
Even if you want to learn, you have no future.
Aunt Bai didn't seem to be able to bear to poke the sore spot in Xie Changshu's heart, but the facts were there, and Xie Changshu couldn't help but admit it!
"You can't fight the ...... of destiny"
Even the famous Xuanshi in Qingzhou has already asserted that Xie Changshu will be inactive and mediocre in the future, even if Xie Changshu is unwilling, he will follow him to the school every day to audit, but what can he do?
In addition to enduring more hardships and sins, it is useless at all, it is better to take advantage of the fact that you are young now, learn some useful skills, or promise someone to wait for marriage, and in the future, your husband and children will live in vain for a lifetime.
Hearing Aunt Bai's words, Xie Changshu's face was a little ugly, what she hated most in her life was that others were talking about her life.
In her previous life, her cold father, weak biological mother, vicious mother, and ruthless workshop bustard, when she saw her, she would poke her backbone with her fingers and say that she was cheap, a natural slut, and deserved to suffer for a lifetime and be tortured to death.
But what about then?
Hasn't she become the terrifying Lord Xie?
Never mind that she died in the end.
When she was alive, who didn't stand in front of her, well-behaved, respectful, even if she hated her in her heart, there was nothing she could do?
Is she cheap?
Says who?
Just because of those old things who became Xuanshi by relying on the protection of their fathers in the family, let her give up all the hatred in her heart? Obediently waiting for death next to the Xie family?
Xie Changshu can't do it!
She didn't admit it!
Xie Changshu held Aunt Bai's hand tightly with her backhand, forcing Aunt Bai's eyes full of tears to look at herself, in Aunt Bai's eyes, she could still see Xie Changshu's reflection, very small, but inexplicably resolute.
"Auntie."
"My life has always been decided by myself, not in the mouths of those so-called Xuanshi Xuanshi."
"They say that I can't do it, I prefer to spend ten times and a hundred times the time, they say that I can't study well, I have to pay thousands of times the hard work and hard work, they say that my life is cheap, then I want to break out of the world, let those who have laughed and ridiculed me regret it!"
"Why should my fate be decided by their red-mouthed and white-toothed people?"
"Why can't they say I can't?"
"Auntie, I'm not convinced!"
Xie Changshu's eyes were full of light, and he said solemnly and firmly, "Human life is not determined by heaven. ”
"They can't even decide my life."
"My life is mine."
I still remember when I first met Luo Mingxuan, Xie Changshu was still very weak at that time, she was tortured and humiliated by the Xie family's mother all day long, and it was already a blessing that she didn't have a mental breakdown, not to mention that she still had the opportunity to learn Yili mysticism, she knelt in front of him very humbly, thanking him for saving his life.
Luo Mingxuan smiled warmly and took her hand from the ground, and gently told her that in this life, a bad life is something that comes when you are born, but you are not condemned to death.
As long as you are willing to work hard, you will definitely have a chance to change your life.
Those who are not born are willing to be mediocre, and their lives are to be firmly held in their own hands, rather than waiting for the so-called destiny.
When he was beaten into the court as a slave, Xie Changshu firmly remembered Luo Mingxuan's words.
Even though she was old, past the age to go to school, and there was no one to teach and guide her, she refused to give up anything.
There are no books, so she goes to work as a coolie to buy occult books in exchange for silver, and no one teaches her, so she learns and practices the books over and over again, but whenever the mystics in the palace are higher than her own, she humbly asks for advice.
If she refuses to teach that twice, she refuses to teach that three times, until she knows, until she touches those Xuanshi Xuanshi, until no one in the palace is higher than her.
In this way, Xie Changshu relied on himself, climbed up with difficulty, and walked step by step to the position of the first-grade palace order, creating a precedent for first-class female officials, and even learned a good metaphysics and easy to understand.
Qimen Dunjia, feng shui astrology, and even the most difficult Five Elements Bagua are also at your fingertips.
Although she was ruthless and resolute in the harem, she was unscrupulous, but she had a lot of achievements in supporting the national fortune of Daqi, if it weren't for her several natural and man-made disasters, and she had done a good job of protection and preparation in advance, I am afraid that if she wants to have a grand occasion in Daqi, it will take at least another two hundred years.
It won't be in vain to ask Luo Mingxuan to pick up a bargain!!!
Xie Changshu is ruthless to others, and even more ruthless to himself.
Most of the people in the palace laughed at her for being a madman, and they had never seen someone who climbed up so crazy.
It's a pity that in the end, he lost to the word love and ended up miserable.
Luo Mingxuan deceived her so hard.
Xie Changshu did not obey his orders and did not obey him.
That day, she was tired of love and lost to Luo Mingxuan, but now, God favored her and gave her a chance to be reborn, even if her front was full of thorns and chasms, climbing, she had to climb back to Jinyang and pull Luo Mingxuan, who was worshiped as a god, down from the altar!!
When thinking of the past, Xie Changshu's eyes unconsciously became fierce, startling Aunt Bai and Chief Xie on the side.
When Xie Changshu came back to her senses, she held Aunt Bai's hand but was reluctant to let go easily, she still felt her mother's love for the first time, even if she was not her biological mother, she was still reluctant, "Auntie, you believe me." ”
"I can."
"I'm sure I can."
"I'll be sure."
Xie Changshu said over and over again, her eyes were full of determination and determination, Aunt Bai's tears fell, looking at Xie Changshu's stubborn appearance, after all, she couldn't bear to hinder her anymore, "Then Aunt will make a bowl of ginger soup for you and Guan'er first." ”