Chapter 20 Parting is not a saying goodbye, but disappearing
It's raining in your city, and I'm tempted to ask if you have an umbrella with you, but I hold back because I'm afraid you'll say you didn't bring an umbrella and there's nothing I can do about it. This is probably the best interpretation of a long-distance relationship.
Long-distance relationship is great, there are not many people who can stick to it, but if you stick to it, it must be true love, it is an unforgettable love, long-distance relationship must cross geography and time, and there is no long-term companionship, this kind of love is worthy of respect.
If a long-distance relationship is great, then online dating is too great, so great that two people in love don't know what each other looks like; so great that words alone determine if this is the one I love; Great enough to fantasize about the scene of our first meeting only through photographs; It's so great that you only rely on the keyboard to maintain your feelings; It's great, it's the greatest fucking way to love.
Ah, who knows, the greater the love, the more severe the test, long-distance relationships are like this, online romances are even more so, I also know that there are very few successful cases of online romances, but at this moment I always have that beautiful girl running in my heart, and I always dream of a picture, "Hello, my name is Qi Gege, Scorpio me, do you like it". Hello, my name is Chen Yitian, Cancer, and the zodiac sign is especially suitable for us. "Eun, yes, so we are a match made in heaven." We run in the sun, we look at the stars by the sea. We are ...... However, now, the dream is slowly blurring, and it is about to disappear, and I want to open my hands to grasp this distant dream, but I can't grasp it, farther and farther, farther and farther away, until I can't see anything anymore, and everything comes to reality again.
The sun was shining on my shoulders, and I didn't feel free because of it. On the contrary, the more I feared that the people who would set me free would disappear. I will go back to Chen Yitian a month ago, that down-and-out high school student, that indifferent guy, that guy who even he hates, that ...... I just want to be a weak and childish complainant.
People who fall in love are philosophers, and I can have such a compelling idea of love, but what's the use of that.
The sun is still so shining, go back to your western mountain, I don't need the sun.
Reality this bitch punched me again and again, this time, I was really about to be overwhelmed, I seemed to hear its footsteps, did the parting horn really sound?
I dragged my tired body, and on this rainy night, there was finally a farewell.
"Are you there, Yu Hao".
"Well, have you figured it out".
"I'll ask you a question, do you really love Gege, I know it's boring to ask this kind of nonsense now."
"If I didn't love it, would I waste so much time with you, buddy".
"Well, if my departure can bring you together again, then you promise me one thing" My hands were shaking, and I was short of breath.
"Tell me, what's the matter".
You fucking get rid of your habit of messing with flowers, you know best how you broke her heart in the first place, and if you're still like this, I won't let you go, this is a bastard's last piece of advice to you."
"Although your words make me want to fight with you, I promise you."
"Bastard, goodbye, good luck".
Everything was calm, my breathing was smooth, my mind was clear, my face was not hot anymore, but the corners of my eyes were moist.
O man who accompanies me in the endless night, who sings to me and comforts me, that ...... O man who makes me feel happy, who feels incomparably free in spirit, O man who dwells in my heart, even so, it is going to be history, and I have to ..............................
In the face of the last struggle, in what way do I say that sentence to Qi Gege and say goodbye to him.
When I had already made a paragraph as a curtain call, the cold wind blew through and instantly woke up my mind. Gege once said that he was most afraid of losing, most afraid of parting, and not to say goodbye.
yes, don't say goodbye.
I found Ringo's cigarette in the bedroom, took out the match, and crossed a graceful arc, I don't smoke, I hate the smell of smoke, but this time, I think, this charming little fragrance, is really a good thing.
I looked at Gege's flickering avatar and looked at it for a few more seconds, just a few seconds.
I was lying on the bed, I closed my eyes, and I saw a girl, she was playing with a group of children, she taught the children to sing and dance, and I was watching her from the side, and I kept looking at her, quietly...... Quietly ......
Parting does not need to say goodbye, but disappears quietly.