Chapter 112: Lover

The queen mother left the emperor's bedroom very resolutely, and the emperor can be said to have said that he didn't say a word, didn't even know anything, and pretended that nothing had happened to him.

The emperor really felt that the Queen Mother was too strict with herself, no matter what happened, once it was something she wanted to decide, she would always be by her side and talk non-stop.

Moreover, it is still the kind of person who doesn't know what he is thinking in his heart, everything is based on her, this feeling is really bad for the emperor, and at this moment there is really an indescribable feeling in his heart.

Of course, the emperor knew that the reason why the Queen Mother did this was to attack herself, and of course she was more afraid of her own rise.

The queen mother's little bit of caution has actually been seen by the emperor, but she can't say it herself, and she is the kind of person who sees through it and doesn't say it.

Because, no matter what happens, once you make things too clear, it is a bad feeling for everyone.

Although the emperor hates the Queen Mother very much in his heart, he also knows that the reason why he does this is for his own future, but also for Yeru.

Because, Yeru is your own life, if you lose Yeru in your life, you really don't know what you should do, and you don't know if your life is complete?

Therefore, the emperor is very clear about his goals, if he hasn't thought about so many things before, but at this moment, he will really let himself think about it so much, and he will definitely let himself know what he wants for himself now, and what he wants to pursue the most.

These things are really a terrible thing for me, and it is also a thing that I don't know how to solve it.

Therefore, while facing such a thing, I really have a feeling in my heart that I am very uncomfortable, but the stronger this feeling is, the emperor tells himself that there are too many things that he needs to face.

These things are not under your control at all, so things will become the way you don't want to see them.

Therefore, no matter what you are doing at this moment, you must let your heart know that in fact, this thing is not so terrible for you.

The emperor is very satisfied with his current approach, because he decided that he would no longer listen to anything from the Queen Mother in the future, he was already an adult, and he was no longer that child, so no matter what he did, he was very confident in his heart, and he would definitely deal with the current things well in the future.

The emperor is very satisfied with his current state, because the current state is what he wants to see the most, he wants to resist, no matter what he does now, he has a very confident feeling in his heart.

Of course, he doesn't know why he is in such a state, but at this moment, he feels that this is the most important thing for his current life.

After all, there are many things that you can't decide, and once you decide what you want to do, you will definitely act on him in your heart.

So, this kind of thing is really important to the emperor. It's a feeling that is crucial to him as well.

The emperor told himself that the more times like this, the more he should not retreat, because now he is no longer fighting alone, and there are still many things waiting for him.

This kind of thing is really different for me, so I have to be strong now, even if I don't have anyone close to me now, but it doesn't matter to me.

Because, only by making yourself better, can you be responsible for others in your heart, otherwise you have no other ability at this moment.

Huang Shang sat in his bedroom, looking at everything in it, and really felt that his current self was in a state that he couldn't see clearly.

The reason why I work so hard now is because of the person I love the most in my heart.

Therefore, every time he wants to give up, he thinks of Yeru in his heart, as long as he thinks that Yeru is still waiting for him to rescue, his heart is full of fighting spirit, and he doesn't even know what kind of language he should use to describe it?

Just like now, he thinks about Yeru in his heart, and knows that Yeru is waiting for him at this moment, so only if he works hard now, can he have the effect he wants.

Everything is an accident for me, and it is my own surprise, so at this time, I must be very strong and not let anyone see my cowardice at this moment.

Every time the emperor wants to give up his throne and wants to live an ordinary life, he has an indescribable feeling in his heart.

He knew that Yeru's biggest expectation for himself was to create a series of good lives for the people of the world.

He told himself that he must not let himself give up, because once he gave up, he would lose not only his identity as emperor, but also his expectations of himself.

Therefore, at this time, he has always told that no matter what happens, as long as his heart can treat life well and treat everything that life gives him now, maybe things will be different.

Therefore, when he wants to give up, he will think of Yeru in his heart, and think of what Yeru said to himself before, this feeling can really lift his spirits, and even make him feel that he doesn't know what to say.

At this moment, he told himself that no matter what happened, his heart must be full of hope for the world and life, so that Yeru would return to his side when he thought of her.

Therefore, the current emperor told himself that he really had a lot of things to do, first of all, not to say some other things, that is, some simple things, and he had to do it well, otherwise if he let Yeru know, he really didn't know what he should say in his heart, and he didn't know what he should do.

Everything happened in my own unimaginability, and for myself, I didn't expect things to develop like this.

Of course, I was very surprised by this series of events, but I had no other way.

Many times, many things are not decided by yourself, and there are many things that you don't know what you should do, so you don't know what you should do in your heart, which is a good thing for you.

The emperor really felt that it was too difficult for him to live in this world, and many times he couldn't control his emotions at all, and he didn't know how to control it.

Because, at this moment, I really have an urge to give up in front of my own things, but the reason why I am the way I am now is because of this series of events, so that I know that there are actually many things that are not under my control.

It's also a lot of things that are not within my scope at all, but I can say that I have put in a lot of effort in order for Yeru to believe in myself more, and the purpose is to let Yeru know that in fact, I really like her in my heart.

If they could, the two of them really wanted to be together, no matter what happened, even if it was to make themselves give up their thrones.

This matter is indifferent to him, and it is a thing that he never thinks about.

Because, the throne is an unimportant thing for oneself at all, and what he thinks in his heart is the most important decision for himself.

Some other things are really not so important to me, but if I can, I really want to manage my own business and my love well.

However, at this moment, he has a very deep understanding of himself, and he knows that at this moment, whether he is in love or in career, his ability seems to be far from enough.

Because, at this moment, I really have a feeling that I can't put it into words, and I even feel that I am about to go crazy, and at this time, my heart is really sad, and I don't even know what I should say is the most important decision for me.

The emperor told himself that in fact, this was just some of his own thoughts, many times, many things were not under his control at all, and he didn't even know how to deal with them, and many times he really had a feeling that he couldn't say.

The things I experienced are also a particularly terrible experience for myself, and all the things I don't want to experience are all things that I don't want to experience, and even more so I don't want to go through.

However, now I can't be controlled by myself at all, and many times what I really need is the comfort of some lover, but the person I love the most is not by my side at all.

This kind of thing should be a particularly sad thing for him, and it should be something that he can't accept, after all, the person in his heart is really important to him. There are even some feelings that are beginning to doubt themselves.