My name is Mei Aya, I have just been married, and my husband is an employee of an auto repair shop, and his name is cylinder. We registered our marriage just two months after we met, and we met online. At that time, my parents, as well as my brothers and sisters, did not approve of me marrying him, and they said that he was honest and not a good person. I think the tank is very good, I don't ask for a lot of wealth, just a stable life, and the tank is honest and kind, no smoking, no drinking, no playing cards, during the time I was in contact with him, he never lost his temper, I knew that he was the person who could bring me stability for a lifetime. Moreover, I am not young, and I am always ridiculed by my colleagues, intentionally or unintentionally, and I am fed up with people's strange eyes, and I just want to marry as soon as possible. I work in a hotel, and because my appearance is okay, some people chase me, but I feel that the men in the hotel are unreliable, and I am cold in the face of their pursuits.

When I was about to get married, I quit my job, and he said that since I was married, I should not do the hotel job, and find a serious job in the future. I think this is weird, why is the work of the hotel not serious? The idea of the cylinder is really extreme. I didn't care, I know some men are very old-fashioned.

On the day of the wedding, the cylinder gave me another unexpected blow, the cylinder drank wine, in fact, this is also reasonable, on the day of the big day, it is okay to drink a few glasses, but the cylinder seems to be addicted, at first drink with a wine cup, then drink with a cup, and then pick up the bottle and pour it. His parents, embarrassed in the presence of so many relatives and friends, snatched the bottle from his hand and muttered something in his ear, and I saw the bottle turn its face to me and put the bottle down unhappily.

The cylinder has never been like this, this is similar to his usual judgment, looking at the way he drinks, it means that he can drink. I was disappointed and uneasy, and the terrible look he gave me was strange to me. I have a bad premonition that there is another personality under this person's honest face.

It turned out that I was right.

Three days after the wedding, the original shape of the tank was revealed, and he began to drink heavily, carrying a bundle of beer, and a few packets of side dishes, peanuts, and bottles after bottles. He would also smoke, one after the other, and the house would be filled with smoke. He once said that he quit smoking, and at that time, I stared at his smoky yellowed fingers and a mouthful of blackened teeth, and asked, "You smoke a lot, do you have anything to worry about?" He smiled honestly and said, I can't find my daughter-in-law, but now with you, my hands and teeth will slowly turn white. But now that I truly belong to him, what is he worried about? I asked him why he was doing this, if there was something wrong with what I was doing, or if I was not getting along with my colleagues, and he didn't say anything, he kept his head down and ignored me, and I realized that honest men are not so good, and if they make a mistake, they can vomit blood from the living. Seeing that he was almost unconscious, I advised him to drink less, but he overthrew me to the ground and said fiercely: "What's wrong with Lao Tzu drinking some wine, you have so many things!" "It was the first time he yelled at me. I was also annoyed and said, "You still ignore you!" You are a liar, you are a human before marriage, and you are a ghost after marriage! "How dare you keep your mouth shut! See I don't hit you! You're a *sub-product! He got up from the couch and staggered to me, grabbed my hair with his left hand, slapped me in the face with his right hand. My mouth was beaten out of blood by him, my head was "buzzing", he didn't give up, I struggled, he cursed, and all the vicious words of scolding women came out, I vaguely felt that this person was psychologically abnormal, he seemed to hate women. I saw that he was crazy, and I was so frightened that I begged for mercy, so he withdrew his hand, but his mouth was still swearing.

I cried all night, thinking to myself, my life turned out to be bitter, I was extremely disappointed, I didn't expect God to arrange me into the ranks of the miserable, maybe it was destined from birth. I hate myself even more for not being able to recognize people and not listening to my parents. Now that this is the case, I don't have the face to go back to my parents' house.

This was the first time the tank hit me, and after the first time, it was countless times.

I'm starting to get scared of the tank, he's really vicious.

Now I'm curled up in the sofa, it's late, the tank hasn't come home yet, I think he must have gone to play cards, or found another woman to abuse, this pervert, eating, drinking, prostituting and gambling is very good. I decided to divorce him. He'll never come back, I think. There was a knock at the door, and my heart trembled. He entered the door angrily and scolded: "It's really unlucky, it's really bad luck, give me money!" I'm going to win it back! ”

"Don't block it! You don't know how to lose nine out of ten! I said.

"Less nonsense! Take the money! He yelled at me.

"What money I'll give you! What about your own money? I said.

"Don't take it, don't you? I'll find it myself! He began to rummage through the cabinets, and he found the money. I couldn't let him gamble with my hard-earned money, so I pounced on me and he shoved me to the ground, and my head almost hit the corner of the bed. He didn't look at me, took the money and walked out the door. I cried out in grief, crawling on my knees and grabbing the corner of his coat, "You can't take my money!" "I shouted." You fuck off! "The cylinder pounded my arm hard, the dull numb pain seeped into the bones, I felt like my arm was going to fall off, but I just gritted my teeth and didn't let go, I worked hard to earn it, and he didn't want to take half a cent of the last month's salary that the store settled for me. He dragged me, slammed me, and got entangled all the way to the door, his roar, my cry, attracted the upstairs and downstairs neighbors, the tank saw that there were too many people, kicked on my stomach, under the huge impact, I rolled down the stairs, the hard lime stairs collided with my soft face all the way, rolled to the foot of the ladder, my face was bigger, nosebleeds gurgled out, I lay on the ground and couldn't move, I saw a pair of feet in black sneakers walking quickly past my face, it was the tank, he still left.

A couple of kind aunts picked me up and escorted me back to the house. They were slugging and sighing, and I heard one of them say, "What's going on again?" As if talking to herself, as if to say to a partner, a small voice replied to her, "This is not the one, that one has already run away." I was shocked, barely lifted my aching head, and asked, "Who did you knock away?" Before me, there were other women who were beaten? Was he divorced? "A few aunts hurriedly left my house.

After the injury healed, I put a divorce complaint on the coffee table while he wasn't drinking. When the cylinder saw the agreement, he immediately became angry, grabbed it and tore it to pieces, and shouted: "You want to divorce me? I tell you, if you dare to leave me, I will destroy your whole family. "I really don't have a spell to say, I don't know what to do, I know that this kind of stimulated honest man can do anything.

Since such a demon has been put on the table, then sacrifice me alone, so that he can not destroy my family, I thought at the time.

Sometimes, he beat me too hard, I couldn't help it, so I ran to the women's federation, but as soon as people heard that it was a tank, they were scared of something, they said, it's not that they don't care, they don't dare to care, the wife before the tank often comes to them all over the body, they help persuade peace, but the tank this person simply can't get in, pointing at them with a knife, and saying that they will set a fire to burn them. One night, the office really caught fire, and it was probably the tank that dried up. They told me to call the police, but it really didn't work, so let's leave. I was amazed and asked, "Is he married?" One of them said, "Yes, not only one, but two, all of them have run away." Every two years, your man goes to the court to sue for divorce and unilaterally dissolves the marriage contract on the grounds that the woman has run away from home. The others winked at her, and the man said, "You know, don't say it." ”

When I came back from the Women's Federation, I suddenly smiled bitterly, Mei Aya, Mei Aya, you deserve it, all your misfortunes are caused by your own blindness, and the tears you are shedding now are the water in your brain at the beginning.

I don't want to reveal that the tank was married, it doesn't matter, what's the use, besides, I don't love him anymore, maybe one day, I'll run away too.

When he got home, as soon as he opened the door, he heard snoring coming from the bedroom, and he got off work. I was depressed, I was depressed, the snoring was infectious, and I was sleepy. I lay down on the bed, hoping never to wake up.

But when I woke up, I was awakened by the scolding of the tank, and perhaps I was scared by the beatings of the tank, and when I was sleeping, the slightest movement could wake me up, and I sat up like a frightened bird, and my eyes widened.

"Lili! You 、、、、、、 slut, damn it、、、、、、 you deserve 、、、、、、、 death. ”

The cylinder was talking in his sleep, and his voice was sometimes clear, sometimes vague, and he looked very resentful.

Lily? It's his former wife, right? I shook him awake, and he opened his hazy eyes.

"Who's Lili?" I asked him.

He slapped me with a "snap" without saying a word, and shouted angrily in his usual way: "What are you mentioning her for?" How do you know about her? ”

I covered my face and said, "What you said in your dream, you said in your dream." ”

"Oh." The cylinder pressed the door of his head and asked, "What else did I say?" ”

"You call her a slut, is she your ex-wife? You have two ex-wives, which one is she? I asked.

Tank's eyes widened and he asked, "Who told you that?" ”

I was afraid that he would make a big fuss in the office of the Women's Federation, so I didn't tell him, but I just said that there was no impermeable wall. He didn't get angry again this time, maybe he felt that he was at a loss, and he just said that he knew. I only sneered, and I was surprised to find that I had lost my temper and would not even be angry when I was beaten by him. I'm so pathetic.

My sister-in-law came, I opened the door to greet her, and went to work. The sister-in-law is still in college, wearing glasses, and she is sven. As soon as she entered the door, she looked me up and down, and she said, "Sister-in-law, you have lost weight, why is your face red and blue?" ”

I smiled bitterly, the wounds on my body have never been broken, and I said, "How can I not lose weight when I am beaten every day." ”

The sister-in-law lowered her head and sighed, presumably she had seen her two sisters-in-law beaten before, and knew her brother's conduct, so she was not surprised and not shocked.

"Mom and Dad are in the country, and no one supports you, alas! They don't do much either, and my brother doesn't listen to them for a long time. To tell you the truth, my parents asked me to come this time to see how you are doing. I didn't expect 、、、、、、" she stopped talking and said, "Actually, my brother is not bad by nature, he is not born cruel and unsympathetic. He was wounded by a woman. His former girlfriend, he loved her so much, but she betrayed him, my brother is an honest man, his brain is a tendon, he was injured, and he can't turn a corner again. The sister-in-law said, looked up at the roof, and whispered thoughtfully: "Anyway, I won't marry too honest men in the future, it's terrible to be too honest men." She said this sentence like a self-talk, she shouldn't have said it in front of me, she must have felt too deeply and said it involuntarily. Finally, he withdrew his gaze, looked embarrassed that he had said the wrong thing, and pushed his glasses to cover up.

I asked her, "Is it a girlfriend or an ex-wife?" I know he's been married twice, and he's been beaten away. ”

The sister-in-law said, "You know, yes, it's my ex-wife." ”

I sneered and stopped talking.

The sister-in-law became resentful at this time: "It's all that prostitute-like Lili, who hurt him, he loves her so much, but she cheated on a wild man and brought the man to the house." She made my brother miserable. ”

"It's because he has a problem with his own brain, he likes to drill the horns, and when he comes into contact with a bad woman, he thinks that there is no good woman in the whole world." I say.

"Alas! Honest people are like that. The sister-in-law said.

"Then why did the second one run away, and he was also a prostitute-like figure?" I asked.

"The second one is also getting along with other men, but I don't blame her for this, she is a very good person, just take revenge on my brother." The sister-in-law said.

I said, "You're quite reasonable, and if your brother had half of you, he wouldn't be what he is today." ”

As he was talking, there was a noise outside the door, and my sister-in-law and I both looked at the door, and the door opened, and the angry face of the tank as soon as I got home appeared.

"Brother, are you back?" The sister-in-law said.

"Hmm." A word squeezed out of the tank's throat, and his eyelids did not lift, looking impatient.

My sister-in-law stood up to leave, but I grabbed her and said, "Don't go, I'll leave after eating." ”

The sister-in-law excused herself: "No, I have to go back to school." ”

There is not a word of salvation in the tank. I sent my sister-in-law downstairs, how reluctant I was to let her go, I wanted them to stay a little longer with anyone in the house, facing the tank, like facing a trapped beast, it would be beastly at any time, and it would only return to its human appearance when there were guests.

"You enlighten him, my parents and I can't help, you can also see it, the six relatives don't recognize it." The sister-in-law finished speaking and left.

I watched her go until her back disappeared around the corner. I went upstairs, and my instincts were struggling.

I followed my sister-in-law's advice and was determined to cure the heart disease of the tank, he really needed counseling.

I picked a sunny day, cooked a good dish in the evening, opened a bottle of beer for him, I also took a cup myself, I want to drink a few glasses with him, I want to communicate with him well, pull out the thorn in his heart.

When I came back from work, I greeted him and said, "Coming back?" Tired, right? Come and eat, the dishes are cold. ”

The cylinder fox looked at me suspiciously, came to the table, looked at the table in a daze, I handed him the chopsticks, he didn't answer, and said, "You want to poison me?" ”

I didn't answer his words, sat down at the table, and said, "Tank, I'll get straight to the point, I know you're emotionally hurt, and your ex-wife has cheated on you." At this point, I saw the green tendons on my forehead jump, and I continued, "But is it worth it for you to mess yourself up like this all day?" Your ex-wife did that kind of thing, but not all women are like that, do you think I'm angry with that woman? Is this fair to me? How unfair it is that you have suffered from bad women and let good women pay! ”

The cylinder lowered his head and listened, and said, "No, I didn't use you as a punching bag, I just think you women are all bad and terrible." ”

I said, "That's your imagination, everything is good and bad, and people are the same, even children understand this truth, you don't understand it, don't you?" Your heart is sick, and you can't distinguish between right and wrong. "I watched him as I spoke, and he didn't get angry, he had his eyes down, and he looked very sad, and I knew that it was about his heart. I took the opportunity to assure him, saying, "Please believe me, I am not that kind of person, and I will be loyal to you for the rest of my life." You also forget the past and start over, okay? ”

The tank cried, cried very sadly, and I hugged him and said, "Cry, just cry." To cry is to forget all misfortunes, and people must always look forward. ”

Tonight, the tank didn't even drink, and he confided everything to me, and I was very touched.

The next day, the cylinder went to work, I sent him out, and he smiled, smiled brightly, and thankfully, he got out of his demons.

In the days that followed, the tank was really good to me, just like when I was in love. All vices were also stopped. Sometimes he can't get enough of it, so I drink a few drinks with him. When people's mood improves, they love to talk and laugh, in fact, I was originally a lively person.

On this day, when I came back from the vegetable market, when I went downstairs, I met Yong. Yong was a chef at the restaurant where I used to work. He lives in the opposite neighborhood.

"Ayamei, do you buy groceries? Hey, I found that the big beauty of our hotel, Sister Aya, is getting more and more beautiful, isn't it very happy? Yong said, happy luck He said very much, and he meant it beyond words.

"Less serious!" I got angry and asked him again, "Why are you going?" ”

"This is not under the order of my daughter-in-law, come out to buy her delicious food, I want to be close to the road, interspersed from here." Yong said.

"Your daughter-in-law is so happy, and she still gives you orders." I said enviously.

"A man should love his wife. Okay, aside, I've got to go, I'm going back late, and I'm going to have to kneel on the washboard again. Yong ran away after speaking.

"Goodbye." I said, looking at the back of Yong Yuan, I fell into the imagination, it would be nice if the tank was like this.

I went upstairs, and as soon as I entered the door, I saw the tank looking at me with a gloomy face, and I felt a "chuckle" in my heart, a burst of fear and disappointment, why did he have that face again?

"What's wrong?" I asked.

"Who was that man just now?" He asked fiercely.

It turned out that he saw the conversation between me and Yong.

"An acquaintance, a chef at the restaurant where I used to work." I said, and went into the kitchen, and his suspicious look was disgusting.

The tank followed, and reluctantly, grabbed my arm and said, "I don't believe it! Looking at your reluctant look, what are you looking at his back? What did you say? ”

I also became angry and said, "What are you thinking? We're just talking normally, why are you thinking so dirty? Do you think you love to seduce men like your ex-wife? ”

"Don't mention her again!" The tank suddenly erupted, like an angry leopard, and my ears "buzzed".

"Okay, okay, I won't mention it." I said hurriedly.

This sentence did not suppress his anger, he lifted me up like a chicken to the large fish tank in the living room, and then pressed my head into the fish tank at once, my ribs were stuck in the edge of the fish tank, I couldn't move, only my arms struggled in vain, I felt like I was going to drown. Maybe it was anger that gave me strength, I grabbed the edge of the fish tank with both hands, and suddenly crushed the fish tank, the mouth of the fish tank fell like me, with a bang, the water poured out, flowing all over the living room, the fish jumped on the floor, and after a few clicks, it didn't move, the tank let go of me, I squatted on the ground and cried, picked up the bench next to me and smashed it at the fish tank that rolled to the ground, once, twice, the fish tank shattered, the glass slag splashed everywhere, and I didn't feel pain when I cut my hand. The cylinder was also shaken by me.

After this incident, the tank no longer trusts me, it starts to spy on me, and when it sees me talking to other men, it argues, and since the fish tank incident, it doesn't dare to hit me very much. I had no choice but to stay at home and live a life of solitude. However, even if this is not possible, the tank will ask me if I have gone out today and who I met. I ignore it.

On this day, I was chatting with my colleagues on WeChat, and the tank came back, sneered, and said, "What about the Internet?" You're bored with nothing to do all day, right? Do you want to date a man? ”

I slapped it. The cylinder was stunned for a moment, quickly came back to his senses, slapped me back, and said, "It's the opposite!" How dare you hit me! Then, I got up and smashed my phone and computer to the ground. Well, I'm completely cut off from the world.

I want to run, just like it did with two wives. I packed my clothes and rummaged through my bags, only to find that my bank card and ID card were missing. It was it, it must have been, it thought that I would run, and took away the card and ID card.

From then on, I wandered around the house like a ghost, from the kitchen to the living room, from the living room to the kitchen, from the kitchen to the bathroom、、、、、、 and so on and around, circle, circle, circle、、、、、、

I don't take a shower, I don't brush my teeth, and I don't change my dressing gown. One day the tank got off work, it worked overtime that day, and came back very late, I was standing in the living room, and the light was not on, and I heard it open the door, and the door opened, and it suddenly said in a trembling voice, "Who?!" ”

I scared it, it thought there was a ghost standing in the living room. Turns out it's scared, huh? Actually, I'm no different from a ghost at this time.

In order to relieve my loneliness, every day I leaned out of the window to look at the scenery and the people coming and going, and after a long time, people looked at me, they pointed and whispered, thinking that I was going to jump off the building, maybe thinking that I was crazy. Sometimes I really want to jump, but I can't think about it, I'm still young, I can't bear to die, but if I don't die, someone has to die, otherwise, I'm no different from dead.

On this day, the tank came back very late, I was still lying on the window, and the light was not on, I said, "Look, there is a thief, climbing the window, climbing to the fifth floor, this is the snitch." ”

The tank believed me, and it came over, leaning out of the window, and since I had become this virtuous, its temper had noticeably changed for the better, as if it had satisfied its perverted psychology, and its purpose had been achieved. Sometimes I wonder if it doesn't feel new anymore and needs a new woman to abuse.

"Who's there?" It says. Leaning out of the window.

At this time, I silently retreated behind it, and with all my strength, grabbed its feet at once, and pushed it out, and it screamed, because its whole body was almost poking out, therefore, my hand was not strong, and my hand that grabbed the balcony was released, under the action of external force. I took advantage of the situation and kicked between its legs and kicked it down. On the 8th floor, I only heard the sound of "bang", how pleasant、、、、、、