Coming back from the park,It's early in the morning,But I'm still used to turning on the computer,QQ automatically logged in,But I didn't see the familiar avatar flashing,If it was before,She sent me a message I don't know how many it's been a long time ago.,Recently, I suddenly found out.,I don't know when it started.,We started to have a chat without a word.,And the previous chat was a day.,It's a sea change.。

Looking at our chat history, from two years ago to the current record, I found that I have been chatting under the guidance of Gege, she is very active, but I have never taken the initiative, nor have I said a few sweet words, every time it is the first sentence at the beginning of her, the end of my last sentence, through the number of words, I found that she sent me far more words than me, and now, how I wish she could still be like two years ago, but, now she does not pay attention to me.

I seem to have a sudden idea of taking the initiative, I can't be passive all the time, I can't wait for her to take the initiative, I should learn to try to take the initiative, I can't wait for her to come to me.

"I haven't chatted with you for a few days, I miss you a little", after sending this sentence, my face turned a little red, and my heartbeat began to accelerate slowly, this is not my style at all, I actually started to say a little sweet, a little sensational, I quietly waited for her reply, this wait is an hour, it's too abnormal, obviously online, why don't you reply to me, is she busy with something, I had to think like this, and finally before I was going to sleep, I replied to me with an expression, I waited for her following, To my surprise, there was no follow-up, could it be that she was preparing a large paragraph of text? Well, I waited, ten minutes passed, half an hour passed, and I began to ask a little impatiently, what are you doing, this time it was a quick reply, "I'm talking to you" and then a trademark expression.

Looking at this sentence, I don't know what to reply, and I'm speechless, and suddenly I started to have some emotions in my heart, today is too abnormal, it's so abnormal, the first time I chatted with her, I didn't know what it was like to be excited and nervous, but at this time I didn't have that feeling at all, and even I began to wonder, now we, are we still online lovers? Are we still the same as we were 2 years ago? Too many questions are forming in my head.

The mood began to gradually decline, I didn't know how to reply to her, and I didn't want to reply, but she shared a song, Deng Ziqi's "goodbye". Looking at the title of the song, I was shocked, and then she said again, "I hope you can practice it and play it for me." In a simple word, a glimmer of light rose in my heart. My mood began to calm down, and I thought it was some kind of hint, but I wanted me to play it to her.

Just as I was thinking about how to reply to her, she sent a sentence "I'm a little tired, I hope to see the message 99+ tomorrow morning".

Her words made my emotions disappear, and there was still a sense of warmth in my heart, isn't it just 99 plus information, I'll give you 100 plus.

I played this goodbye, and then while typing, I didn't simply swipe the message, but carefully sent every message and content, each message included a memory, from the time we learned from February 28, 15 to the present February 12, 17, nearly three years of bits and pieces of memories were sent to her

I don't know how long it took to get the 99th message, but I just heard the rooster crowing.

After getting the information, there is still a sense of accomplishment in my heart, who said that I Chen Yitian did not feel ** color, who said that I would not be sweet, who said that it was not romantic enough, I fantasized that when Gege saw this information, would he be surprised, would he be moved, I think this guy will be moved, I also look forward to what message this guy will give me back, or will he give me a ninety-nine messages, or sing a song with special significance, I fantasize, I can't help but start my heart beat faster again, Only this guy can make me like this, I can be stimulated like this across the Internet, if it is in reality, I really can't imagine it.

However, it is confirmed that sentence, the greater the expectation, the greater the disappointment, between classes, I took out my mobile phone, opened QQ, and found that she replied to my message, I couldn't wait to open it, the mood was cold, and sent me an expression, and then there was nothing, not even a superfluous word and expression, whew, the mood inexplicably began to lose again, did she read the message I sent with my heart, or did she look at ten lines at a glance, or she just read the number of messages, and even the content was not read? I'm a little overwhelmed at the moment.

I began to wonder if there was something wrong between us, if I said something wrong or did something wrong, and every conversation that came to mind after this reunion came to mind, but my brain told me that everything was fine.

Maybe she's busy, and she'll read this information slowly when she's done, and only by thinking about it like this will there be some comfort in my heart, so that I don't imagine what the situation is on the other side of the network as much as possible.

But I still expected her to reply to my messages, and waited until half past eleven in the evening, but, without waiting for even a single expression, I edited the message again and again, deleted and deleted, and still did not send out what I wanted to say. I began to fantasize about what she might be doing now, across the Internet, there are too many possibilities, I don't want to deduce, or I dare not deduce, I am afraid that the results of the inference will make me unacceptable, I have to imply to myself that she is busy, very busy and busy, she will definitely come back to her senses when she is busy and give me the information of 99 plus, yes, this is so, she will, she will, she will. Hehe, Chen Yitian, Chen Yitian, have you ever imagined that one day you will learn Ah Q's Spiritual Victory Method.

Xia Zichen next door can hear her intermittent voice and sweet laughter from time to time, Xia Zichen, who doesn't smile on weekdays, is terrible and stuffy Now after dating Han Qing, his personality has changed greatly, he has become enthusiastic, and he has begun to understand humor, becoming, all of this has become completely different from my impression, I can hear their voices clearly, it seems that it is not a good thing to hear too well, so I can't help but sigh, if it was half a month ago, maybe I would have kicked open his door and let this bastard put on headphones for me to be quiet. It's just that now I feel that lonely people are shameful, and now they are no longer qualified! Suddenly, it seems to have returned to the chaotic days before I met Gege, yes, it's shameful to be alone, why do I still feel lonely now?