Looking at this strange avatar, even though there are a thousand words, I don't know where to speak, I have practiced countless times in my heart before, if I meet her again, what should I say, however, when she appeared, I didn't know how to speak, and my eyes stared at the dialog box in a daze.

"Don't you want to say anything to me"? It didn't take long for her to break the silence first.

I wanted to tell her how much I wanted to hear her voice, how much I wanted to talk to her, how much it was her, but the tapping fingers stopped and re-typed a new text "You disappeared for so long, I thought you would never be seen again".

Within seconds, she replied with a message "I thought you wouldn't show up again, but thank God, we met again" The text also added a relieved expression at the end, which is also her style, and likes to add expressions after the text.

What I want to know most is what has happened in these three months to make the already fragile online love even worse. I'm thinking, if I never log in to QQ, will we never see each other again in this life? Or when a year later, I remembered that I used to have an online girlfriend, and I logged in to QQ again, and then saw Yu Hao's news from a year ago, what would it be like? Does Gege still belong to me? I really can't imagine.

I didn't ask, but Gege took the initiative to tell me why she disappeared for so long, the reason was that the QQ password was stolen, how could she not log in to that number, and then after changing to a new number, she sent this number to the people I knew in the group we used to have, and told them that if they saw me, they would send this number to me.

Often the truth of the matter is that you think it will be so complicated, but the truth is so simple.

I actually have questions in my heart, for example, why didn't she just add me when she changed her new number, of course, this is just a question, I don't want to figure it out.

I'm also quite ashamed, at least Gege came to me and sent this signal to those people, what about me? I just asked Yu Hao, that's all, of course, I still pray in the dark night, "Come out quickly, I can't live without you in my life", so that every night from eleven o'clock to the early hours of the morning, this is the time to miss her, who can understand my pain? I'm not good at expressing emotions, so I won't tell her this, and I don't know how to tell her. But I never deny that I have always kept my love or love for her in my heart! The future has changed.

Chatting and chatting, Gege suddenly posted such a sentence "Do you have a girlfriend"? I was puzzled, what did she mean by asking, wasn't she my girlfriend?

Without understanding what she meant, I casually sent a toothy emoji.

"Okay, I wish you happiness" with a goodbye emoji, which is also her most hated emoji, and she has never let me post it before.

Her words made me even more puzzled, but his last expression made my heart tighten, and when I saw this expression, I knew that she was unhappy.

"What's wrong, Gege? What blesses us with happiness"?

"Hehe, seeing that you were smiling so happily just now, there must be someone you like," followed by a smiling emoji.

Smile, is the expression I am most afraid of others, wandering in the Internet for so many years, I have long learned to judge people's emotions through people's words and expressions, the law can not deceive people, the smile looks so friendly, in fact, this expression seems to have seen the warmth and coldness of the world, and tasted the heat and coldness of the world, I can imagine how indifferent Gege's expression is when he says this.

"You must have misunderstood me, I just made a casual expression, if I had a girlfriend, it would only be you" I explained urgently, I was really afraid of some small details that would cast a shadow over our relationship.

Immediately, she made an expression of covering her face and laughing, and the painting style took a 360-degree turn, "Let you flirt to scare me" and stuck out her tongue mischievously.

This girl is still so naughty, and blame me, I can interpret a lot of things from her expression, how could she not be smart and clever!

"Honestly, in the past few months, have you been restless, going out to look for flowers and ask willows" From the text, I felt her sense of questioning, so that I didn't dare to talk nonsense.

"I don't, I'm not that kind of person."

"That's good, it's better not to let me know, or I'll you."

Haha, this is Qi Gege, a sometimes mature, sometimes innocent and childlike, sometimes a little playful, I finally understand why she didn't show up for three months, and I can't forget her, I don't know when, I've been captured by her, heart, I really can't fit the second!

"I will definitely listen to the teachings of the leaders, and resolutely do not make mistakes in the style of life, please rest assured." I said in a smooth tone.

"It's pretty much the same, remember, don't love other girls, don't you hear"!

I felt a sense of being managed, a sense of constraint, and for me who loves freedom, it is unacceptable to have no freedom. But Gege's words, not only did I not feel a sense of rejection, but my heart was very warm, she warmed my heart again, I knew at least one thing, she cared about me very much, whether this was an illusion brought to me by the Internet or not, I firmly believed that I fully accepted her restraints, perhaps, she was also the only one who could control me, and I had no complaints.

We have so much to say when we meet again, but time keeps ticking, and I can't help but remind her to hurry up and go to bed.

"Are you tired of me and keep urging me to sleep"?

"No, the main thing is that it's too late, you have to go to bed early." I don't want to take up her precious time to just talk to me, I'm not a selfish person. "Do you often go to bed late? You can have a good day of energy," I added.

After two minutes of silence, Gege sent a text, two minutes is a long time compared to the second reply, "Actually, I want to go to bed early, but I'm afraid, I don't dare"!

"Why?"

"I'm afraid I'll fall asleep, you just look for me, we'll miss it, we'll miss it for the rest of my life, I'm afraid I won't dare to sleep and can't sleep, I know you'll definitely look for me too"!

Chen Yitian, you only know how much you have had a hard time at night in these three months, you only know how much you miss her, you are not logging in to QQ in order to free yourself, you are much better, but do you fucking know, there is a girl, she doesn't sleep every night, just to wait for someone, three months, three months, how can you fuck him!

Tears flowed down my face, I couldn't say anything, and I didn't want to say anything, I just felt that Chen Yitian was a fucking bastard and a selfish bastard.

"Haven't we met now, don't be like this in the future, go to sleep."

"I'll sleep when you want"!

"Then go to sleep now, good night."

"Good night".

Ended the conversation with Gege, with five grains in my heart, this time I met again, I should have been very excited and excited, and I did feel excited and excited, but her sentence "I'm afraid I'll never ...... again when I fall asleep" has been coming to mind, such a girl let me meet, I am the happiest person in the world, I have no regrets in this life, this girl, is really naïve, and she also moved her true feelings, but is it worth it?

"It is my greatest honor to meet you in this life, if I fail you, heaven will not tolerate it, and I will be destroyed" I thought secretly in my heart.