Chapter 678: Heartache
The sky gradually darkened, Gu Shinian started the car and slowly drove along the road to the front.
Yun Sheng sat in the passenger seat, looking at Er Ya who was sitting in the back row with a dull expression through the reversing mirror, "Er Ya, what is the matter with you coming to find Second Brother Gu?" ”
Erya shook her head and said, "There is something important......
Just when Yunshang was worried about whether Erya had really drunk too much and couldn't ask for any useful news, he saw Erya leaning forward, leaning her head on the back of the driver's seat, getting as close to Gu Shinian as possible, and said slowly, "Brother Gu, and, Yunsheng, do you believe it...... Dreaming? ”
Probably worried that the two of them would label her with feudal superstition, after Erya asked this, she quickly waved her hand and explained, "I'm not engaged in feudal secret letters, I am, I just have been dreaming recently, dreaming of Brother Gu, dreaming of Yunshang, and dreaming of things in the next few years...... I don't know if it's a dream for me, but I have the same dream every day, and I'm afraid something will happen to you......"
At this point, Erya frowned and stopped, as if thinking about what to say next.
Yunshang turned her head to look out the window, and laughed silently from an angle that Er Ya couldn't see.
She had also discussed with Gu Shinian before what way Erya would talk about the things she had experienced in her previous life, and she had said at that time that Erya might use an excuse to dream and give them a hint.
Sure enough, as soon as Er Ya opened her mouth, she mentioned Tuomeng.
Yunshang glanced at Gu Shinian vaguely, closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep, and handed over the scene to the bait Gu Shinian.
The corners of Gu Shinian's mouth trembled, and when he saw that Yunshang really acted as a shopkeeper, he had to endure the conversation with Erya.
"What are you dreaming about?"
Hearing Gu Shinian's voice, Er Ya raised her head and looked at his side face fixedly, her eyes were extremely bright in the dark car, "Brother Gu, I dreamed that Yunshang has a nervous disorder, you can't be with her, she will kill you!" ”
Hearing this, Gu Shinian's hand holding the steering wheel shook, and his face suddenly turned black into the bottom of the pot.
"Ah Shang is not sick, she will be fine......"
Before Gu Shinian finished speaking, Erya retorted angrily, "She's just sick!" I've all dreamed of it, I've dreamed it all! In the dream, you became a battalion commander in the second half of the year. Yunshang, a waste, grew up listening to the sound of guns and cannons in the military region, and was scared out of her neurology by the big explosion! She was sick and couldn't stay at home, so she ran out and killed you......"
"Whew!"
After listening to Erya's last few words, Gu Shinian slammed on the brakes, and the tires rubbed on the ground and made a screeching sound.
"What did you say!" Gu Shinian's face was white, a look of panic flashed in his eyes, he turned his head and stared at Erya tightly, and asked in a condensed voice, "Comrade Chen, you just said that Ah Shang saw the scene of the explosion!?" ”
While asking, a huge panic flashed in Gu Shinian's heart.
He remembered the terrible screams of Yunshang after being overly frightened when the two families had an accident in the previous life, and the way she didn't dare to see anyone and couldn't speak for a whole month.
At that time, the doctor said that Yunshang was greatly traumatized, and because she was too young to self-regulate, if she didn't tamper with the most bloody and cruel memories in her mind, her condition would deteriorate more and more, and eventually she would have mental problems.
At that time, Yunshang's mental state was already very bad, and in desperation, he and his grandfather had to find a psychiatrist to tamper with Yunshang's memory.
After Yunshang recovered his health, the doctor also reminded him not to let Yunshang be stimulated, otherwise her sleeping memories would wake up at any time.
But Erya just said that Yunshang was frightened by the explosion scene, which also means that in the life that Erya experienced, his Ah Shang recovered the memory of her previous life, and she remembered the extremely cruel picture that came out of her annoyance.
Moreover, because of that bloody and cruel memory, she closed herself off again and became a ...... in people's eyes Neuropathy.
Thinking about this, Gu Shinian's hands and feet trembled unconsciously.
He turned his head to look at Yunshang with difficulty, his eyes were flushed with red one after another, his lips trembled slightly, and his heart seemed to be held by a big hand all the time, and he was pulled out of his chest stiffly, and he broke out in a cold sweat from the pain.
In the life that Erya lived, what kind of pain did his Ah Shang suffer?
remembered the tragic death of her parents and brother in her previous life, and the murderer who caused this tragedy was the biological father of her most trusted lover.
And she forgot the hatred of her parents and brothers, and was with the murderer's son.
Faced with this absurd and cruel reality, how tormented should Ah Shang be at that time?
It's no wonder that she closes herself off and refuses to face reality.
In Erya's story, after Ah Shang became ill, he also had an entanglement with him, and he may have had an accident because of Ah Shang.
If all this is true, it may be a good thing for Ah Sheng to be closed in her own world for the rest of her life, according to the Bai family's love for her, even if Ah Shang is confused for a lifetime, the Bai family can take good care of her for a lifetime.
But if the Bai family cured Ah Shang and let Ah Shang know the news that he had an accident because of her, she would definitely not be able to withstand this blow.
When the time comes, maybe she won't even have the last shred of faith to live......
Gu Shinian's teeth clenched together, forcibly controlled the frightened emotions in his heart, wiped the cold sweat on his head, squeezed out a smile at Yunsheng who was curious, started the car, turned around and drove to the guest house where Erya lived.
Yunshang could see that Gu Shinian's mood was wrong, but because of the second girl in the back seat, she couldn't ask Gu Shinian what happened.
Seeing that the car was driving in the wrong direction, Yunshang sat up straight and asked curiously, "Second Brother Gu, where are we going?" ”
“…… Send Comrade Chen back. Gu Shinian said in a dumb voice, coughed dryly, and explained to Yunshang, "Ah Shang, it's not early, Lianli has a regular meeting today, I have to rush back as soon as possible." ”
Yun Sheng raised his wrist to look at the time, and found that it was almost seven o'clock, and he no longer bothered him to drive, turned his head to the sleepy Erya in the back seat and said, "Erya, I and Second Brother Gu have something to do at night." In this way, you go back to rest first, and I will talk to Second Brother Gu tomorrow to talk to you. "Anyway, you don't want to go back until you have all the experiences of your previous life.
Erya was drunk at this time, her head was throbbing, and she nodded indiscriminately, which was considered to be agreed.
The two sent Erya back to the guest house, and Gu Shinian immediately turned the car around and drove quickly towards the military division.
waited until Gu Shinian sent Yunshang to the military division, watched her enter the gate of the art troupe without blinking, then got into the car, clenched his fists and slammed the steering wheel several times, started the car, and drove towards the guest house where Erya was located again......