39 His vulnerability could only be seen by her

Xia Qianqian could see that his hands were trembling and his lips were trembling. She knew that as long as she pulled out the freezer, it would be a kind of depraving for him.

However, if he doesn't pull it, it means that his wound will never heal.

She reached out and clasped his hand, nodding slightly at him encouragingly, giving him enough courage.

Then she reached out and pulled, and time seemed to pass slowly, and his breathing in the air became heavier and faster.

Bang, his head went blank.

Before the sound came, the tears fell first.

His hands trembled and slowly touched his lifeless, pale parents.

He saw that his mother, with the solemn and solemn makeup on her face, his mother was a woman with a delicate life, and even when she died, she painted her makeup, how could a woman who loved beauty so much say that she committed suicide?

He fell to his knees.

Tears welled down his face.

"Mom, Dad." Miserable, desperate cries resounded throughout the morgue.

"It's all my fault, it's all my fault, it's all my fault." His head kept hitting the floor, making a loud concussive sound.

"Chu Xuan, don't be like this, you will hurt yourself like this." Xia Qianqian hugged him tightly and didn't let him continue to hurt himself.

Chu Xuan was crying like a madman, and his face could no longer distinguish between tears and snot.

Xia Qianqian just hugged him tightly.

Hearing his every cry, her eyes were red, and her heart was also painful.

Maybe there will be times in this world when you feel empathy!

"Shallow, do you know, it's all my fault, if I had been careful that night and found out that they were abnormal, they wouldn't have jumped off the building and committed suicide, if I hadn't gone out that day to make amends, they wouldn't have died, so it's all my fault, it's all my fault."

Chu Xuan cried to Xia Qianqian with incomparable self-blame.

"No, Chu Xuan is not your fault, not your fault." Xia Qianqian choked and kept shaking his head in response.

"No, it's my fault, it's my fault..."

Chu Xuan leaned on Xia Qianqian's shoulder and cried for an hour, his voice hoarse.

Xia Qianqian's shoulders were already soaked.

She had a lot to say to him.

However, it is still very small.

At this moment, footsteps sounded in the morgue.

Chu Xuan gradually put away his crying and wiped away his tears.

His fragility is as good as Xia Qianqian knows.

I wanted to stand up, but my feet were numb again, and I endured the discomfort and wanted to come hard.

Xia Qianqian gave him a force at the right time.

She saw that his weeping eyes were red and swollen, like rabbit's eyes.

This man, even crying, is elegant.

"Mr. Chu, I came here to ask, are your parents cremated or mud-hidden?"

It's the nurse just now.

Chu Xuan looked back at his parents in pain.

Turn your head again.

"Cremation it, keep the ashes for me."

He made a painful decision.

Because, he remembers that when he was a child, his parents told him that he liked the sea the most.

He said that if he died one day, he must scatter their ashes to the sea, so that they could sleep with the sea forever.

Now, he is helping them fulfill their last wish.

By the time I got the urn, it was already eleven o'clock in the evening.

He settled all the expenses of the hospital, and walked out of the hospital with the urn and Xia Qianqian.

The people outside were a little relieved to see him come out.

Looking at his red and swollen eyes, and the urn in his hand, he swallowed back what he wanted to say.

Chu Xuan saw everyone's expressions of wanting to speak and stopping.

He bowed deeply again.

In this day, he seemed to understand the truth of being able to bend and stretch.

It turns out that once you encounter an unstoppable event in life, everything you think is impossible becomes possible.

Who would have thought that they would have this day!

Bow and don't want money to keep apologizing to everyone!

"Thank you for your understanding, three days later, take the Chu family's IOU and come to the Chu Group, and I will return the money that the Chu family owes you without checking it."

So, please go back, everyone is tired, stop blocking the door. After saying that, he bowed again.

Xia Qianqian's heart was uncomfortable.

The former son of Tianjiao, at this moment, is humble to the extreme.

"Okay, we'll believe you again, and I hope you don't disappoint everyone." Lao Chen was the first to stand up and agree.

After speaking, he led everyone away.

Looking at the figure of hundreds of people gradually leaving.

Chu Xuan hugged the urn hard.

Then he turned his head to look at Xia Qianqian.

"Accompany me to a place." The tone is pale and weak, and ethereal and illusory.

"Uh-huh." Xia Qianqian replied softly, afraid that a louder voice would disturb his sadness.

Sitting in a late-night taxi, there are no pedestrians on the street.

The car was quiet.

The taxi driver looked at Chu Xuan and Xia Qianqian through the rearview mirror with a strange expression.

This man is holding an urn in his hand, right?

He was a little scared at first, and he didn't want to take him.

However, Chu Xuan was willing to pay the price of three escorts, and he thought that this was a big business, so he secretly emboldened himself to do the next.

He was thinking, what are you afraid of, think about the money spent in vain, but your income for one night.

drove to the destination, he collected the money, muttering to himself what a weird, the third watch came to the beach in the middle of the night with an urn, could it be... Thinking of this, he fled as if he were running away.

Chu Xuan didn't care about his thoughts at all.

Step by step, he walked towards the sea.

The lights on the shore were so dim that they couldn't see the road ahead.

Xia Qianqian pulled the corner of his clothes and followed him.

At night, the sea temperature is very low, and when the wind blows, it is so cold that Xia Qianqian sneezes again and again.

"Shallow, you're waiting for me here." He turned back to her.

No, I'm scared of one myself. She didn't hesitate to refuse.

Actually, she wasn't afraid, what she was afraid of was whether he would do stupid things.

She followed, and could sense his feelings for the first time.

Chu Xuan didn't seem to want to dwell on this issue either. Holding the urn in one hand, he pulled her closer to his arms with the other.

Hold her tightly.

Then keep walking.

Until there is a cool feeling under your feet, and water flows on your feet.

Chu Xuan stopped and let go of Xia Qianqian.

Open the lid of the box, reach in, take out the ashes, take them out, put them lightly with four fingers, and the ashes fall down in an instant, fluttering everywhere with the wind.

Black and white, white always beats black.

No matter how dark the sky is, the white ashes are still easy to see.

Rest in peace, Mom and Dad, this is the sea you love the most. ”

"It is my greatest happiness to be your child in this life, and I will still be your child in the next life."

Xia Qianqian was thinking about it, that day, Chu Xuan asked her a question.

Will the dead go to heaven.

Actually, she didn't know.

Because, she only heard it from her grandmother.

When she was a child, when she missed her parents, her grandmother would always say, "Are they in heaven?" You have to be obedient, and they will come back to see you.

At that time, she didn't know, where is heaven?

All she knew was that she wanted to be a good boy.

Then she will have a chance to meet her mom and dad.

However, some lies will be exposed with the passage of time and the growth of people.

However, she still believed in her heart that they were watching her in heaven and accompanying her.

Only in this way can we live with faith!