Chapter 63: Lin Muyao, don't be afraid

Gu Lanqing's face was pale, his anger surged, and the green tendons on his forehead bulged one by one.

He can accept her betrayal, the fact that she has lived with Wei Huayu, and those unbearable pictures and provocations, but he can't accept her attitude.

What is she like this?

Is it good to have an aftertaste of Wei Huayu? Do you miss Wei Huayu?

Irritable, angry, and completely out of his mind, he threw her back on the bed: "Lin Muyao, you are simply no one in sight." Steamed buns, steamed buns, who is steamed bread is not necessarily! ”

He abused her.

She rebelled against him.

The doorbell rang suddenly, again and again, making Gu Lanqing unable to continue. He shook her off and ran to open the door, only to see a waiter standing outside the door, respectfully holding a small bag in his hand: "This is Miss Lin Muyao, the medicine she ordered at the front desk just now." Because it is a prescription drug, she can only be given one box. Tomorrow if you need to order again, but we will only order for three days at most. ”

Gu Lanqing was inexplicable, medicine? What medicine? When did you order the medicine? Remembering that she had been playing with her mobile phone just now, and it was the medicine she ordered at that time? Open the package and look at the name of the medicine.

It's okay not to look at it, but when I see it, there is a burst of anger in my heart: sleeping pills!

She actually took sleeping pills!

Does she need to take sleeping pills?

Not to mention the rest of the time, she slept better than him in the few nights he slept with her. She sleeps dreaming but does not wake up, and can sleep until dawn.

People who can sleep until dawn need to take sleeping pills?

Lin Muyao was disgusted with him, and she indirectly wanted to tell him that she didn't want to sleep with him.

Back in the room, she had already entered the bathroom to take a shower, and the sound of water came from inside. He pushed open the door and wanted to go in, but found that the door was locked, and he couldn't push the door open no matter how he twisted it...... Gu Lanqing, don't leave an inch, you must guard her every inch...... Where were you when she jumped off the building? I asked, 'Where are you......?"

Gu Lanqing panicked, a bad feeling enveloped him again, and he slapped the bathroom door hard: "Lin Muyao, open the door, open the door, open the door...... Lin Muyao, did you hear it, open the door, open the door......"

Lin Muyao knew who was ringing the doorbell, and she also knew that he would not give up. In order to avoid his abuse, she went into the bathroom to take a shower, and deliberately closed the door, but the bathroom is no different from the living room and bedroom, the number of times she comes in is limited, and the sense of familiarity is insufficient.

So the fog didn't come up, she was confused again, and hallucinations and hallucinations came towards her from all directions: "Lin Muyao, why are you so pitiful, you used to make money with you, and now you are using you to have children." ”

"Can you still give birth?"

"Can you still be born?"

"If I were you, I'd die, to accompany the baby underground."

In a flash, the strange white shadow turned into a white mass again, and opened its lotus-like arms towards her: "Mommy, hug...... Mom, I'm cold...... Mom, I'm going to take a shower......" walked to the tub and put the water.

Gu Lanqing knocked on the door outside, and when he couldn't open it, he called the front desk again: "Where is the key to the bathroom door?" Where is it??? "Chase literature

The front desk attendant said: "On the TV cabinet in the living room, there is a box with the keys to all the doors in the room. He rushed over to find the key, and hurriedly ran back to open the door, and as soon as he opened the door, he was dizzy and roared: "Lin Muyao!" ”

Lin Muyao slept under the water of the bathtub, the water in the bathtub was already full, and it was overflowing.

Gu Lanqing was going crazy, rushed over to fish her out, and pressed her chest rhythmically: "Lin Muyao, Lin Muyao, Lin Muyao......" Lin Muyao spit out a big mouthful of water, coughing cough can finally catch her breath, she slowly opened her eyes and saw him close in front of her eyes: "Gu Lanqing, I'm afraid." ”

"Don't be afraid, it's okay, it's okay." didn't care about anything, just wanted her to be safe, Gu Lanqing took off the bath towel to wrap her, hugged her back to the bed, and hugged her tightly. She was really scared, her body was trembling all the time, and the roots of her teeth were cracking.

He took her in his lap, hugged her, touched her, and comforted her: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, it's okay, it's okay." I won't do anything to you, don't be afraid...... It's all my fault, I'm scaring you again...... Don't be afraid, don't be afraid......"

Lin Muyao leaned on his arms, and for the first time had the fear of death.

She used to burn down the house and commit suicide without consciousness, even if she remembered the whole process, she was unconscious at the time. But this time the onset was short, she didn't want to struggle or even remind herself that all this was fake, and when she was drowning in the water, she just wanted to end it quickly, so that no one would use her anymore.

But the more I wanted to die, the stronger my consciousness became. The stronger it is, the more fearful it is in the heart.

Fear of death, want to live!

I was trembling, trembling uncontrollably, and I kept asking myself in my heart: What will happen if I die? Can you be liberated when you die? Can you escape it all? When did she become such a coward? But what if she did die? What will happen to Mom? What will happen to Dad? What about Lin Jingbai? Will the most injured person be Wei Huayu or Shen Shimei?

His warm lips fell from his forehead, and he swam all the way to her mouth tenderly. He possessed her, and possessed her with extreme gentleness, as if he was afraid that if she had a lot of strength, she would fall apart and disappear.

One night, over and over again.

She didn't know when she slept or woke up, only that he was always by her side, making her feel at ease and fearless.

When I woke up again, it was already dawn, and the sun shone brightly into the room through the glass. She smiled, she loved this bright world, she couldn't hide the dirt. She stretched, and a sharp ache welled up in her limbs.

"Awake?" Before he could hum, Gu Lanqing walked in from the outside again. In fact, he didn't know that she was awake, but he just felt that she was going to wake up, and he had a strong sense of her in his heart. He walked in, sat on the edge of the bed, reached out and lifted her long hair behind her ears, his eyes were gentle and charming: "I'm very tired, I'll sleep for a while, I don't plan to go out today, I'm still in the room." When you get used to the environment, I'll take you out for a walk. ”

Lin Muyao was shocked, what did he know? Why do you say the words "acclimatization"? Did Shen Shimei tell him something? Or ...... "You found Wei Huayu again?" What did Wei Huayu tell you again? ”

Gu Lanqing was not angry, and still shook his head gently: "I look at him and it's annoying, what are you looking for him?" I didn't call him either, we didn't get in touch. ”

"Then why do you say acclimatization?"

"Feeling."

"Feelings?"

"Hmmm! On the first night, your reaction was strong. Last night, there was a reaction, but it was not strong. Are sleeping pills meant to help you sleep? Thinking that you don't have to face an unfamiliar environment after falling asleep? I looked it up on the Internet, and I have a psychological problem that is the fear of facing an unfamiliar environment. The only difference is that everyone reacts differently. ”

“……”

"I don't know, why do you have this problem? But don't be afraid, I'm with you, I have a lot of time to accompany you to familiarize yourself with the strange environment you have to face. He took her hand again, put it to his lips and kissed it: "Lin Muyao, don't be afraid, don't be afraid in the future, I will accompany you, the ends of the earth, the sea is dry and rotten......"