After the boring final exams, everyone went back to their own homes, each looking for their mothers, and when the holiday came, everyone was smiling, but I couldn't be happy, and I couldn't be happy.

As always, turn on the computer, log in to QQ, open the group chat, no one in the group spoke, at this time, the charming little gong raised a picture of the boy and accompanied it with text, "handsome", I was really angry, I was in a bad mood, this is good, and someone sprinkled dog food, so I said: "What's the use of being handsome, if it's not good for you, it's better to be a dog", I regretted it, I did react a little too much, and the charming little gong sent a series of angry pictures to vent his dissatisfaction. There are some guys in the group, and they are still shushing and asking for warmth, these guys, it seems that I can't play with them today.

Winter vacation, for me, it's a disaster, when I came to H city from D city, I already have no childhood, no warmth, I have long lost my sense of these so-called human feelings, broken family, and now a clueless life, often make me feel lonely, and I already like loneliness, Brother Lin is still back with a drunken spirit, "Yitian, will you go back to your hometown for the New Year this year, I shook my head helplessly, "If you don't go back, then Brother Lin can't accompany you this year, Why don't you come back to my house with me for the New Year?"

I understand your kindness, you know me, I don't like to be lively, I'm not used to that kind of life, as for the New Year, it's so simple as the New Year, a person is far better than a group of people, what's wrong with being lonely. "Shame on lonely people". After throwing this sentence, Brother Lin didn't pay attention to me, but went back to the room to pack his things. This Brother Lin is really getting more and more compelled now, and even this kind of literary and artistic words can be said.

This reminds me of Zhang Chu's classic old song [Lonely people are shameful]: Sing without humming: This is a season of love, the air is full of the smell of couples, lonely people are shameful, this is a season of love, everyone should smile at each other, hug and hug so it's good, I didn't wait for Brother Lin to finish singing and interrupted me: Boy, you should find a girlfriend. I shook my head helplessly, looking for a girlfriend? I think forget it, I might as well practice the piano hard, and have four girlfriends at the same time in one day, enough to rock and roll, Brother Lin. "You kid, don't be poor, it's good for you to have a girlfriend, especially for people like you who lack love, don't send me, think about life yourself during this time, and when I come back, you can go to the bar with me to sing and experience life, and you can make extra money." After speaking, without waiting for me to speak, Brother Lin walked out, box. As I remembered the sound of the door closing, I fell into deep thought.

How many nights have I asked myself, what is the motivation of my life, I don't know, no one answers, what do I need, no one answers, day after day, year after year, now, at this moment, I seem to know the answer, the power of life all originates from love, I feel unmoved

Is it a lack of love, should I really find a girlfriend?

Playing the guitar left by Ringo, singing lonely people is shameful, I have never felt that this song is so good, maybe this singer is really too lonely.

Accustomed to opening the QQ group, and chatting with the people inside, the topic is nothing more than one, holiday life, but there is a common denominator, that is, everyone is lonely, a group of lonely people together to form a carnival, no wonder people say that loneliness is a person's carnival, carnival is a group of people's loneliness, and I, have long been accustomed to integrating into the circle of the network, and the network of friends communicate far more than in reality, the topic is much more advanced, I think I go to talk to my classmates about life, talk about ideals, it is estimated that they all treat me as a neurotic, I can only talk to them about trivial things, gossip and scandals can have a sense of existence, otherwise I am invisible, and I can talk freely with them on the Internet, and even feel that it is too late to see each other.

Later, I put the topic on loneliness, and some netizens began to complain that I felt that I was the lonely person in the world, I was the saddest person in the world, and I was the most pitiful person in the world. Isn't it sad? Suddenly, applause erupted.

After wandering in the online world for a long time, you will find a rule, often people who can speak well in the Internet are often unwilling in reality, and they are more autistic when they talk less, because no one listens to your story, no one cares about your thoughts, so only on the Internet can you speak freely, and I belong to this kind of person. But the harm is also great, the Internet has been relied on for a long time, and the real people have become indifferent.

Anyway, I didn't see the charming little public act, I still feel guilty about that incident, she suddenly didn't come to the group to sing, I'm still a little uncomfortable, maybe the people in the group are too lonely today. Loneliness, loneliness, people in reality and people in the network are lonely. In an atmosphere of loneliness, we quietly ended.

Lonely people are shameful, and when I reach the realm of shamelessness, I guess I am ashamed to die of shame.

This holiday season will not be peaceful.