A letter of resignation, the liver and intestines are broken

All thoughts are lost, and robbery is carried out while the fire is burning

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With a lot of concern, Liu Shiyan returned to the bedroom, the door was open, and her husband was not in the house. I remember that he said just now that he would come later, did he find out? Thinking about it like this, Liu Shiyan suddenly became nervous, poured a glass of water and drank it, and then felt a little better. Suddenly, I found a piece of paper on the table, on which were written two big characters: Hugh Shu-

Fang Yu, there is a lady Liu Shiyan, because she does not abide by the women's way and the red apricot goes out of the wall, so she is on this vacation. After that, he remarried on his own and never had a dispute. I am afraid that there will be no basis for this, so I voluntarily set up this document as a photo. May after the lady leaves, recomb the cicada sideburns, sweep the eyebrows beautifully, skillfully show a slender posture, and select the lord of high-ranking officials. Resolve grievances and release knots, and don't hate each other. One parting and two wide, each life rejoices. Contractor: Fang Yu.

Liu Shiyan felt like she had been beaten on the head, and the whole person was suddenly stunned, the word "Hugh Shu" gradually enlarged in front of her eyes, and then became more and more blurred, and tears of remorse couldn't stop falling.

How did he know? Could it be that the person just told him what was the purpose of that person's doing? These questions were no longer important now, Fang Yu really divorced her!

I really want to be his wife forever, take good care of him, give him a few more children, be a good daughter-in-law, and serve my uncle and grandmother well......

She doesn't blame him, she can only blame herself. Blame yourself for your carelessness and let the coachman take advantage of the sky. Now that he is not innocent, he is also to blame for doing this, and he can't blame others.

It's a pity that he can't be his wife in the future. She knew that there were many people who liked her, but she only loved Fang Yu alone, if she couldn't be his wife in this life, then she would only die.

She knew that even if she died, the word "innocence" was getting farther and farther away from her, and what she had lost would never be recovered. And himself, can he have any other choice but to die?

With tears in her eyes, she picked up her pen and wrote down a farewell word:

Dreaming back to the quiet, the thin pillow is lonely, and the rain is clear. A letter of resignation, how sad is it?

The twilight clouds are gone, and I go up to the tall building alone, and I don't know where my husband is. Hate not at the beginning, regret and regret.

The sky is dark, people will go, and other words are lingering. The night is sleepless, and I listen to the rain in the sky.

Sorrowful, sorrowful. Hate hate, hate hate, hate the sea is hard to fill. A night of frost, tears at the end of the world.

Holding her cheeks in her hand, her tears rained down. Waiting stupidly, looking forward to it, but her husband never returned, all thoughts were lost, she was crying, and silently packed her baggage. Since he divorced himself, he only had two ways to go, the first was to die, the second was to marry someone else, and she took the third way, to become a nun and become a nun, and if she could recite and pray day and night, in exchange for the peace of the official's life, it would be worth it.

Junlai Inn, this is a place that haunts her dreams, before arriving at the inn, she is happy and happy, but the next road is lonely and lonely.

To be honest, she didn't know where to go, and it wasn't her intention to become a nun as a nun, the red dust was colorful, and she didn't want to be with the green light often, but this was the way she had to go.

She asked the occasional passers-by about a nearby Tsz Yun Nunnery, full of emotion and hesitation, she came to the door of the Tsz Yun Nunnery, there was a nun to guide the way, met Mrs. Hui Xin, and expressed her intention.

When Mrs. Huixin saw such a stunning beauty, she was quite surprised in her heart, and stared at it for a long time, and then said: "The donor has a beautiful appearance and extraordinary conversation, he must be the daughter of a big family, and a bright future is close at hand, but why do you insist on becoming a monk?"

Speaking of the reason for becoming a monk, Liu Shiyan immediately cried silently. Master Huixin folded his hands and recited "Amitabha", and said slowly: "The donor's love is not over, why bother with 'the sound of the green lantern lonely shadow wooden fish, and spend the rest of your life in penance meditation'?"

"If the master refuses to take him in, the slave family will be homeless. Saying that, Liu Shiyan hid her face and cried again.

Master Huixin recited "Amitabha" again, and solemnly told her that life has gone through a time, who to entangle with, who to spend the festival with, how many troubles have covered the eyes, and the life of people is complicated, the moon is like water, the years are cold, how much can be less, how much is more, the world is still like a shuttle, the available props are still the three props, the pot for cooking, the pot for eating, the bowl for eating, and so much.

"But Master, I made an unforgivable mistake, and the official divorced the slave family......" She handed over the letter of resignation, tears of remorse rolling down like a flood that had burst the embankment.

"Alas!" Master Huixin looked at it too much, and sighed, "I can't let go of two or two heavy mountains, and it's light to be able to lift a thousand catties." Let go of the thought, and be at ease. Let go of those selfish desires and evil thoughts in your heart, let go of those senseless attachments and stubborn paranoia. When the wind rises, smile and watch the falling flowers, and when the wind stops, sit and watch the clouds rise. Know how to let go, life will be more perfect, do not take gain as joy, do not worry about loss, go with the flow, and be at peace with what happens. ”

"Master......"

"Donor, please come back. ”

"Master, this is not true......"

"If you can let go of the humiliation, that is to be at ease. Eat while you eat and sleep when you sleep. Everything is not vainly sought in the front, not in the back, calm and plain, natural view, with the heart, with the feelings, with the reason, you will know that there is a Zen flavor with the fate. ”

"Master, I don't understand ......"

That's why this is the result. He bears his own fruit because of his fate, and both fruits contain their own karma, so don't be angry with each other because of this effect. Let go of old thoughts, and you will be happy. ”

"What does Master mean ......"

"Donor, please come back. ”

Liu Shiyan stood up silently, crying, and walked out of Ciyun Nunnery, and the Huixin Master behind her shook her head and sighed, such a beautiful woman, but why did she want Hongxing to go out of the wall to do such a shameful thing?

Mrs. Huixin's words made Liu Shiyan fall into deep thought, her words were not unreasonable, but she couldn't let go. How can the unforgettable love be easily erased? But where should I go now? Is there really only one death?

Just when she was at a loss for what to do, she suddenly heard a call from behind her: "Lady!"

She turned around in surprise and saw a face exactly the same as the coachman, and a smile instantly froze on her face.

Seeing him, Liu Shiyan was furious, pulled out her sword, her figure flashed, and the tip of the sword was already against his throat: "I was about to settle accounts with you, but you still have the courage to come to me!

The coachman closed his eyes, but he looked like he was calmly dying: "It's the fifth watch, it's raining again, the lady goes out alone, I really can't rest assured, so I quietly follow, and I am relieved to see that the lady is safe and sound." ”

Liu Shiyan snorted and said, "Would you be so kind?"

"Everything is my fault, if the lady wants to kill, I deserve it. It's just that I'm by no means a light lady! Since I saw my lady, I have been thinking about it day and night, and this is a big mistake. Please kill me to relieve the hatred in my heart. ”

"Do you think I won't?"

"Lady, please listen to my last words. ”

"What else do you have to say?"

"It is said that there is a fate in the next life, I will definitely marry you, if there is no fate in the next life, I will wait for you in the next life. A hundred, two hundred, or even a thousand years, I will wait for you, waiting for you to change your mind. ”

"Do you really like me?" Liu Shiyan couldn't help but put down her sword.

"It's hard to control, so I can't help it for a while, I would rather be scolded by tens of millions of people, and I don't want the lady to be infamous for being red apricot out of the wall. If the lady doesn't mind, I'm willing to marry the lady!"

"What did you say, how could you be so presumptuous!"

"The lady is not to blame. Shicai thought about it a lot and figured it out. If the lady is willing to marry me, the infamy of red apricots out of the wall will naturally cease to exist. On the other hand, this encounter may be destined by God in the dark, since this is the case, everything is fate and peace with the encounter. ”

The coachman's last words made Liu Shiyan fall into deep thought. I remember that Host Huixin also said so just now, is all this really deliberately arranged by God? Could it be that the love between herself and Fang Yu is really the moon in the glasses in the water? Everything is fate and peace with the situation, is this really God reminding her?

Seeing her hesitation, the coachman bravely walked up to her, stretched out his hand tremblingly, and gently touched the back of her hand, but immediately nervously rebounded back, and repeated it several times, seeing that she had no intention of refusing, she was a little bolder, and gently pulled up her weak and boneless jade hand.

"As long as the lady agrees to marry me, then the two are happy, how can the red apricot come out of the wall? The reputation of the Duke of Guo has also been preserved, and the name of the lady has also been preserved, the best of both worlds, I wonder what the lady thinks?" said the coachman as he untied her belt as she untied her belt.

"Think about the reputation of the country, think about the name of the lady, as long as the lady obeys me, all this can be saved, otherwise, I am afraid that I will be laughed at by the world. The coachman opened her shirt while following the temptation, stared at Liu Shiyan's eyes, and slowly climbed to the snow peak with his sinful hands, Liu Shiyan subconsciously protected her chest with both hands, preventing him from succeeding.

The coachman pursed his lips, knowing that she was making the last struggle, and his tone was cold, and said, "Be obedient, I'll make sure you're okay." Otherwise, even if the lady seeks death, the reputation of the prince will stink. Marry me, hello, me, Guogong. ”

"Hmm. Liu Shiyan nodded slightly.

His words clearly had an effect. Liu Shiyan can die, but the official career is prosperous, and she can't be affected because of herself. He was right, only marrying him was the best of both worlds. Thinking so, Liu Shiyan half-pushed and half-lowered her arm.

"Don't be on the side of the road, okay?"

"Okay, why don't we find an inn, wash our bodies first, and then do some things happily, and then sleep well, what does the lady think?"

"It's up to you. ”

"If a lady can have a son and a half daughter, it will be perfect. ”

"That's up to you. ”

The coachman smiled happily when he heard this, picked her up by the waist, and strode towards the nearby inn.

Liu Shiyan didn't resist, let him hold him, and whispered in his arms: "I can promise you." But what if the officials come to the door in the future?"

The coachman laughed and said nonchalantly: "Didn't he already write a letter of resignation to you? Didn't the letter of resignation say that you can remarry on your own? With this letter of resignation, what can he do even if he is the emperor? After tonight...... Oh no! After an hour, you will be my woman from now on, and I will be your official! As long as you are obedient, I promise to let you taste the taste of ecstasy!"