Chapter 8: I'm Alive
In the early morning when no one disturbed, I didn't lie in bed and waste my time, then I found that I didn't have to wear heavy cotton clothes, the sun had begun to become a little dazzling, and I began to cherish the days of cold wind and heavy snow, but the time has now been frozen on May Day, everything has passed too fast, I don't even know how I survived to the present, there is no breakfast of Sister Anna, there is no entangled Lu Yuyan, and there is no Xia Zichen who runs together in the park, and the prodigal son who is far away, Now only I am alone in the empty room, these people seem to have suddenly disappeared, only when it comes to paying the rent of three people every month, I feel their existence, these bastards, people are gone, I still have to pay the rent, the key is that no one gives me a subsidy, yes, today is the quarter of paying the rent, the landlord Meimei counted the money, and did not forget to help me bring the door when I left, in fact, I really wanted him to help me carry the garbage, but unfortunately he slipped away too fast.
Since Valentine's Day, I've gone back to my old life, the only change is that I've escaped the internet, I've stopped sitting in front of my computer and sighing about life, I've started to review my homework like a good kid, and I can't finish my homework at all, and I've even adapted to this hectic life.
A month ago, Xia Zichen called me to tell me that he would not go back to H City, it turned out that when he left, in addition to Valentine's Day, there was also a reason that he actually had a guaranteed place, and there was no need to stay in school for a long time, and he also kissed with a saint and said, "The reason why I came to H City is mainly to accompany me" ....... I just want to say that the day this thing left is really chosen, and the sneaky departure on Valentine's Day makes me feel more like a "couple" only, on Valentine's Day, he changed his mind and went to accompany another person, until now......
Xia Zichen, who has love, we have little contact, as if it was just like when he came to H City to play with me two years ago, he came without warning, when the time came, and then left, how similar, I sighed endlessly, but there was a sudden knock outside the door, which made me suddenly have a sense of vigilance.
"Who"? There was no answer outside the house.
Could it be that my mom came to see me? This is unlikely, through the cat's eye, a girl is standing outside the door, if it was before, as long as it was a stranger, it would be impossible for me to open the door, but seeing that she was a little familiar, inexplicably the vigilance suddenly decreased.
I opened the door and looked at this girl, looking at this person, I had an inexplicable sense of familiarity, but I just couldn't remember who she was, or that I had seen it The girl saw me looking at her, and coughed twice, "Chen Yitian, you don't even know me, do you?"
This sentence made my second monk puzzled, who is she? A big question mark.
"You're really a noble person, you really don't know me? The girl continued.
Looking at her, I thought about it carefully, as if I recalled all the women in my life that I could relate to, until finally the memory brought me back to last year's F City...... "You, you are Hanqing!" I shouted in surprise.
"Heh, you're so smart, it took you a few minutes to know," she said angrily, glaring at me, and I knew she was mocking me.
What I actually thought in my heart was that I almost didn't recognize Han Qing when I put on my clothes, I don't know what will happen if she hears this, and I unconsciously think of what happened in F City at that time, and the bloody scene is still fresh in my memory, and it is really a little embarrassing to suddenly face her again.
But what puzzles me the most is why she suddenly appeared in the H market, Xia Zichen, as soon as I thought of this name, I saw a man in sunglasses suddenly appear outside the door at this time, damn, you don't have to think about it to know who this is.
"I said Young Master Xia, do you wear sunglasses every time you appear" I said with a smile, every time Xia Zichen appeared, no matter day or night, he wore sunglasses to improve his style.
"Why, this is your hospitality, don't invite us in and sit?" Xia Zichen said and took off his sunglasses.
I used to imagine how embarrassing it would be for the three of us to appear in a scene, but fate is so dramatic, at this moment, it really appeared, so that I couldn't react, and looked at these two suspiciously, and I didn't know what to say.
But I am very relieved to see Xia Zichen and Han Qing together, he finally has a home, although I don't know how they got together by accident, but I can see that they are quite happy at the moment.
It turns out that these two guys are here for tourism...... Check out me by the way! In fact, they had already arrived in the city two days ago, and today is the last stop!
In the evening, the three of us came to the former Xintiandi, which has been transformed into a music restaurant, said to be a music restaurant, in fact, it is just that you can hear the music playing when you eat, that's all, we chose the side position, probably because of the cold green, the three of them just fucking buried their heads in eating...... No one spoke.
"I'm full" Twenty minutes later, Han Qing touched his stomach and said, "You talk, but don't be too late, we're going to the next stop at half past eleven o'clock in the evening, and after that, I picked up my bag and left."
"Xia Zichen, you found an empathetic girlfriend, cherish it."
"Of course, I definitely won't be like you" Xia Zichen glanced at me, I was stunned, put down my chopsticks, and thought carefully about his words.
He seemed to feel that he had said the wrong thing, Dongdong, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, he smiled a little shyly, this is the first time I've seen him like this, it seems that love has changed him a lot.
But his words still made me feel a little emotional, but fortunately, I feel that the memory of her has become a little blurry, which is also a good thing, the best way to forget a person is really time, although there is still a touch, but there is no way to make me red, the most important thing is that I can slowly control myself, not thinking about those past events.
The exchange of human gatherings has always been inseparable from the two topics of feelings and friendship, in the past, the two of us would never touch the topic of feelings, because we were both single before, and now, we have been talking about the relationship that matter, he talked about the bits and pieces of his and Han Qing in the past few months, while consulting me about my current psychological condition, whether I have come out of the shadows, I really want to slap him, isn't this girl intentionally blocking me, he successfully reminded me of a lot of unbearable past.
But I enjoy and cherish the present, and I know that this may be the last time we will ever be able to meet face-to-face. We will still be able to talk about the past freely1, and after that, we will face a new life, meet new friends, and we will have to imagine what we were when we were children or two years ago, which is very difficult.
Han Qing didn't know when she was standing outside the store, if I hadn't looked up at the window, I wouldn't have found her, and when I looked at my phone, it was almost eleven o'clock, it seemed that the time was coming, and they were going to leave completely! .
Xia Zichen also noticed the cold green outside, picked up his clothes, like Brother Lin, didn't say anything, turned around and left, just arrived outside the store, suddenly turned back to me and said, "I hope to see you next time, you can tell me loudly, I'm alive very well"!
"I can tell you right now, I'm alive and well"!