Duan Hanting sat in the study all night.

The lights were not turned on, only a faint light flickered in the dark night, and the ashtray was already full of cigarette butts, and he smoked them one by one, not moving all night.

He remembered everything Oyin had said to him, and she said that she would be better off without him.

He never doubted this, it was because she would be better off after she left him, he took this move, he wanted to ensure the absolute safety of her and Ci'er, and now it was no longer safe to stay by his side.

On the table, there were three letters.

One was written by him to his father-in-law Du Yuesheng, and he was going to send it out tonight, and he didn't talk too much about it, but asked him to help take care of Rongyin's mother and daughter, and with his ability, he would definitely be able to protect them.

One was written by him to Rong Yin, and the letter was bound to be sealed and sent to her later when he had the opportunity.

The third letter is a suicide note written by him, which is written to the Duan family's family and descendants.

All his worries and unspeakable thoughts are in these three letters.

In addition, there is a handwritten divorce statement from him next to it.

The door of the study was pushed open with a squeak, Duan Shulan walked in, she turned on the light, and saw Duan Hanting's stiff face and red and swollen eye bubbles, she sighed lightly and closed the door.

Walking over, she saw three letters on the desk, as well as a divorce statement.

At the moment when she saw the "suicide note", Duan Shulan couldn't hold back, covered her mouth, and tears burst out of her eyes, "You, you, you...... What do you think you're trying to do? ”

Duan Hanting bit the cigarette butt, lowered his eyebrows, and looked at the divorce statement, only to feel a pain in his heart.

He doesn't want anything, he just wants Rongyin and Ci'er to live peacefully, for this reason, he can give up everything and bear anything.

Extinguishing the cigarette butt in the ashtray, he asked in a dumb voice, "How is Xiao Qi?" ”

Duan Shulan wiped away her tears, took a deep breath, and said, "I haven't spoken all day, just now I thought I was lulling him to sleep, a touch of pillow, it was wet, and the little guy was crying in the quilt." ”

"Crying for what?" Duan Hanting frowned.

Duan Shulan said angrily: "What did you say he was crying about!" Xiao Qi and Ci'er grew up together since childhood, and they were together for everything, but they were suddenly separated, can he stand it? Don't look at Xiao Qixiao, your heart is sensitive. Feeling it, he knows everything, what's wrong with crying, you should be as wolf-hearted as you! Today, Rongyin and Ci'er left the house, and I didn't dare to take Xiao Qi out, otherwise I don't know what the two little things would cry like. ”

She scolded and scolded, and cried again, "I just don't understand, why do you have to get divorced?" Yinyin is such a capable person, isn't it good to stay and help you, why do you have to carry it by yourself? ”

Duan Hanting lit another cigarette and smoked silently for a long time before he slowly spoke.

"Of course I know Yinyin's ability and courage, and if I tell her my intentions, she will definitely do everything in her power to help me accomplish it, but who is the surname Song? Now that I've decided to fight him, I'll have to prepare for the worst. When two tigers fight, there will be one injury, and as long as the two of us fight, it is not a matter of injury, but death. In case I die, what will Otoin do, make her a widow? ”

"Phew! What nonsense are you talking about! Don't say that it's not necessarily you who dies, even if it's you, how do you know that Rongyin is unwilling to be widowed for you? ”

"I don't want to."

Duan Hanting said stiffly: "How can I be willing to let her be widowed for me!" ”

He knows too well what kind of temperament Rong Yin is, the people she recognizes, the things she recognizes, are as strong as cattle, and eight horses can't pull it back.

She values love and righteousness, and dares to act, and is not afraid to take responsibility for herself, in case he really dies, she will definitely guard the Duan family for him, and carry the Duan family on her shoulders, and spend her whole life here.

But why?

The burden of the Duan family should not be carried by her, and he doesn't want her to spend the rest of her life guarding his coffin, she is still so young, and she still has most of her life to experience, live, and even remarry.

She is so good, so perfect, she has always been in demand, there are thousands of people who love her, he doesn't worry that she can't get married, but ......

The thought that she might become another man's wife, that another man would have everything she had, including her body and her heart, made him feel unbearable, not a minute or a second.

How can his voice be married to someone else?

Duan Hanting suddenly stood up from the desk, picked up the car keys, and rushed out of the study without saying a word.

Duan Shulan asked behind him, "Where are you going?" ”

She was answered by a series of hurried footsteps, which gradually ran away.

Alas, what is this called!

Duan Shulan sighed deeply, she didn't know what her brother was thinking about all day long, everyone was bent on survival, he was good, bent on dying, and prepared everything for the future.

She glanced at the letters on the desk, and her eyes fell on the envelope with the name "Rongyin" on it, and picked it up.

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In the dark night, Duan Hanting took the family's car, and without even calling Ali, he drove out by himself.

The curfew in Beiping had been lifted, but he still used his privileges to go out of the city gate and go to Tianjin, and it took a lot of effort to enter the French Concession, and when he arrived at the small western-style house, it was almost dawn.

He thought he was probably crazy, how could he get himself to the step of divorce?

In fact, the moment Rongyin hugged Ci'er and got into the car, he regretted it.

Especially when he saw Ci'er banging on the car window and crying and calling his father, his heart was about to break.

He's a bastard, he makes his beloved two women cry like that, he is sad like that, he wants them back, he wants to see them like crazy, but now, it's too late to say anything.

Rong Yin is a person who doesn't rub sand in his eyes, and if he uses Murong Yan to prick her heart, she won't forgive him, let alone get back together with him.

And what right did he have to ask for her forgiveness and forgiveness now?

This step, even if he takes a wrong step, he can only continue to walk, and there is no room for turning back.

Duan Hanting looked up at this beautiful and delicate little bungalow, he hadn't been to this small bungalow many times, he remembered the first time he came, Rongyin invited him to drink a cup of coffee, he couldn't remember what the coffee tasted like, he only remembered that when he kissed her, her lips were soft, the taste was sweet, and even the air seemed to exude a romantic factor, and his only thought at that time was - to marry this woman home.

He used to be so brave and fearless, he desperately wanted to become a family, and this urgency was brought to him by Rongyin.

Before meeting her, he never thought that he would step into marriage, taste love, and have the idea of spending his life with a woman and having children.

And after meeting her, the words "growing old together", he never thought about others again.

It's a pity that he underestimated the cruelty of the situation and overestimated his own ability, and now he is no longer the young marshal who was protected by his parents under the wings, behind him are hundreds of thousands of Fengjun, shouldering the responsibility of his family and country.

His father's blood revenge must be avenged, the country's territory must be defended, and the family hatred and the country hate each other, everything needs him to throw his head and spill his blood, and there are too many things that he needs to complete.

He does not regret marrying Rongyin, although he has only known her for three years, he has tasted the sweetness and happiness that he has never had in this life, and every day with her is the happiest time of his life.

Three years, but it seems like half a life is so long, to say that the only regret is that he failed to accompany her well, so that she suffered too many grievances in this marriage.

Too much debt, too many apologies, unspeakable, are all in the letter.

If he can come back alive, then he will spend the rest of his life to make up for Rongyin and Ci'er, even if she has married someone else by then, even if she refuses to forgive him and does not want to see him again, he will stand in front of her.

Tell her that he Duan Hanting has only loved one woman in his life, and her name is Rongyin.

He hopes to be able to get along with her and grow old together.

Seeing that the sky was about to dawn, Duan Hanting drove away from the small bungalow, as if he had never appeared.