Chapter 65: What Expectations Look Like
Gou Shun didn't turn off the light when he slept, and when he opened his eyes, he found Zhen Chun standing next to him, covering his face with one hand, his expression was a little painful, and the scream just now should have come from her mouth.
"Why are you here?" Gou Shun asked with some surprise.
"I've told you, this hospital is my family, why can't I be here." Zhen Chun was a little unconvinced.
"But in the middle of the night, you don't sleep, what do you want to do when you appear next to my bed?"
"I just can't sleep, come over and see if you're asleep, you're so handsome, I'll watch it for a while, but I didn't insult you, and you won't hit someone, ahhh Zhen Chun rubbed his beaten face and said with some grievances.
Gou Shun saw that he had beaten Zhen Chun a little hard, and said embarrassedly: "I'm sorry, I didn't know it was you, so I ......"
"No one can fight like this, it's going to kill someone, ahh Zhen Chun groaned.
"I'm sorry." Gou Shun scratched his head with his hand and apologized again.
Zhen Chun rubbed his face and said, "Hey, forget it, I was kind enough to help you, and I was beaten by you, I'd better go back and rest for a while, you go back to sleep, don't forget to plan." ”
Being made such a fuss by Zhen Chun, Gou Shun's sleepiness was gone, and when Zhen Chun went out, Gou Shun touched the two packs of cigarettes before, lit one and began to smoke.
Gou Shun had never smoked, he took a puff, except for feeling a little spicy, there was nothing else, suddenly he remembered Xia Rushi smoking in a dream, she always tilted her head slightly, and then took a deep breath, trying to swallow it, as if she wanted to swallow it all into her stomach.
So, Gou Shun also raised his head, took a big sip, and swallowed it into his stomach.
A great momentum rushed into his throat with spiciness, and he couldn't help coughing twice, and at the same time, there was an inexplicable force that rushed straight to the top of his head, making his head dizzy, and then his body became light, as if floating in the clouds.
An indescribable feeling, but not comfortable, he didn't understand why Xia Rushi in the dream relied on cigarettes so much.
After a while, Gou Shun came to his senses, he took the cigarette to his mouth, and took another puff, this time feeling a lot more relieved, but he was still choked and coughed twice.
After smoking a cigarette, Gou Shun felt that his body was light, as if he could float, he hesitated for a moment, took out another cigarette, and lit it.
At dawn, Zhen Chun pushed open the door of the lounge again, and a thick smell of smoke came to his face, and at the same time, the room was also full of smoke, and it was almost impossible to see where Gou Shun was sitting.
Zhen Chun took a few steps forward, saw Gou Shun sitting quietly on the bed, with cigarette butts at his feet, and said in surprise: "Big brother, don't you want to cultivate immortals." ”
After listening to this, Gou Shun moved his eyes to Zhen Chun and found that she was wearing a big mask on her face.
"How much are these?" Zhen Chun looked at the cigarette butt on the ground and said.
Gou Shun was about to answer, but he felt that his throat was a little stuck, so he coughed twice and said, "Both packs have been smoked." ”
As soon as the voice came out, it startled Gou Shun and Zhen Chun, this voice sounded too unfamiliar, because it was too hoarse, Gou Shun couldn't believe that this voice came from his mouth.
I saw Zhen Chun smile and said, "Big handsome guy, your voice is like a duck now." ”
"Ducks? What ducks? Gou Shun asked a little puzzled.
"Of course it's Donald Duck, quack, very hoarse, not worthy of your handsome face at all." Zhen Chun couldn't help but laugh again.
After Zhen Chun finished laughing, Gou Shun asked again: "Is this okay?" ”
"Of course I can, I can't hear it, she certainly can't hear it."
"That's good, that's good." Gou Shun said, turned his gaze to Zhen Chun's face again, and asked with some puzzlement, "Why did you bring such a big mask?" ”
After hearing this, Zhen Chun said a little unhappily: "Isn't this due to you?" Your punch disfigured me yesterday, and you have to be responsible for me. ”
"It's not that serious." Gou Shun said apologetically, standing up, he wanted to see if he was really too heavy.
"You take off your mask, I'll take a look." Gou Shun said.
"Don't." Zhen Chun subconsciously put his hand on the mask.
"No, if you don't let me see it, you don't worry."
"Isn't it okay not to let you be responsible? It's all disfigured by you, what else do you look at. Zhen Chun still didn't take off his mask.
"Is it really disfigured? You're just going to let me see it. "Gou Shun really wants to know what he has done to Zhen Chun, if it is too serious, he always has to give her some compensation.
Seeing that Gou Shun insisted again and again, Zhen Chun said a little angrily: "I think you just want to see my ugly appearance, look, look, let you see enough!" ”
Zhen Chun said, took off the mask, and saw that the left side of her face had turned blue-black, swollen as big as a steamed bun, and Gou Shun suddenly remembered the crayon Ah Xin.
"Huh." Gou Shun saw Zhen Chun's appearance and laughed.
"Are you making fun of me?" Zhen Chun clenched his fists a little angrily and said.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I really couldn't hold back." Gou Shun hurriedly apologized.
Seeing that Zhen Chun didn't speak, and was still a little angry, Gou Shun continued: "I'm really sorry, I really didn't mean it yesterday, besides, I didn't know you were next to me, but since I beat it, I also admit it, how do you say I should compensate you?" ”
"Then you can kiss me, and kiss the swollen face that you hit here." Zhen Chun said, and leaned his face like a steamed bun to Gou Shun's side.
Gou Shun stood still and did not move.
"Hurry up, Donald Duck, aren't you going to make it up to me?"
Gou Shun still didn't move, for some reason, at this moment, he suddenly remembered An Ran.
Seeing that Gou Shun was stunned again, Zhen Chun put his face back, hung the mask on his ears again, and said: "Okay, Donald Duck, tease you, I know that you are not the kind of casual person, write down this compensation first, and tell you when I think about it, let's get down to business first." ”
Seeing that Zhen Chun didn't force it, Gou Shun breathed a sigh of relief, and at the same time thanked her a little, so he said, "Thank you, Crayon Ah Xin." ”
Gou Shun didn't know why he said the crayon Ah Xin, maybe it was because of the atmosphere, so he blurted it out.
"What did you say?" Zhen Chun stared at Gou Shun, as if he was aware of the nickname Gou Shun gave her.
"Nothing, nothing, I said thank you."
"Come on, no thanks, just write down my great kindness to the book, Donald Duck and Crayon Ah Xin, well, it's actually not bad, okay, you can think about it for a while, I'll go and see the situation outside." Zhen Chun said, opened the window of the room for Gou Shun, and walked out of the door again.
Just after eight o'clock, I saw Zhao Chengxiang come to the nurse's station and asked, "Nurse, can we be discharged now?" ”
"What kind of hospital is out so early? Are you in a hurry to be reincarnated? A nurse said angrily.
Of course, this nurse dares to say this because she is played by Zhen Chun.
Although Zhen Chun was wearing a mask, Zhao Chengxiang still heard this annoying voice, thinking that he would be discharged from the hospital today, he restrained his temper and said, "Nurse, I don't know where I offended you, you have to target me like this." ”
"No way, I just don't like you." Zhen Chun replied.
Zhao Chengxiang tried to calm himself down and said, "Then when can we be discharged from the hospital, we will not defile your eyes when we leave." ”
"It's not up to me to decide when to be discharged, it depends on what the doctor says, the doctor will give the patient a postoperative assessment in a while, and if he is qualified, he will be discharged, but I still have to remind you that it is best to buy some food for the patient to come back, the patient will look better after eating, so that he can be discharged from the hospital early." Zhen Chun replied disdainfully.
Zhao Chengxiang listened, didn't speak again, turned around and walked back to the ward quickly, and after a while, he walked out again and walked downstairs quickly, apparently buying breakfast for Xia Rushi.
Xia Rushi lay quietly on the bed, although she already had some strength in her body, but in general she was still very weak.
After taking a few glances at her phone, she put it aside and began to look at the roof in a daze.
Since listening to Gou Shun's words yesterday, Xia Rushi's mood has not been calm, she is not yet twenty years old, but she has had two such surgeries, which is not the result she wants, let alone what she expects for the future when she is young and ignorant.
Countless times, she fantasized about growing up, wearing a white dress, walking along the tree-lined roads of the university, the sun shining through the thin cracks between the leaves on her face, so clean and clear.
But now, she seems to have become the kind of shameless woman in people's mouths, at a young age, she has already had two abortions, and she feels that she has begun to become the person she hated when she was young.
But what can be done? What happened, after all, she couldn't go back, she felt a little helpless, because she couldn't change all this, fate seemed to be an invisible hand, pushing her forward, irresistible.
Fortunately, there is Cheng Xiang, and he accompanies himself and loves himself. Zhao Chengxiang was the eldest brother of the school in high school, and pursued her since the beginning of high school, first, she didn't dare to resist, and secondly, at that time, she felt that the bastard boy was actually quite handsome, so she became Zhao Chengxiang's girlfriend and became the sister-in-law in the mouth of her classmates.
Now, Xia Rushi no longer knows whether she was right to agree to be Zhao Chengxiang's girlfriend, and she is now powerless to discern it, because even if it is wrong, what can be done? She gave all herself to Zhao Chengxiang, in her heart, Zhao Chengxiang has become her last support, he only hopes that Zhao Chengxiang can love her forever, for the rest of her life, wholeheartedly, of course, she will do her best to love Zhao Chengxiang.
Even if she lived her life like this, it was what she was most pleased with and yearned for, and those beautiful dreams of her youth had long since faded or even dissipated in her mind.
Just when Xia Rushi was thinking about it, the door of the ward was suddenly pushed open.
A "squeak" pulled Xia Rushi's thoughts back, she turned her gaze to the door, and walked in alone, not a doctor, not a nurse, and not her Cheng Xiang.
It was a very handsome young man, Xia Rushi quickly searched around in her mind to make sure she didn't know him.
Seeing that the man's eyes were looking straight at him, Xia Rushi asked with some puzzlement, "Who are you?" Do we know each other? ”