Time flies, there are only two days left until the end of my vacation, and I haven't been on the Internet since Qi Gege's prank a few days ago. "As an Internet addict teenager", it is really not easy to leave the Internet for a few days. So I feel like I'm back in the world of the Internet today. turned on the computer and boarded QQ, but what I saw was a series of messages, all sent by Qi Gege. "Why aren't you online yet, what did you do, are you running away from me, I didn't lie to you, what are you hiding from me, etc., it's been three days in a row."

I was silent when I saw this information, is there really such a boring prank in the world? Is there really such a miraculous thing in the world? From the beginning, I concluded that it was a prank, and now, I am starting to waver. I'm interested in this guy named Qi Gege now, what has he experienced or how brave he is to be so bold on the Internet to show his love.

From the time I heard Qi Gege's voice, I liked it very much, but I just liked it, and I didn't think that we could be boyfriend and girlfriend at all. Now it seems that I need to talk to her properly.

"What you did really surprised me, now I admit that it's not a prank, it's real, but I'm going to tell you, it's the Internet, it's not real, I admire your courage, but I hope you find one in reality that you like."

Not long after I sent the message, Qi Gege immediately replied, "Where have you been these days, I'm in a hurry"

When a stranger said such things to me, my heart trembled. What is this called, care or care, even if it is said by an Internet person. I've always felt like I'm living a zombie, I like the dark, I don't like light, I'm quite indifferent to people, the so-called happiness in my eyes is laughter, that's all, it's over when you're done laughing, this laugh is for others to see. I look at the happiness of the people around me, their madness, I am as silent as ever, I stand in the sun, and I don't feel the warmth. But this time, I've changed, and at the moment, I feel as if I know what warmth feels like. No, I'm in a state of chaos, and I'm not sure if I'm awake now. Qi Gege's face and voice surrounded my mind. I'm stuck in this cycle and I need to get out of it quickly.

"I've never been in a relationship, I don't have any experience at all, I don't want to hurt you". I think it's been a matter of a long time to come up with a reason why this kind of thing can make me so embarrassed.

Actually, I don't have much experience, so let's give it a try," Qi Gege said with a very naughty expression.

This guy is really naïve, and he can try this love casually.

"Gege, what do you like about me, do you know what I look like, how much do you know about me."

"Does Love Need a Reason?"

When she said this, I didn't know how to refute it. Yes, does love need a reason, it doesn't.

Maybe it's because I'm too unappreciative.

"Do you really want to insist on rejecting me and not agreeing to me". I'm sorry, but there's nothing I can do about it, and I hope you can find your place in reality."

Huh, in reality? I'm so disappointed in this reality."

This is the first time I've seen Qi Gege say such helpless words, with her lively and cute style can make her like this, it seems that she is also a guy with a story, but this is the Internet, if it is reality, I really want to talk to her.

"Okay, I won't force you anymore, I'm sorry to disturb you," Qi Gege said and sent a goodbye emoji.

"Good luck".

After I sent this message. Qi Gege's avatar went dark.

Is the matter settled, I should be glad that an inexplicable and abrupt thing has been resolved. But am I happy? I do not know? What kind of girl is this? Why do I feel a sense of loss at this moment, what am I missing, I can't sleep tonight.

"Hey, why do you call me in the middle of the night, don't you know how to call during the day, every time you sleep well, you wake me up on the phone, you're neurotic" Xia Zichen scolded and scolded.

"Zi Chen, do you remember the girl I told you last time?"

Remember, I won't forget this if I forget anything, didn't you call me in the middle of the fuck last time, and say, what's wrong with you, I want to sleep."

I told Xia Zichen what happened.

"Then what else do you call, you can't get rid of this ** annoyance, it's right to be happy."

"Zi Chen, it's funny to say, I feel a sense of loss now, do you think it's funny."

"You don't really like her, do you", after speaking, Xia Zichen hung up directly without waiting for me to answer, only a beep sound.

Ah, this sentence made me think deeply, what does it feel like to like, what does it feel like to love, and people like me will have emotions that normal people have?

I think back to the bits and pieces with Qi Gege, from the first time she sang in the group, I liked this voice, and I was very happy to chat with her. But now, we may not have a chance to talk, is that why I'm lost? I do not know.

I was lost again, this time not because I was lost in life, not because I was lost in dreams, but because I was lost in feelings, this feelings, or that

Lost in illusory feelings, I don't want to get lost in dreams tonight, get lost in dreams.