Chapter Eighty-Five: The So-Called Two-Sided Knife
Lin Ni chatted with Li Jing in the living room for a while, seeing that Ji Yuxi had no intention of leaving, perhaps it was the chaotic thoughts in her heart that made her unable to continue to listen to this woman tell her about the excitement at the moment, and originally planned to say hello to Ji Yuxi and Lu Zifei before leaving, but Li Jing was afraid that she would disturb the warm atmosphere of the two of them, so she let her leave first.
Lin Ni came out of Lu Zifei's house and couldn't help but scold a lot of swear words loudly, she felt that she couldn't understand the beauty and ugliness, good and evil of this world more and more, couldn't figure out why Li Jing was so skillful in using Ji Yuxi's kindness, and couldn't understand how Ji Yuxi could bear to hurt Zhong Han in order to save Lu Zifei, thinking of Zhong Han, her heart shook suddenly, and she didn't have time to think about dialing Zhong Han's phone directly.
Zhonghan: "What's wrong?"
Lin Ni: "Zhonghan, there is something that Yuxi definitely didn't tell you, but I think I should tell you." ”
Zhonghan: "You say. ”
Lin Ni told Zhong Han about Li Jing going to Ji Yuxi for help, although Zhong Han didn't say anything in the middle of the phone, but Lin Ni could hear his breathing sound from steady at the beginning to tight later, it was not anger and what could it be
Lin Ni: "Zhong Han, you should know Yu Xi, she is just too soft-hearted and kind, and just, just now." ”
Zhong Han: "What did you just go to see Lu Zifei, where is she now?"
Lin Ni: "Just now at Lu Zifei's house, I felt that Yu Xi seemed to have the intention of agreeing to Li Jing's proposal, she said some words of encouragement to Lu Zifei, although I knew that she was for Lu Zifei's good, but to be honest, those words even I didn't feel comfortable sounding." But don't blame Yuxi, she has no choice, she was thinking about whether to tell you or not, but I think I did the right thing. ”
Zhonghan: "I see. ”
Zhong Han hung up the phone after speaking, the students in the classroom had already come back to prepare for class, looking at Ji Yuxi's empty seat, Zhong Han had an indescribable feeling in his heart, I don't know why, he always felt as if he was going to lose her, he thought about it and got up suddenly and wanted to leave, but he bumped into the head teacher at the back door.
Under the shock of the head teacher's stern gaze, Zhong Han seemed to be a little calm, he returned to his seat, sat there motionless, just stared blankly at the empty seat next to him, and recalled the bits and pieces of the past.
On the other side, Lu Zifei was immersed in Ji Yuxi's sudden attack, and for a few minutes, the two remained motionless in place, until Ji Yuxi realized that his snot was about to get on Lu Zifei's clothes, so he stood up again, and took a tissue to clean up his face.
"Ji Yuxi, you, I am a little uncomfortable to come out like this suddenly." Lu Zifei's face was as red as the sunset, and he stammered a little when he spoke.
"Who made you disobedient, just tell you to do the operation obediently early, if you have to make me cry like this, then do you listen to me now" Ji Yuxi said while wiping his nose.
"Do you remember what you said, right, no matter whether the operation was successful or not, you will always be by my side, right" Lu Zifei confirmed to Ji Yuxi very seriously.
"Of course I remember, so you obediently accept the arrangement at home, knowing that when you get better, we still have a lot of things to do." Ji Yuxi said.
At this time, Lu Zifei muttered in his heart, he was a little confused, Ji Yuxi had agreed to be his girlfriend, what is the situation with Zhong Han, but Ji Yuxi's words would still sound a little ambiguous if they were just friends, but Ji Yuxi did not clarify the relationship between the two, and he was completely confused.
After telling Lu Zifei many times to eat well and take medicine on time, Ji Yuxi finally left Lu Zifei's house, of course Li Jing was still enthusiastic, and expressed a lot of personal emotions with a thousand thanks, Ji Yuxi just smiled politely all the time, and then in addition to encouragement or encouragement, he also refused Li Jing's request to send her back to school.
Ji Yuxi looked at her watch, the first class was out of play again, she thought about it and smiled bitterly, it was not a key high school, thinking about how long she had transferred to another school, the time to take leave and the time to skip school together were almost enough to catch up with the time to go to school, but she could still stay in school normally, and she didn't even have any big criticism, she felt that maybe the teachers knew what happened to her family, so it was inevitable that they would be extra tolerant of her, in short, Ji Yuxi's heart was still full of gratitude.
There was not a single message in the mobile phone that there was a missed call, it seemed that Zhong Han was really angry with himself, Ji Yuxi wanted to call Zhong Han, but the number had already been dialed out and he pressed it immediately.
How do I tell Zhong Han that I want to tell him, in order to persuade Lu Zifei to hug him, I want to tell him that in order to encourage Lu Zifei, I promised that I would always accompany him, no matter what reason I said these words, Ji Yuxi knew that Zhong Han would not understand her, not to mention that at noon, Zhong Han had clearly expressed his opposition to her surgery.
Ji Yuxi walked slowly on the street alone, looking at the crowd of people, she didn't know if everyone had their own troubles in their hearts, but she just thought that maybe there was no one richer than her own life and experience on this street.
She recalled Zhong Han's words about her father, "Think about it, if your father was still alive, would he want you to do this, have you considered his position, don't you think he is pitiful?"
Yes, because of the extramarital affair, her family was ruined overnight, even if it was not Lu Peng's fault at this time, but after all, it was he who directly caused the tragedy, thinking about how aggrieved, sad and ashamed her father Ji Song had to be at that time to choose such an extreme way to solve this matter, Ji Yuxi couldn't help but feel unspeakable guilt in her heart, thinking about this, she did not choose to go back to school, but went directly to her parents' cemetery.
Fingertips gently swept over his father's posthumous photo, Ji Yuxi's tears fell down, if this familiar face hadn't seen such a photo clearly, Ji Yuxi had always felt that it was still a fresh life, in memories, in dreams.
"Dad, are you and mom okay there, there is no me to accompany you, do you feel lonely, Dad, do you also think that I shouldn't do this, have you been disappointed in me" Ji Yuxi cried while telling Ji Song's posthumous photos the annoyance and guilt in his heart.
After nearly two hours of companionship, Ji Yuxi felt extremely tired, probably because something unusual happened today compared to every day, she took out her mobile phone and looked at it, but there was still no news from Zhong Han.
Waiting is always full of anticipation, and often the more you look forward to it, the more likely it is to be disappointed.