I used to ask myself what it was like to love someone, I often thought about what kind of person I was, looking back, the memories of that scene always appeared in front of me, she was so real and so illusory, she was cold as if she had never seen me, I also seemed to have a dream that had been absent for a long time, the difference is that she is fearless, I woke up and there is no way to escape, calm and pain, in the end that is the real feeling that love brings me.

I know you don't like me, but you do a lot of things that like me, is this my hallucination? Or do you want a passion that doesn't take responsibility... I don't care what you want, there's no going back anyway, and I'm not expecting anything anymore, because there aren't many people left worthy of my love.

I seem to have become a scumbag, I can talk to any girl, but I don't seem to be, because I don't have feelings for anyone, I seem to be sick, and whoever says she likes me, I feel that she is sick. (Quote)

So, Jiaying! You can heal your own injuries, my injuries can no one heal except you, you just remember the person you can give you happy, it doesn't matter if I exist or not, you can like whoever you like, I'm not afraid that you like other boys, if he is so unlucky for sex, it is you, if he is for love, then his fate will not be half a point better than mine.

But I have to say, you are the most interesting girl I have met over the years, my favorite, including the personality I love, but I really can't understand you, I can't do anything. Sometimes you're childish and ridiculous, sometimes you're showing your true feelings, you're like a show, a show for me, I never know if you're going to take a knife on me or give me a chocolate in the next show, I'm like I'm tied to my feet, let you perform on stage, let you mess around in my heart.

Do you really dislike him? Are you really in love and can't be friends? But all kinds of evidence show that you are duplicitous, I know that many people's loyalty in love is acted, but it's a pity that you didn't even act! What I regret the most is... I lost because you don't like me.

It's not you and me who are wrong, but the world, in terms of ability, if there is no ridiculous accident, I still really have the possibility to catch up with you, you said that you never believe in love at first sight, then in your three views, feelings are cultivated, I believe that I will one day make you like me, not if you don't like it, it's just that it's all empty talk now.

In fact, I also seriously considered whether to miss you, this feeling is very good, from the beginning I can feel the huge gap between you and me, the two of us are not in harmony, and the personality is not pleasant, I am not sure if you like me or not, but I still have no hesitation to be with you at that time, because I really like you, I always feel that I can overcome any difficulties, but I finally found that you don't like me at all, I finally found that you don't want to overcome difficulties, but don't want to overcome difficulties with me, The person you wanted to overcome with you in the first place was not me, not me... It's the one who abandons you... I remember saying it, and I really didn't know for that moment whether to comfort you or myself.

What I get, what I give, he is not as good as me, what kind of feeling he gives you, I really don't know, maybe it's a coincidence.

Today is the National Day, I walked alone in the crowded children's park, here have left your footprints, the sand is still so soft, the memories are still so warm, this night I have been looking for you, although the probability of meeting you is very low, but I still don't want to give up, I always want to gamble on the chance of less than 1 in 10,000, on the flyover, in the alley, and even in the convenience store that sells water, I have been looking for your footprints, I know that there will be no results, but I am a gambler, you are my bet, I really don't want to give up.

But even if I don't give up, I can't find you, I'm very tired and tired, I suddenly remembered something at the moment when the park lights flickered, I actually didn't like you as much as I used to for a long time, from full of joy to despair, not only did you exhaust all my enthusiasm, but also made me deeply aware of the reality, it can be said that everything I do now is because I am reluctant, after all, I also like a girl so much for the first time.

There are always people who teach me to grow, but the way is not worthy of my gratitude, people have a bad problem, they always like to hurt others with the way others hurt themselves, I call this kind of person "cheap!" ”

I'm not a person suitable for falling in love, I'm only suitable for marriage, I don't want to play your boring and selfish tricks, and I don't want to accompany you so naïve, I'm often on the verge of collapse, and I often want to be comforted, I'm not a good person, in fact, I'm not so good-tempered, just good to you, I'm pretending! I'm actually very irritable sometimes, I love to be suspicious, I'm dirty, I always like to drive with you, I'm calm that I don't respect you so much, I explain it all, I don't hide it.

I thought I was going to be a good prospective boyfriend, but I was too possessive, too easy to think, annoying and insecure, pushed you too hard, and ended up being the person you hated the most. I regret it, it would be nice if time could come back again, two people can voice don't type, can video don't speak, can meet don't video, listen to more voice, hold your hand more, tell each other more tolerant, maybe the ending will be different.

I remember before, in order to save you I begged, I reasoned, I even pestered you, lost my temper in front of you, did so many superfluous things to disgust you, made you laugh, there are too many people who can make you happy, I will say goodbye first, and it will be good for you to be happy in the future, and I will not bother.

I just had an interesting idea in my heart, if time could really come again, would I still promise you to go to the gazebo? I tried hard to like it, but I couldn't help it, I expected too much from you, but I forgot about myself, and it wasn't until I later knew what you were like in love, and I didn't know that I had never been loved. From this point of view, it seems that there is no need to accompany you to that gazebo, because I know the result, but I think about it again, should I come to see the result? I may care more about the process than the result, I may care more about seeing you than the process, why do I want to see you, what attitude do I have to meet you, what should I say when I see you, maybe I don't know, if I can really see you, maybe I will only play a passerby and chat with you, I hope you won't run away.

Maybe it's a blessing for me to meet you, if I never met you, if I never liked you, if I didn't believe in you at the beginning, maybe I wouldn't be the person I am now, not as strong as I am now. It's just that you have misunderstood me a lot, and I have paid a lot for you, but you say that I am a pervert, I have heard this word too many times, and my heart is about to be tossed and cold by you! I don't care what you think of me, how you think of me, please don't think I don't really like you, don't! This is my only stubbornness, if I don't really like you, why am I so tired, is it bad to read books and play games? Or the air conditioning is not comfortable enough, I am not a good arguing person, I am willing to give you everything I can give you, but sometimes I am also like a knife.

You say I don't talk about credit, but can I talk about credit? I'm sorry, I must have chosen not to abide by this kind of credit of parting at the time, for no other reason it is difficult to give up, the first day I was fine, and then the next day I couldn't, everyone is like this, you said you let him go, then why do you often say to him, "Okay, it's time to let go." This sentence is also what you said, "It's still a little unwilling." "This sentence is also what you said, whether it is black or white is up to you, it's not interesting to add oil and vinegar, I wrote it for myself.

The past is still so clear, but it is out of reach, and all of our beautiful pasts cannot be returned. Maybe I'm just one step away from happiness, but it's this distance that makes me lose so completely. I'm losing, losing to me I like you too much! It annoys you.,Your little temperament is the toughest among the girls I've ever seen.,Oh yes! I'm not a person who likes to speak ill of people behind my back, but it's okay here, and you can't see it anyway, and my mistakes are put aside, and I ask you the highest question: "Have you ever truly loved someone?" Is it love or love? How many people do you really consider true friends? "I think you must have had the answer in your mind, unfortunately! I'm out.

I thought that if I could make you laugh, you would like me, but I actually lost to the person who made you cry, I believe you cried, such a bloody plot really happened to me, but unfortunately I am not Fahai, I can't leave with a wave of my sleeves, I can only continue to make you laugh, completely forgetting that I also cried just now, I have done a lot of bad things, but I am really afraid of you crying, I am really afraid, I am afraid now, I am soft-hearted, I can't believe that I liked you so much at that time, not narcissism.

Some things, missed, are for a lifetime; Some people, as soon as they turn around, they become forever, you have to miss me and I can't do it, I hope your next love (excluding me) is a chess opponent, it is evenly matched, it is long-term and firm, and it is inseparable. Your personality is so stubborn, I don't think you should be bullied, I haven't dealt with my own affairs yet, so I won't think about you. I know that your life is always very ordinary, and I am reminded of a famous quote by Haruki Murakami: I like you, not because I want to be with you, but when you are frustrated and sad, I can remember that someone was attracted to your charm, was, and still is. "I mean the same thing, if you can really see it, then it's better, if you don't, then I should wish you well.

It's been a long time since today, but until now I know that the day when you lose is more at ease than you have and never see each other again, please take care.