I couldn't see it clearly at night, but when I got closer, I found that a large piece of the wrist where the man was holding his head was also broken, and the joints were a little swollen. Chen Ruowen pulled up his sleeve a little, took out a pack of wet tissues from his pocket, and wiped the blood and sand from his wound.

"I only have a pack of wet wipes on me, come with me to the car to treat the wound briefly, and then I'll take you to the doctor to see if the bones are injured."

Pan Pan slowly raised his head from his knees, and Chen Ruowen saw a dirty face.

She sighed and pulled out a few more wet tissues to help Pan Pan wipe his face clean.

"What are you doing here, why do you have such a flowery face? Gone, go home to shower, change clothes, clean up. ”

Pan Pan sat on the ground and didn't move.

Chen Ruowen squatted back again: "What's wrong?" ”

Pan Pan moved his lips: "I don't have a home." ”

He looked down at his knees.

"The dormitory of the double star, the room of Qing Shui and the flower full of gardens, are not mine. That's a place to take care of you arranged, not my home. ”

"I don't have a home anymore."

"I lost, everything has to be given to the next person. Just like when I took over Master's resources, the dormitory key will be given to Xiao He, and all the rooms will be replaced by him to move in. Give him the house, give him the car keys, and the person who follows you will become him in the future. ”

"Nothing is mine."

"Then Chen Dong will give me a sum of money, twenty years ago he gave my master 1 million, and now that the price is rising, I may give me more. Maybe they'll give me 10 million, and I can take that money. Then let me retire and go home to retire. ”

"But I don't have a home."

"I don't have a home."

"I've been looking for a long time, but I haven't found my home, miss, where is my home?"

"I came to the Star House, I thought this was my home, but no. Fu's mother has a lot of children again, and there is no room for me, no bed for me, and nothing for me. It's just a temporary shelter, just like the Chen family, and it allows me to stay for a while, but when the time comes, I'll have to leave. ”

"But where am I going?"

"Where the hell is my home?"

Abandoned people often have a strong obsession with the word "home".

Pan Pan once thought that the Star House was his home, the Chen family was his home, and Chen Ruowen and Chen Liwan were his relatives.

It wasn't until he lost and handed over everything to Xiaohe that he found out that bodyguards turned out to be just one of his jobs. Now that the job is over, the employment relationship is gone, and his home and family are gone for a moment.

He couldn't go back to the place he thought was home, and the people he thought were family might never be seen again.

Just like he did thirty years ago, he had nothing.

Everything he got at the Chen family was not his.

"Who says you don't have a home? I've bought you so many houses, they're all your homes. Those are all your stuff, don't give it to anyone. ”

"That's not a home, it's a house. There was no one in it, just an empty house. ”

"Then what kind of place do you think makes home?"

"There's a place where my family is."

"Am I not your family?"

"You're not." Pan Pan cried, "You are my young lady. You used to be, but now you are not, now Xiaohe is your family, not me, I have no home. ”

Chen Ruowen sighed and pulled out a bunch of tissues to help Pan Pan wipe her tears. It's just that the more he cried, the more he cried, the tears didn't stop when the tissues ran out, and Chen Ruowen had to change them to his sleeves again.

"Why am I not your family anymore? Is it just because you lost a test? What do you think this test is? Vacate a spot for my family and let you go to the fight and do the quiz, whoever wins will get the spot?

Not really.

The person who has been by my side for more than 20 years, who has protected me, taken care of me, saved my life, and guarded me day and night in my most difficult four years is you, it is you Pan Pan, not the one who won the fight and passed the test.

It doesn't matter who wins or loses in your quiz, I recognize you as a person, not the test results. ”

Pan Pan's cry was a little quieter.

"But if you lose, you have to leave......"

"Who says you have to leave if you lose? You are my man, I won't let you go, who dares to drive you away? ”

"What else can I do here?" Pan Pan said sadly, "I'm useless, if there are bad guys, I can't protect you anymore." In the past, I didn't have much trouble fighting Xiao He and Xiao Zhuo alone, but now I can't even beat Xiao He alone. I was injured in a game against him, and that's the result of him letting me. The person on the fitness test said that I was no longer suitable for this profession, that I was useless. ”

"Who says you're useless? You were still helping me keep an eye on the acquisition last week, and you were still helping me drive yesterday, who would suddenly be useless overnight? I can't even remember a lot of documents, stock funds I bought, and a lot of bank cards, and if you hadn't managed them for me, I wouldn't even know how many assets I have. Your role is obviously irreplaceable, why is it useless? ”

"But I lost ......"

"If you lose, you lose. You're thirty-seven, is it a shame to lose your physical fitness to a young man in his twenties? It's a big deal if you lose, it's good not to be a bodyguard in the future. Team Zhang is just a bodyguard, so he retired when he got old, but you're not. You are not only my bodyguard, but also my driver, my housekeeper, my assistant, my photographer, my retoucher, my safe, my partner, my friend, my family...... You have so many identities and only lost a bodyguard, what's so sad? You have so many side hustles, I'm afraid you won't be able to keep busy. ”

Pan Pan seemed to finally remember that he had another identity besides a bodyguard, and slowly raised his head.

Yes, the bodyguard can't do it when he's old, but he can still do other things in another twenty years, right? Isn't Lao Cui still driving in his fifties? Steward Fang is in his sixties, isn't he still in Qingshui?

As long as the young lady still wants him, there will always be one of his many skills that can come in handy, right?

"I really...... Is it okay not to go? ”

"Don't go." Chen Ruowen assured extremely seriously, "I won't let you leave my side." Even if you could accept it, I wouldn't accept it. ”

"Miss......" Pan Pan closed his lips tightly, not letting himself cry even more humiliating.

"Well, come home with me." Chen Ruowen said softly.

She took Pan Pan's hand, which had broken a large piece of skin, and pulled him up from the ground and back to the car.

"I've been looking for you for hours, and I haven't even eaten dinner......"

Speaking of this, Chen Ruowen glanced at her watch, unbuckled her seat belt and went to the trunk to bring a big box.

"Fortunately, it wasn't past twelve o'clock, but the road was a little fast, and I don't know if it was broken...... Happy birthday, Pan Pan, don't be afraid that you will get old in the future. ”