Zhen Zhen and the four of them took a boat to another pier far away from the dragon boat race, there were many fewer people, and Haoxing's carriage was really waiting there. It was Zhen An who was driving the car.

Zhen Zhen always wanted to ask Zhen An Haoxing about the store, but her mother was by her side, so she couldn't open her mouth. Finally returned home, she was about to find a chance to ask, but Zhen An turned the carriage and was about to leave, he said, "I made an appointment with the eldest young master to meet in Anlan Pavilion." There is such a big thing today, there will definitely be a curfew at night, I will pick up the eldest young master and come back early. ”

Zhen An drove the carriage away, and Zhen Zhenwang sighed. She helped her mother to walk inside: "Mother, why am I not a man?"

There was such a big thing going on outside, but she could only wait for news at home.

The mother patted her hand and said, "The male protagonist is outside, and the female protagonist is inside." For thousands of years, this has been the case. ”

As soon as they got home, the ladies came over, and they had already heard several gossip from the people on the street. I only know that there was an accident in the dragon boat race, and everyone fled for their lives, and many people heard a few loud noises, but they didn't know why.

Zhen Zhen briefly talked about the scene he saw, but he didn't describe the specific tragic situation, and the audience was already pale with fright!

"Explosion!"

"How so!"

"It's miserable!"

Jiang Ying took him to Dr. Zhang's clinic to see a doctor because Yiyun had a cold in the past two days, and he didn't care about the dragon boat race.

Old Madam Zhen asked with concern, "Where is the master?"

Aunt Kang said: "The lord is resting today, and he is at home. Later, I heard that something had happened by the riverside, and I was afraid that the prisoners of Guozijian would make a mistake, so I went to Guozijian. ”

The old lady asked again, "How is Yiyun?"

Jiang Ying said: "I drank the medicine and fell asleep." I sweated, and my fever had subsided. ”

It was so chaotic outside, and as a result, the grandson was sick, the son didn't come back, and the husband ran out. Old Madam Zhen felt flustered for no reason, so she said, "It's all gone." I'll do my homework for a while. ”

Zhen Zhen knew that his mother was going to the Buddhist hall to recite scriptures, so he got up with everyone and said goodbye. Back in the room, Zhen Zhen changed his clothes. I wanted to rest, but I felt very irritable, so I spread out the paper and wanted to write a few brush words to calm my mood.

She poured some water into the inkstone and began to grind the ink round and round.

Her mind was churning with the bloody and miserable scene on the viewing platform, the drowning people on the dock who had been rescued by the sailors on the dragon boat but were exhausted, and all kinds of wails and shouts echoed in her ears.

She remembered what she had said to Zhen An, and from the perspective of a bystander and from the perspective of a witness, this feeling was really worlds apart.

She understands the truth: tragic scenes cause hormone secretion, making these scenes a long-term memory in the brain. And these long-term memory centers in her brain are now being awakened and in a state of excitement.

She now needs to divert her attention and suppress the activity of these nerve centers.

However, this is easier said than done.

With ink grinding on her hands, and watching the trickery of the ink strips arcing on the inkstone, she consciously focused her attention on counting her breaths: a ...... Two...... Three...... Four......

The corners of her mouth are upturned and she makes a smiling expression that makes her brain think she is in a pleasant situation, which secretes happy dopamine and reduces depression.

When Hongyun brought lunch in, she had already written a page of poems: "The bright moonlight in front of the bed is suspected to be frost on the ground." Raise your head to look at the bright moon and bow your head to think of your hometown. ”

These are the four sentences that go over and over again. She didn't deliberately think about what to write, and she wrote down the first poem that came to her mind.

Sure enough, my heart calmed down and my mind was calm.

She heard Hongyun say, "Miss, everyone doesn't seem to have the appetite to eat. I've brought you some food, so I'm going to have some to eat. Your body matters. ”

Zhen Zhen smiled slightly: "Okay, then let's eat together."

During the meal, Zhen Zhen found that Hongyun wanted to speak and stopped, and she asked, "What do you want to say?"

Hongyun was also quite stimulated today, I don't know if she can stand it.

Hongyun shook his head and didn't speak.

Zhen Zhen said again: "It's okay, today's situation is special, we can not talk about the rules of eating and not talking."

Hongyun wanted to speak several times and stopped, after eating, put down the chopsticks, and still said: "Miss, you, you ...... today." Treat the prince like that, reputation, and reputation will be ugly when it spreads. ”

Zhen Zhen then remembered: starvation is a small thing, a big loss! I thought about it in a mess for a long time just now, but I forgot about this stubble!

"First aid people are also forced to do so. It doesn't matter so much. Things have already been done, and it is useless to regret them. Don't worry, I'm fine. Zhen Zhen's sentence that is okay can only represent her own heart, how to look at it in the eyes of others, it is difficult to say!

Hongyun withdrew the dishes and chopsticks, and then, Zhen Zhen couldn't calm down!

She was wondering, would this incident cause her to marry Feng Hanzhao?! This seems to be the only way for everyone to accept!

Is she going to be a concubine for Feng Hanzhao?

No, she doesn't!

In fact, it's not a matter of being a concubine, she doesn't want to be a wife when you ask yourself!

Because what she is looking for is freedom! Instead of being a princess!

She doesn't want to get married! Even if you marry Feng Hanzhao, you don't want to!

As soon as Houmen entered the sea, it was as deep as the sea.

She is now a young lady in the mansion of a five-grade official, and she has been restrained like this, if she marries into a palace with a deep courtyard, it will not suffocate to death!

In case there is intrigue and treachery in the palace, and it is still difficult to protect herself, who will she go to see if she is sick?

And the most terrifying thing is that after getting married, you may have to have children. Although the ancients were accustomed to early marriage, from a scientific point of view, women in their twenties entered a more suitable age for childbearing. Early childbearing is looking for death, and it is an ancient time when medical conditions were so underdeveloped!

Didn't Emperor Kangxi's original queen die in childbirth? The young queen can't withstand the danger of stepping into the ghost gate like childbirth!

If the queen is like this, what about the others?

The more he thought about it, the more angry Zhen Zhen became. How did you save an adult man?

All of them were like Mordan's sons, and they were all rejoicing, how good!

After being anxious for a long time, Zhen Zhen thought about it again, where is it so easy to get in?

There are many rules in the palace, and people should be particular about what kind of girl they marry. Maybe Feng Hanzhao doesn't look down on himself at all.

The grace of saving lives or something, take some gold and silver and send it away, it is not a solution. Otherwise, it would be good to give my father and brother a promotion.

Oh my God! Since you have reincarnated me and crossed over to this world, let me make good use of what I have learned all my life to benefit the people of Limin.

When Zhen Zhen thought of this, he couldn't help but fold his hands and pray.

The door creaked open, and Hongyun came over with a small bottle: "Miss, the old lady gave you a bottle of medicinal wine, let me help you rub your knees." The old lady said, don't leave the root of the disease. ”

Zhen Zhen rolled up her skirt, revealing her knees, which were a little red and swollen.

When Hongyun saw it, he choked up as soon as he said the word "Miss". Pour the medicinal wine in the palm of his hand, rub it hot, and cover it for Zhen Zhen.

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