"Why you!"

"Why can't it be me?"

"You're right, why can't it be you......"

She smiled, closed her eyes, and a line of tears ran down the corners of her eyes.

"Bang!" With a bang, the bullet passed through the chest, but it didn't hurt as much as expected.

In a trance, a man said to her in a hoarse voice: "Susu, if you have a next life, remember not to know me." ”

His eyes opened suddenly, Yan Suwen looked around blankly for a while, and his eyes gradually became clearer.

Dream, she actually had that dream again.

Take a deep breath, close your eyes, and the images that were originally clear in your mind are dissipating one by one.

"Miss is awake?" It was Errong's voice, gently, with a hint of caution.

"I should have woken up, and I just heard movement in the house." It was Youbai who answered, and he also kept his voice low.

"Is it Youbai and Errong, come in." Yan Suwen wiped his forehead and found that it was full of cold sweat.

"Did we surprise Miss?" With the sound of the cotton curtain being lifted, the smell of yam also came from between the noses: "Miss, get up and wash, this is the freshly boiled red bean yam porridge in the kitchen, boiled according to the method given by Miss, Miss use some first, warm your stomach." ”

"Is it snowing out there?" got up, saw the white swaying outside the window, and asked casually.

"It fell in the middle of the night last year, and it was not small." Errong said and rubbed his hands, "The closer you get to the end of the year, the heavier the snow will fall." It was just a night later, and it was much colder. ”

"It's a lot colder, I'll go get some coals later, and the young lady has to put a stove in the futon in advance." Youbai stood aside with her clothes in her arms, and when she saw that Yan Suwen had finished washing, she hurriedly wrapped her in her clothes: "Yecheng is much colder than our hometown, and Miss is here for the first time for the New Year, so it is inevitable that she is a little unaccustomed." ”

"It's okay, I don't think it's as cold as you say." Yan Suwen got dressed, held the porridge, walked to the window and pushed the window open, and a cool breeze drifted in with broken snow. "I've seen the topographic map of our Dawei, Dawei is in the middle, the climate is four distinct seasons, the winter is not too cold, and this summer is not too hot."

"I've heard people say that the further north you go, the colder it gets." Errong put down his rubbing hands: "How cold is it?" said that if you go out for a turn, this eyebrow and eye can be frozen, and if you stand outside all night, you can freeze to death. I don't know what happened to those people in the north. ”

"Sleeping on the kang and wearing a big mink." Yan Suwen took a sip of porridge, his stomach warmed, and the pictures that had already dispersed in his mind returned.

Her last days were in Mohe, near the border, and the night before the mission, the man who shot herself asked her what she wanted to do when she returned. She said that she would see a doctor, save people, be an ordinary female doctor, and then go on a blind date, get married, have children, and spend her life like an ordinary person.

At that time, she was sitting cross-legged on the kang of her fellow villager's house, and snow was falling outside the window. On the table, there is a homemade hot pot, wine and meat, and comrades-in-arms who talk and laugh. She remembered that the man sat across from her when she said those words, looking at her with his usual deep eyes.

He was her instructor, her most trusted captain, and his most trusted partner, and she never imagined that he would end her life in the end.

Perhaps, this is the best arrangement.

Yan Suwen sighed and handed the porridge to Youbai.

"Doesn't it taste good?"

"It's delicious, but I just woke up and don't have much appetite." Yan Suwen suddenly felt a little cold, raised his hand to close the window, and when he turned around, he tightened his neckline.

"Is the second sister awake?" Hurried footsteps came from the courtyard to the door, "Young Bai Errong, is my second sister awake?" ”

"Who is it?" Yan Suwen squinted and looked at the door of the bedroom.

"Third Miss." There was a hint of displeasure in Youbai's eyes: "I don't know if it's the courtyard gate that I watched, and I let this one in early in the morning." ”

"Yan Mutong? Didn't she introspect behind closed doors, why did she come to my Ning Xinzhai again? ”

"The slave maid asked the next person, and said that it was not long after we moved to the Prime Minister's Mansion, and the eldest lady begged the eldest master to release her. Maybe she has suffered hardships, but her temperament is not as arrogant as before, but as long as she thinks of the things she did before, she feels a little unhappy. ”

"Second sister, second sister, I heard your voice. Let me in, I'm here to beg my second sister. Those things in the past were because I was confused, and I didn't think it through myself. But the second sister also saw it, what I did, I also tasted the bitterness myself, I don't complain about the second sister, I only complain that I have no brains, I deserve it, I do it myself. ”

"Is there something going on in this house again?"

Yan Mutong is young, and she was pampered by Qin Wanru to grow up, and there is a sister like Yan Muyun above, if she has a good temperament, it will be unreasonable. But right now, she deserves it one by one, and one by one she suffers from herself, which also makes people feel weird in her heart.

"I heard that the eldest lady is sick, and she has been sick for some days."

"If you're sick, you're sick, and it's not our young lady who is angry." Er Rong rolled his eyes towards the door: "It's been a while since Miss moved to the Prime Minister's Mansion, if it weren't for the approaching day of leaving the pavilion, we wouldn't have come back." ”

"Errong, didn't I tell you, this calamity comes from the mouth, and there are some words that you clearly understand in your heart, and you must not say it casually. What you said was refreshing, and when others listened to it, it was blamed on the young lady's head, saying that the young lady had no way to teach, and that the young lady taught you these words. ”

"Miss didn't teach me that." Errong retorted, but his voice was much quieter.

Youbai shook his head helplessly and continued: "Not long after we moved to the Prime Minister's Mansion, the eldest lady became ill. The relationship between the eldest lady and the eldest lord is also known to the young lady. At first, the eldest lord was not concerned about the eldest lady's condition, and it dragged on for some days. When I wanted to cure it, I found that the disease could not be cured. ”

"Even if the eldest uncle doesn't care, isn't there still a big brother? According to the eldest brother's medical skills, why can't he cure the eldest aunt? ”

"It's not that it can't be cured, but the disease is repeated, the front is cured, and the back is followed by another disease, and each time it is worse than the other." Youbai said, and also glanced at the door: "The third lady chose to come at this time, I'm afraid it's also for the eldest lady's illness." If the young lady doesn't want to see her, I'll go out with Errong and send her away. ”

"Let her in, they're all my own sisters, and I don't want to be too embarrassed for her." Yan Su asked, sat down in front of the stove, and asked Errong to bring back the porridge that had just been put aside.

"Second sister." Yan Mutong's temperament seems to have really changed, and when he entered the door, he actually stood in a proper manner, and he didn't have the anger of the past.

"Youbai, brush the snow off the third sister's body, and then bring a bowl of hot porridge."

"Second sister, please, please come with me to see my mother." Yan Mutong bit his lip and walked over with a pair of red eyes: "I know that everything in the past is my fault." I shouldn't have had such a mind and done such a thing because I hated my second sister. But there are so many mistakes, the second sister has not been substantially harmed, has it? ”

"What does Miss Three mean by that? Is it possible, the third lady calculates my young lady, and my young lady should be calculated and hurt. This has not been calculated, it has not been hurt, but it is my young lady's, isn't it? ”

"I didn't mean that." Yan Mutong hurriedly waved his hand: "I mean, there are thousands of mistakes, they are all my fault, and I myself have already suffered the consequences, I hope that the second sister has a lot, and don't hate me because of those things in the past." ”

"They are all their own sisters, what do they say if they hold grudges or not." Yan Suwen got up and pushed Yan Mutong to the stove: "You just said that I should go and see the eldest aunt, but what is the matter with the eldest aunt?" You also know that I just returned to the Yan Mansion yesterday, and I followed Xiangye to Lying Rong City before, and the things in this mansion are not very clear. ”

"My mother is sick, my father can't find the cause, and my brother can't find a good way, so I went to find the eldest sister, but the eldest sister didn't ask, and she had a lot of complaints about her mother. Although this Yan Mansion is big, I don't know who to go to. I know in my heart that since the second sister returned home, we have been treating you badly. Now that I think about it, I also think that those actions in the past were very stupid. The second sister is also the daughter of the Yan family, I don't know what kind of anger I am with the second sister, and where do those grievances come from. ”

Yan Mutong does not have any grievances with her, nor does it have any contradictions, her hostility towards her comes from Yan Muyun, and the means she calculates her are all instigated by Yan Muyun in secret. To put it bluntly, Yan Mutong is a fool who was used as a gun by Yan Muyun.

Yan Mutong has no brains, it doesn't mean that Yan Suwen doesn't have brains. Not only did she not hold a grudge against Yan Mutong, but she felt a little pitiful.

"Let's not talk about the past, I just said that I didn't hold a grudge against you, and I never complained about my aunt. For you, for the Yan family, I did appear suddenly. It is normal for you to reject me and be wary of me. If the position is changed, if you suddenly return to Yanjiazhuang, I guess I will not feel very comfortable in my heart, and I will be suspicious. I have let go of these things, and I hope you can also let go of the third sister. It's still a long time, we all have to get by, don't we? ”

"So, second sister, did you agree to go with me to see my mother?"

"My aunt is sick, and as a junior, I should have to visit."

"Visit?" Yan Mutong bit her lip, her face full of disappointment: "Didn't the second sister go to see my mother?" ”

"The eldest uncle can't see why, the eldest brother is helpless, where does the third sister get the confidence to think that I will definitely be able to cure the eldest aunt?" Yan Suwen let go of the hand that had been holding Yan Mutong: "Compared with the third sister, I just read a few more medical books and read a few more medical cases than the third sister, and I can neither bear nor dare to bear this matter for the eldest aunt."