Chapter 206: Dreams Become Extravagant Hopes
Si Tingjing: "It's hard work today. There are a lot of children, so it's tiring to play with them for so long. ”
"No, I'm happy. What about you? Are you happy? ”
"Special."
Xiao Qianhan chuckled, "Really? When was the last time you were particularly happy? ”
"Yes......" Si Tingjing recalled, recalling his memory. A long time ago. ”
Before she knew what he had done, every day he was with her was so happy and happy.
At that time, he felt that he was the happiest man in the world. Indeed, the midnight dream recalled that he woke up from a sweet dream full of happiness, but when he returned to reality, it was so lonely and painful, and his heart was torn apart......
"If, I'm dead......"
"No, it won't." The man immediately interrupted, not wanting her to say such a thing.
Xiao Qianhan smiled lightly, "Listen to me first." ”
“…… Well. ”
"If I had five years ago, no, now it would have been six years ago. What would you do if I died six years ago and died without knowing everything? ”
She suddenly thought of the follow-up of Si Tingjing in the previous life......
Si Tingjing: "Go find you." ”
When Xiao Qianhan raised her head, her eyebrows frowned, "Don't say that." I'll just ask you what you would do in that environment. Six years ago...... What to do with our family? ”
“…… What do you think? He looked out to sea to hide the stinging pain in his eyes, "Do you think I'm going to let you go back to the wilderness?" ”
Xiao Qianhan's unconfident voice lowered, "I didn't say that. ”
"I will bury them with dignity, and I will bury them with a lot of procedures. As for you......"
"I won't let you go to the ancestral grave of the Xiao family. Life and death are my wife. I will arrange a double coffin, and I will personally accompany the burial. ”
Xiao Qianhan was stunned, not knowing what to say.
In her opinion, in the last life, even if he had a good impression of her, all she gave him was a negative impression, and he would not have too many feelings. The side of him that he saw in the last life that he was emotionally out of control should be the limit of the most and the most.
Xiao Qianhan: "Why are you ......?"
"Because ......," Si Tingjing looked into her eyes, "you are my extravagant hope." ”
Extravagant hopes......
The dream that I grew up with, the dream that became a luxury......
Xiao Qianhan was shocked in his heart, and he couldn't speak for a long time.
I never thought that in addition to her parents, there would be such a love that would fall on her, and she would be silent for so many years.
"It's good that I learned that night that you might not be dead, otherwise I would never see you again." The man chuckled and laughed at himself, "You don't want to see me again, though." ”
The man's hand reached over to caress her face, but suddenly reacted and finally withdrew his hand.
For a moment, Xiao Qianhan was trembling.
……
"The tide is high, the wind is cold, let's go back." Si Tingjing said.
"Hmm."
I didn't stand firmly, and I almost fell down, and was grabbed into my arms by the man.
"Are you alright?"
Xiao Qianhan looked at him blankly.
"Qianqian?" The man said again.
Seeing that she was standing firm, he was about to let go of her. The woman stood on tiptoe and hooked her arms around his neck, and the two of them suddenly became close again.
Si Tingjing was obviously shocked. A word spat out lightly from his lips, "Thousand ......"
Xiao Qianhan hugged him and felt his temperature. The heart is bitter and bitter.
Her voice was hoarse, "Just let me hug it." ”
"Okay." Bent down and hugged her tightly, desperately wanting to be separated from her again.
……
When they returned to their room, the two walked into the elevator. It was found that the buttons on the third and fifth floors were pasted with the word double happiness. It's all in plain sight.
Si Tingjing's hand paused, but he still pressed the fourth floor.
Unexpectedly, Xiao Qianhan spoke: "Mr. Si, are you planning to let Mrs. Si stay alone in the empty room on the wedding night?" ”
Si Tingjing looked at her in a daze. I watched her press the "happy room" on the third floor.
It wasn't until Xiao Qianhan stood outside the elevator on the third floor and looked at him and didn't speak, and the elevator door was about to close, that Boss Tingjing came back to his senses and immediately blocked the elevator door, and stepped out with long legs.
This time, I looked at each of them carefully, and everything here was so familiar, as if it was just yesterday and a world away.
Changed
Suddenly I was full of emotion
The man silently followed her and watched with her.
The large desk in the study was filled with her photographs, reminding her of the ubiquitous picture frames in the master bedroom of the garden......
In those five years, there were always photos of her in the place where Si Tingjing lived, implying that she was still by her side.
What she didn't know was that every day when she looked at the person in the frame, he felt his heart tear again and again,
He stared at it again and again, and he was going crazy......
The more I look at it, the more memories are surging, my eyes are slightly red, and I am infinitely uncomfortable and stuffy.
Xiao Qianhan didn't have the courage to turn to look at him, and only today did he really realize that he had such a big love in him.
His throat was dry and sore, "Tingjing, put it down." We didn't get any results after all. ”
The man's brows furrowed slightly, "It's all of my own volition, no one can decide for me, even you." I don't force you, I don't force you to stay by my side, as long as you're happy, as long as you're good. I didn't understand it before, but now I probably do. ”
He chuckled, "Maybe it's a punishment for my cruelty." ”
Now he is preparing for school, doing charity, hoping to atone for his sins, praying that in the next life, he will meet her again.
In this life, he only hopes that she can be safe and happy. Don't dare to ask for more.
Si Tingjing: "Qianqian, there is no need to be stressed, and there is no need to do anything. I don't have to pay for my own feelings. ”
She turned her back to him, "...... yes, it's your own feelings, what's my business? If I don't love, I don't love, and if I don't want it, I don't want it. You deserve it, you deserve it......" I want to be upright but I feel more and more distressed......
turned around and hugged him, his voice was hoarse, "You deserve it......"
"Thousands of ......"
She suddenly yelled, "Who told you to choose that? Who told you to do that? Why don't you tell me? Let's solve it together! Even if you ask me...... That's not the truth...... Why? Why ......"
The fist slammed on him, the voice getting quieter and quieter, venting the words that had been pressed in his heart for years.
"......" Si Tingjing couldn't say anything.
However, it is too late to say anything......
I could only hold her and stroke her head to soothe.
He doesn't regret it, he regrets it all the time, and he doesn't blame himself.
Si Tingjing leaned on the sofa, and Xiao Qianhan sat on the man's lap and lay in his arms. The two were silent for an unknown amount of time.
Xiao Qianhan suddenly raised his hand and rubbed his fingers against the man's jaw, to the neck and Adam's apple......
The man was teased by her and swallowed his saliva, and his Adam's apple moved up and down, which was uniquely sexy.
After that, Xiao Qianhan's fingers circled under his Adam's apple. The man was tickled by her and grabbed her hand and put it down.
But the woman didn't kiss his Adam's apple honestly......
The man gasped.
The grabbed hand broke free from the restraints and began to untie his coat again, and the hand touched it from the top of the abdomen.
Si Tingjing held her shoulders, "Qianqian, don't make trouble, I can't help it." ”