As soon as Li Li returned to school, he heard about Chu Lizi's anger at Hua Wei.

"It's terrible, you didn't see it, Chu Lizi was beating and scolding. I've never seen such a splashy girl, more powerful than the aunt in the vegetable market. The front table turned to her, and shook his head with a slurp.

Li Li looked at Chu Lizi's position, it was empty, she had been fired.

At this time, Chu Lizi and Xu Lili were eating in a small restaurant not far from the campus. There are not many dishes, a lot of beer is poured, and Chu Lizi drinks more.

"Why did she die?" Chu Lizi had tears in her eyes, "Didn't I just scold her a few words?" As for it? Still hanging at the head of my bed, she was punishing me. With that, he grabbed his glass and took a big sip.

"Alas! Who would have thought. I'm also finished, my boyfriend said I was too vicious, kicked me, hum, I think he felt sorry for that Huawei, his heart was no longer in me, we have been in love since the first year of junior high school, so many years. I don't understand how I'm inferior to that flowery flower. ”

"People are gentle, how can they be like us, the gas tank has a temper, it will blow up at one point, blow others to death, maybe one day you will blow yourself up." Chu Lizi said that she drank too much and her body swayed.

"Oh, don't just drink, eat some food. I know that your nature is not bad, otherwise you would not be sad. Xu Lili put the dish in her bowl.

"I'm jealous of her, I know." Chu Lizi said, for a while, and said, "From now on, I want to be a girl like Hua Wei." ”

The two came out of the restaurant late at night, and Xu Lili took a day off to accompany her.

Xu Lili helped Chu Lizi and walked crookedly on the street, Chu Lizi suddenly wanted to vomit, Xu Lili quickly helped her to the root of the wall. Chu Lizi propped up the wall with both hands, vomiting loudly, and the backpack slid off her shoulders and swayed. Xu Lili flashed to the side, she was most afraid of those vomits.

Several pedestrians on the street looked sideways. A boy who looked like a student came up to him and asked, "Are you alright?" ”

Chu Lizi was in an indescribable state of pain, where could she hear other people's words, Xu Lili said on her behalf: "It's okay, I just drank too much." ”

The boy didn't want to leave, he seemed to think about it, and said, "It's too late, I'll send you, you two girls are too dangerous." I will not tell you that I am from the same school as you, and I know you, but you do not know me. ”

"Oh? So how do you know us? Xu Lili said.

"Pretty and spicy, it's so famous, even our boys in the third year of high school have heard of it." The boy said.

Xu Lili lowered her head in shame, since Hua Wei's accident, she is no longer proud of her spicy, spicy is not a derogatory term, but spicy death is another matter.

"Let's go." The boy said.

Chu Lizi finished vomiting, but she was still supported by Xu Lili, and the boy acted as a flower messenger on the side.

"Back to school?" The boy asked.

"No, she dropped out of school and sent her to a hotel." Xu Lili panicked, of course, it can't be said that she was expelled.

They stopped at the door of a hotel called "Jin Xin", and looked through the glass door, the hotel was a little broken, as if it was for migrant workers.

"It's not possible here, there's no security, let's change it." The boy said.

Xu Lili was embarrassed, she looked at Chu Lizi who was about to fall asleep on her shoulder, and said, "I only have 100 yuan on me, and she has no money, and she spends all the money in the restaurant." I can only live like this. ”

"I'm here, let's go, I'll take you to find a comfortable and clean one." The boy said.

They left the dilapidated street, passed two intersections, drove to a relatively busy neighborhood, and entered a hotel called "Green". The hotel is very luxuriously decorated. The boy paid and was about to go back to school, so he asked the cashier for a pen and paper, wrote down his phone number, and said that if there was anything to call, he would come out at any time.

Xu Lili took the note and said okay.

The boy walked towards the door, Xu Lili suddenly remembered something, and asked loudly at his back, "What's your name?" ”

I don't know if the boy didn't hear or pretended not to answer, his back disappeared into the darkness.

The next day, Chu Lizi woke up, opened her eyes, and was shocked by this beautiful room, she sat up and saw Xu Lili sitting in front of the vanity mirror combing her hair.

"Hey, why are you willing to take me to such a nice place?" Chu Lizi asked.

"It's not me, I'm not that generous. You were drunk like a cat yesterday and didn't know anything. Xu Lili said that she told her about last night.

Chu Lizi got up and walked barefoot to the small sofa and sat down, between the two small sofas was a small glass round table with candy and milk on it, and she picked up the note with the phone number on the table while drinking the milk.

"Do people want money?" Chu Lizi said.

"Maybe, 300 bucks. I don't think he's like a rich child, you have to pay it back. Xu Lili said.

Chu Lizi nodded and asked, "What does he look like?" ”

"What do you mean?" Xu Lili smiled and looked back.

"It's nothing, just ask." Chu Lizi said.

"Ordinary people, not very handsome, but not ugly. Very white, wearing glasses, Sven. The voice was a little hoarse. Xu Lili recalled.

"Oh, how can I pay this money back?" Chu Lizi thought about it and said, "This phone number is likely to be WeChat, I'll try to add him and send him a red envelope directly, which is convenient and fast." I don't know how to go next, and I don't necessarily have the opportunity to pay him back in person. ”

After Xu Lili left, Chu Lizi searched for the boy from WeChat, she dialed her mobile phone number, and a martial arts avatar appeared, and the real number was WeChat, "Geometry", and his screen name was "Geometry". Is this an expression or a geometric pattern? Chu Lizi clicked to add friends, and entered a sentence, "Hello, flower messenger, I am the flower last night." She looked at her typing and didn't think it was funny. Then she just waited.

She went to the bathroom to take a shower, washing away the residual smell of alcohol, as if washing away her past. She dried her hair and sat in front of the dressing mirror, she leaned forward, looked at herself in the mirror, and suddenly hated herself, she had a beautiful face, but her movements were so vulgar, she now felt that a girl like Hua Wei was a real girl, and she would be a real woman in the future. She has always been jealous of her, but she doesn't know how to change herself. Her rudeness killed someone, but the other party was too cowardly, why did she have to die? She hit her, kicked her, and didn't she just come back? Why use death as a punishment to make her bear the sins of a lifetime, and spend the same age and beauty so unworthy of nostalgia? She suddenly remembered that she had a pair of scissors in her backpack, which she had prepared for repairing her bangs, and she had always carried them with her, and the bangs had to be repaired every two or three days to make them more tidy. She grabbed the scissors and cut off her long hair, and from then on she was going to "give her a makeover".

At 10 o'clock in the morning, Chu Lizi left the room, she walked out of the hotel with the deposit she had recovered, it was his money, grabbing it was like grabbing the boy, she wanted to prove that she could change, so start with this boy, as long as he could take a fancy to her, she wanted him to see her gentle side, let everyone see her gentle side, she, Chu Lizi, will also be gentle, and this gentle side will always be presented in front of the world, that vulgar Chu Lizi "died".

Chu Lizi walked into the hamburger restaurant diagonally opposite the school, asked for a hamburger and Coke, picked up a window seat and sat down, and stared at the school gate while eating, she wanted to look at it again. The campus is quiet, the students are in class, and the sound of reading aloud comes from time to time, which Chinese teacher is this, the students are all big children, and they have to read aloud together? All the familiar scenery in front of me became distant and unfamiliar, and it was the feeling brought by the pain of parting. She is not a person who is tired of school, and although her grades are not good, she has never been disgusted with campus. She suddenly wanted to cry, cry, a lady should be able to cry, a woman who can cry is a woman, and a man can only be hurt if she can cry. She will no longer shake off her tears like a female man. The sound of WeChat interrupted her thoughts, and she took it out to see that it was the boy who had passed her.

"Hello, thank you for your help last night, it's your money."

Chu Lizi sent it along with the red envelope.

At this time, she saw a commotion on campus, and school ended at noon. She hurriedly packed her things and left, she couldn't let the students on campus see her, she was afraid of being blamed. She left the burger joint, ran to the stop sign opposite, and boarded a shuttle, and she didn't know where the bus was going, it didn't matter, she let it go.

All the way, she was chatting with the boy. The boy didn't accept her red envelopes, he said, he didn't feel sorry to spend money for beautiful women, he said she was beautiful. Chu Lizi was flattered, she said that she was not beautiful, but she kept changing, she had done something wrong, and she wanted to repent. The boy comforted her not to think too much about it, and let it pass.

They talked a lot, a lot of talk, they talked very speculatively, and they all wanted to see each other immediately. She knew that his name was Zhanhua.

"Zhanhua." Chu Lizi silently recited in her heart, a good name. She looked through his circle of friends, all of them were some landscapes, and there was no publication of his personal life, it seemed that he was a rational person. That's the difference between a man and a woman, right? On the other hand, looking at my circle of friends, there are piles of selfies, shirtless, thighs, and a bunch of boring life trivialities.

"Don't you have a place to live?"

Zhanhua typed a line.

"Yes, I don't have a place to go for the time being, and I don't want to go home, so I don't know how to explain it to my parents."

"Then go to my house, shall you?"

"This ......"

"Don't be embarrassed, I'm alone at home, and my parents are away from home doing business. Won't be back for a long time. ”

"That'...... All right. ”

Chu Lizi sent a smile.

That night, they met, in a fresh milk bar. Zhanhua knows Chu Lizi, so there is no need to be surprised or sigh when he sees her. And Chu Lizi saw Zhanhua for the first time, she looked at him and was quite satisfied with him, he was as Xu Lili described, Si Swenwen, white and pure, although he was not very handsome, but he had a good figure and walked with great style.

The two sat facing each other, Chu Lizi lowered her head, she didn't expect that she would be shy in the face of the opposite sex who was about to become a lover, she didn't pretend, she was really shy,

"You must know about me. I'm disgusting. Chu Lizi said.

Zhanhua didn't answer her immediately, and after a while, he said, "Everyone will do something wrong." "Why did you cut your hair short?" He asked.

"yes, cut it, start from scratch." Chu Lizi said.

"You're still looking better with long hair."

"Really? Then I'll raise it again, for you. Chu Lizi pursed her lips and lowered her head.

Zhanhua smiled and said, "It seems that you have really changed, and you will be shy." ”

When Chu Lizi heard him say this, she raised her head instead.

Zhanhua said again: "You know what? I have a younger sister, who is also a shy girl, maybe influenced by my sister, I like quiet girls. ”

"Oh. How old is she? Chu Lizi asked.

Zhanhua said, "It's as big as you."

"Is she at our school too?" Chu Lizi asked.

Zhanhua's expression darkened and said, "She doesn't go to school anymore." ”

Chu Lizi thought that her sister might have had an accident, so she didn't ask any further. At this time, her WeChat kept ringing, and she opened it to see that it was Xu Lili's greeting, asking her where she was going and whether she had gone home. Chu Lizi told her about her and Zhanhua's upcoming relationship, and a sweet smile appeared on her face.

"There are a lot of people pursuing you, right?" Zhanhua asked.

"Where?" Chu Lizi hurriedly said, "It's the girl who was with me last night." You see. She held her phone in front of his face.

Zhanhua smiled and glanced at it.

Xu Lili sent a big "congratulations" picture, and there was no more information.

"I didn't expect us to go so well, I thought it would be a waste of twists and turns," Zhanhua said.

Chu Lizi smiled sweetly.

Chu Lizi followed Zhanhua home. Zhanhua's home is on the outskirts of the city, more than 20 miles away from the school. The shuttle bus traveled on the deserted road, through the darkness, and the passengers got off one by one in the middle of the way, and finally the two of them were left. Away from the hustle and bustle of the city, a lonely emotion arose, she hugged Zhanhua and snuggled him tightly. She didn't care if he thought she was or not, she just wanted to find someone to lean on now. Zhanhua also stretched out his arm and hugged her.

After getting out of the car, they couldn't help but kiss, Zhanhua was very bold, his hands were all in her hands, the more she reasoned, the more enthusiastic he became. Chu Lizi feels that he is very skilled, not like the first time, but who cares if a man is the first time, she is the first time, will Zhanhua be happy?

Zhanhua's home is very ordinary, and it is a very clean courtyard. They lingered on the bed, Chu Lizi had completely fallen, and she really liked him.

After it was over, Chu Lizi fell asleep tiredly.

She was awakened by a burst of singing, and she opened her eyes, and the room was full of darkness, and when her eyes were used to the darkness, she found that the room was actually sprinkled with moonlight. A person stood not far away and sang, the room was very large and empty, the person was bathed in the moonlight, it was Zhanhua's voice, he sang an ancient song "Only the mother is good in the world, the child without a mother is like a grass ......" He only sings the child without a mother, but does not sing the child with a mother. His voice was low and sad, echoing around the room.

Chu Lizi felt that he was very weird, his face was hidden in the shadows, and he seemed to be holding something in the crook of his arm.

"Zhanhua, what are you doing?" Chu Lizi asked, and she heard her voice tremble.

Zhanhua didn't answer her words, he walked over slowly, he stopped singing, walked over silently, walked to the bed, and said, "Do you want to see what I have in my hand?" ”

"What?" Chu Lizi asked, she began to be on guard, she felt that this person was abnormal.

"My sister's spiritual seat." Zhanhua said in a low voice.

"You...... Neurotic! Chu Lizi suddenly shouted angrily, frightened, she seemed to have regained her essence.

"Haven't you always wanted to repent?" Zhanhua said calmly.

"What do you mean?" Chu Lizi "chuckled" in her heart, in fact, she had already guessed.

At this time, Chu Lizi's mobile phone rang suddenly, scaring her, she picked it up and looked, it was Xu Lili calling, she picked it up, and remembered Xu Lili's urgent voice "Lizi!" Reiko! Hurry up and leave, do you know that person's real name? His name is Hua Zhanhua! Flower show! His surname is Hua! No surname exhibition! Do you understand! Get out of him! ”

The phone slipped from Chu Lizi's hand, and although she had guessed, she still raised her head in horror.

"I'm sorry, what do you want me to do? Kill me? Chu Lizi said, tears sliding down her face, and her hand quietly reached into her schoolbag and fumbled for the scissors.

"My sister and I are orphans, we don't remember what our parents looked like, and my grandmother passed away two years ago. Now I'm all the other left. Hua Zhanhua said, his voice full of crying.

Chu Lizi's hand holding the scissors loosened.

Hua Zhanhua continued: "Because she is poor, she keeps in contact with boys......" Speaking of this, he choked up and couldn't go on, as if he had blasphemed his sister.

"I'm sorry." Chu Lizi cried and knelt down, the scissors in her hand slipped to the side, and she didn't pick them up.

Hua Zhanhua didn't let Chu Lizi go because of her softness, he grabbed her neck......