Chapter 272: The Wavering Lu Zifei (2)
Lin Ni was really angry, she saw that the driver did not pay attention to her parking request, and then shouted loudly again: "Stop!" Did I tell you to stop and hear? ”
The driver couldn't help but glance back and saw that the girl was on the verge of losing control of her emotions, so she had to find a nearby place to park and pull over.
Lu Zifei nervously got out of the car first, and hurriedly ran to the door of Lin Ni on the other side, Lin Ni didn't have any scruples at all, and pushed the car door open, Lu Zifei felt that his leg was hit hard, I don't know where it hurts, but it hurts.
"Linnie, listen to me, don't be angry first!"
Lu Zifei wanted to explain and apologize to Lin Ni, but he didn't have the confidence to say it at all, because it was undeniable that he did think of Ji Yuxi's face for a moment just now, and he himself felt incredible, didn't he already let it go? Obviously didn't you already admit the relationship between Zhong Han and Ji Yuxi from the bottom of your heart? So what's going on right now?
"Explain? What do you want to explain? Explain that you just ran out of breath for a moment so you pushed me away? Lin Ni didn't have a little sad look, at this moment she only felt that her dignity seemed to be trampled on, how to say that this was also her first kiss, but she didn't expect to be pushed away like this.
"Nigo, before me~"
"What? Now start calling Nigo right away? Does this mean that you want to draw a line with me right away? ”
"No, you listen to me, Brother Ni, no, Linnie, I told you before, there are a lot of things that I can't figure out myself, what I said to you just now is also true, and the kiss just now is also sincere, but, but I~but~"
"But what? But you don't dare to deny that you still have someone else hidden in your heart, right? And that person is something I can never replace, right? ”
Lin Ni shouted loudly, such a situation made Lu Zifei frightened.
"Yes, I admit it, it's me who is wrong, I don't know why I suddenly remembered her, I'm sorry, although I have already told you about my indecision, but it is true that I am a bastard, I am sorry for you!"
Lu Zifei felt that frank admission was the best choice, so he directly said his true thoughts without hiding a little.
Although Lin Ni had already thought of what the real reason was, Lu Zifei's saying it so honestly still made Lin Ni seem to be greatly traumatized.
"So, now that you're officially admitting it, you still can't let go of Ji Yuxi in your heart, right?"
"I'm sorry, I don't know, I really don't know what happened to me just now, I'm sorry."
Lin Ni looked at Lu Zifei, who seemed to have committed a serious crime, bowed her head deeply in front of her, and remembered what Lu Zifei said to herself when she proposed to be with Lu Zifei at that time, in fact, he had already given himself a preventive shot, he had already told himself clearly, he didn't know whether he liked Lin Ni or not, and he also made it clear that what he was most afraid of was hurting Lin Ni, so who could be blamed for such a situation now? Whose fault is it?
Lynnie blew on the broken hair on her forehead, trying to make herself look like she didn't care.
"Okay, it doesn't matter, didn't you tell me before anyway to prepare me mentally? Now I understand, it doesn't matter, anyway, I've done what I want to do, and I don't regret it, so let's do it, just when you accompany your sister to experience the feeling of falling in love, anyway, a stinky man like you is not uncommon! ”
Of course, Lu Zifei knew that Lin Ni was pretending to be strong, and at this moment he especially wanted to hug this girl again, whether as a friend or as a boyfriend.
"Xiao Ni~"
"Stop! Don't call me that, it sounds so insinuating, I really can't stand it! ”
Lin Ni felt that hearing this title that had just made her feel extremely happy was now making her heart twist.
"Linny, can you give us a little time? I don't want anything extravagant, you give me some time to calm down and think about it, I'm really in a mess now, can you accommodate me and let me think about it? ”
Lu Zifei's tone sounded so humble at the moment, he clearly remembered that the last time he begged for someone so helplessly, he still treated Ji Yuxi, but in just a few years, he actually met a girl who made him unconsciously so humble, and this girl was once his best friend.
"Lu Zifei is enough, if I give you more time, my dignity will be trampled on and cannot be repaired, you know?"
"I just want you to wait for me and give me a little bit of time, right? I want to cherish you, I want you, you know? I'm just a little confused right now, even if I beg you, can you give me some time? ”
Lu Zifei seems to be a little sure at the moment, although he can't be sure whether he still likes Ji Yuxi, but what he can be sure of is that Lin Ni must have entered his heart, so he doesn't want to lose her easily no matter what.
But all this is just in Lu Zifei's heart, no matter what he says now, Lin Ni can't listen to it at all, the only thing she believes in her heart now is her own feelings, her feeling is that she has been sticking to Lu Zifei cheaply, knowing that the person in Lu Zifei's heart is Ji Yuxi, but she is still sticking to others with a dead face.
Lu Zifei saw that he couldn't persuade Lin Ni at all now, so he had no choice but to let her take a taxi and leave first.
The street lamps on the street are still like that, and I can't see any difference from just now, but Lu Zifei's mood is completely different from just now, just twenty minutes ago, he was still a boy in love with a sweet heart, but now, his heart seems to be completely hollowed out.
Lin Ni didn't cry, she didn't cry when she was with Lu Zifei just now, and now she is sitting alone in a taxi and still doesn't cry, although she feels that her heart seems to be scraped by a knife that has not been bladed one by one, and it doesn't bleed but it hurts very much.
I took out my mobile phone and looked at the circle of friends at a loss, and saw the group photo of several people sent by Ji Yuxi just now, although he leaned his head on Lu Zifei's shoulder, but the expression on Lu Zifei's face was completely different from Zhong Han, although Zhong Han didn't smile obviously, but it seemed that there was a feeling of happiness between his eyebrows, but Lu Zifei just looked at the camera decently, and the self next to him was full of smiles, like a fool.
"Lu Zifei, is it possible that no matter how hard I try, you can't forget Ji Yuxi? Is it that I can't be the only one in your heart if I wait for a long time, or has I never entered your heart? ”
Lin Ni leaned her head against the car window, and it turned out that the feeling of holding back her tears was like this, but fortunately, she could hold back.