Chapter 104: Habits

Yeru had been in this Nanban for a long time, and he found that the gap between them was too big.

Yeru couldn't understand their outfit at all, and that kind of outfit was really unacceptable to Yeru.

I still like that kind of fairy temperament, although she is here now, she also knows what it means to follow the customs.

But she really didn't know how she should accept being allowed to wear such ugly clothes?

Therefore, no matter what happens to her now, she will not let herself have a very happy feeling in her heart.

Because, now I am restricting myself in almost everything here, and there are too many things that I am not allowed to do, and even some of them can't accept it.

However, Yeru knows what kind of identity she is now, although she is very bitter in her heart, but she really can't say it in her heart, and she doesn't know what she should say, or what to do to make herself feel better?

Ye Ru drank in his tent when he was fine, he really felt that the wine here was quite in line with his taste, after all, he really had a feeling of wanting to drink now.

When she was hospitalized in the hospital, she really wanted to drink, but her brother said that he would not allow him to do so.

Therefore, it seems that I have always had a regret in my heart, and I don't even know how I should make up for my regret.

But she really didn't expect that she would be able to achieve her dream here? It's too difficult for me to do such a thing.

However, do you really have an indescribable feeling in your heart, and you don't even know what you should do to make your heart feel better?

She misses her brother a little now, and it seems like she hasn't seen her brother for a long time.

I don't know if his brother knew that there was no longer his own existence in that world, her brother should be very low-hearted.

As long as Yeru thinks of such a sad thing, she really has an indescribable feeling in her heart, and she doesn't even know how to deal with her feelings.

This kind of thing is too difficult for me, and I don't know how to control my mood, or how to make my heart feel better?

When I face such a thing again, although I say that I feel very uncomfortable, but since things are already like this, what else can I do?

It seems that only drinking alcohol can relieve your mood and make your mood better.

She has always given herself such a comfort, although he knows that this is just a mental comfort, but this really has a different feeling for herself.

After all, there are too many things to think about now, and I am afraid that I will tell some of my ulterior secrets if I drink too much, but now I can make myself feel better, I guess the only thing is drinking!

Before, his brother would never allow himself to drink, but since the incident has happened, he is still thinking about his brother in his heart when he is drinking, how difficult it is for him to do this kind of thing.

Now as long as she thinks that she has no freedom at all now, and there are no good things, she really has an indescribable feeling in her heart, and she doesn't know what she should think about this matter?

This thing is really something that I can't imagine for myself, so this thing is even more incredible in the eyes of others.

However, he told himself that he had not let anyone know about this matter so far, because he was the one who was difficult to accept in his heart at this moment.

Yeru really feels that sometimes she is really weird, and Bikini really has an indescribable feeling for herself at this time, and it is a situation that she has never considered before.

Therefore, no matter what happened to me now, my heart was really very uncomfortable.

I don't know what I can do in my heart to make my heart completely accept my current behavior.

Because at this moment, I really can't even accept myself, because I feel that my current self is really hypocritical, no matter what is loud and passionate, I have a feeling in my heart that I can't accept myself.

Yeru really feels that her current self is so cool, she doesn't have to think about anything, and she feels like no one cares about herself.

That feeling was so hard for me, and I had never even thought about it before.

Yeru looked at herself at this moment and really felt that sometimes she was still very great, after all, she was really in a state that she had never experienced before, and she didn't know how to deal with it.

In fact, she has always told herself that no matter what happens, she must keep herself calm.

However, now he really doesn't know what he should do, and he doesn't know when he will be able to go back.

Now she really misses her brother a little, although she always likes to take care of herself when her brother is fine, but now she really doesn't think about so many things.

She really hopes that her brother can always be by her side, always by her side, so that she can have a feeling that she can rely on.

No matter what your current self does, as long as it is the kind that you have never felt before, you really don't have any sense of security in your heart, and you don't even know what you should do to make yourself feel better.

Let yourself have a very down-to-earth feeling in your heart, this kind of thing is too difficult for yourself, and even have a look that you can't believe, all things are so incredible for yourself, but since things have happened, then you don't seem to have anything to resist, and there is no way to make yourself have another feeling.

Everything was an accident for me, and of course I didn't know what I was supposed to do.