Yu Jiao licked her dry lips and held Yu Qizhen's hand, her fingers crossed, tightly knit.

"To be honest, I regret it." Yu Jiao said slowly.

In the water, she regretted it for a moment, that is, when Yu Qiyu said that he wanted to die with her.

It was her choice to recklessly save people, and she didn't think about whether it was worth it at the moment of diving.

But she almost died in the flood with Yu Qiyu, and she regretted it.

"I'm sorry...... And thank you. Yu Jiao held Yu Qizhen's hand tightly and said softly.

I'm sorry that it affected him, but thank you for the fact that he worked hard to save himself, and even said the words that died with her.

Yu Jiao always thought that she was strong enough to handle everything, and even if she couldn't handle it well, she could bear the consequences herself.

Since the death of her grandfather and brother, no one will help her bear the consequences.

She is used to being independent, she has nothing to worry about, and she can do anything.

But this time is different, someone cares about her like grandpa and senior brother, standing in front of her, standing behind her, and helping her bear the consequences of recklessness.

Yu Qiyu raised his other hand and stroked Yu Jiao's wet hair, and there was no reproach in his voice, "You can only do what you want, but there is only one point, and you can't hurt yourself." ”

Yu Jiao nodded vigorously, her heart was warm, she leaned closer to Yu Qiyu, changed to a more comfortable position, snuggled up to him, and didn't care about the sights of the people around her.

Let Yu Qizhen help her fix her wet hair.

Seeing that she was now actively relying on herself, a smile flashed in Yu Qi's pupils, and he could feel that after this incident, Yu Jiao had him in his heart.

This is a good sign.

If Wan is sure that he can ensure that Yu Jiao is fine, he doesn't mind going through this kind of thing a few more times, so that he Yu Qiyu can completely take root in her heart.

This is just the beginning, and he will do more and do better in the future.

Let Yu Jiao be inseparable from him, her whole heart is full of him, intricate in her heart, rooted in every inch of her bones and blood, and the slightest bit of bloody pain, so that she can never give up on him.

Under the warm firelight, Yu Qiyu's eyes were gentle when he looked at Yu Jiao, and his hand playing with Yu Jiao's hair became more and more gentle.

Chen Rou in the corner of the crowd looked at this scene and became more and more unwilling.

There were mixed tastes in her heart, Yu Qiyu must have seen her get Xiaodouzi into the water, Chen Rou shrunk her shoulders, a little embarrassed.

Such a despicable self will make Yu Qiyu even more disgusted.

If the Yu family came to ask for marriage back then, and her father did not refuse, then Yu Qizhen's gentleness and thoughtfulness should be placed on her.

It's a pity that I can't go back.

No matter how much she regrets it, Yu Qiyu's eyes will never be on her again, thinking of this, Chen Rou buried her head in her knees and cried silently.

But no one noticed her.

Yu Zhizhou came back with clean water from a nearby puddle, and Yu Ruhai put the herbs into a small iron pot and set it on the fire to decoction the medicine.

Everyone in the cave smelled the bitter smell of the herbs and moved closer to the fire.

It's raining heavily, and I can't drink the medicine right now, so it's always good to smell the medicine.

After the medicine was decocted, Yu Ruhai poured it into two broken porcelain bowls, Yu Jiao and Yu Qiyu drank a bowl alone, seeing that there was still half a bowl of medicine left in the pot, Yu Jiao looked at the little bean in Wang Damao's arms who was still unconscious, and handed the remaining half bowl of medicine to Wang Damao's daughter-in-law.

"Let's feed the little beans and drink it."

Wang Damao's daughter-in-law took the medicine bowl at a loss, and said with a grateful face, "Thank you, Miss Meng, you are such a good person." ”

Yu Jiao pulled her lips and smiled bitterly, shaking her head, "I'm not." ”

She is just an ordinary person, the same as all living beings, with a good side and an evil side, not a great person who is selfless and self-sacrificing.

It's just that from a primary school doctor, under the influence of his grandfather's words and deeds, he subconsciously went to save people.

She also has extreme times......

watched his senior brother die in front of him, and the murderer was the patient he treated with all his heart.

A medical trouble, four words, it doesn't sound like Erer, but how can people who have experienced it personally not resent it? The three views that he adhered to and the identity of a doctor who he insisted on from childhood to adulthood have become jokes.

For a long time, she hated patients, saw the patients who sought treatment, psychological disgust, and even thought to the extreme, she didn't want to save people, those people should be tortured by illness, it was really pitiful and hateful.

But...... She couldn't go on like that forever.

Realizing that her condition was very bad, and if she didn't go to psychotherapy, she would become an extreme antisocial personality, and Yu Jiao spent a long, long time in her previous life to see a doctor and heal herself.

That kind of patient is only a very small part of this world, she can't hate everyone because of such a person, and she can't fall into the abyss because of such an encounter.

However, it is almost impossible to heal such a shadow imprint.

Although she can pick up the identity of a doctor and help people treat diseases again, her mood is different after all.

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