"Jian Yao!" Qin Haiyao grabbed his arm hard, "You look at me, what's wrong?" ”

Just staining a carpet, his reaction was unavoidably strong.

"Hai Yao......" Jian Yao twisted his eyebrows, "I'm dirty too, I am dirty too, you know?!" ”

The man in front of her was a fragility she had never seen before.

"What do you mean ......" Qin Haiyao was stunned?" ”

"Do you know why I disappeared for two years?" Jian Yao shook her head decadently, "You are a good girl, you are much better than you think, you are the cleanest girl I have ever seen in the circle, I am not worthy of you, really Hai Yao, I am not worthy." I'm not worth it, I'm really not worth it. I'm like this rug...... Dirty! ”

It was the darkest experience of Jian Yao's life.

At that time, he was only fifteen years old, young and ignorant, full of beautiful fantasies about the future.

The other party is a director and teacher he admires very much, a highly respected figure in the circle, and he has always been gentle to people in the group, and everyone thinks he is a good person.

It's the same with Jian Yao.

No one would have thought that the person he admired so much would be a beast.

Even his parents did not think about what kind of person they would put their son in.

The family was strict, he never drank, and that night for the first time.

Woken up in pain from a hangover, he opened his eyes and saw the hideous face of the other party.

The other's fingers ran over his face and skin like a snake, and kissed him with a mouth that smelled of smoke and wine.

He dodges, he struggles, he scolds, he pleads......

To no avail.

He bit so hard that his mouth was full of blood, and he didn't know if it was his own or the other party's.

The other party hit him hard, scolded him with the most disgusting words, and even took a picture of him and threatened him, saying that he would ruin him if he dared to speak out.

On the white sheets of the hotel, his blood was dripping everywhere.

The man came out of the hotel bathroom, his face pinched with his big greasy hands.

"Jian Yao, you listen carefully, if you are obedient, you will be prosperous in the future. If you don't obey, I have 10,000 ways to ruin you. ”

He didn't listen.

He raised his right hand and stabbed the broken bottle into it.

How many stabs, I don't know, only that the man fell to the ground covered in blood, like a filthy pig.

He wanted to wash himself clean, but he was covered in blood, and he didn't know if it was his own or the other party's.

He grabbed the piece of glass and slashed hard at himself.

I thought about it, but he didn't die.

When he woke up, he was in the hospital room, and his mother hugged him and cried like a tearful person.

An iron-blooded man like his father also has red eyes.

Fortunately, Father Jian is not an ordinary person.

With the influence of the Jian family, this matter was suppressed, and no one knew what was going on except for a few insiders.

only claimed to the public that it was a director's accident, and the drama was not finished before it was filmed.

He was taken back by his parents for psychotherapy.

The doctor healed his wounds, but he couldn't heal his heartaches.

The person who was originally like a little sun has completely lost his luster.

For him, his mother quit her job and took him out to browse the famous mountains and rivers, wanting to change his environment.

He secretly ran out, wanted to be a hundred, and met Qin Jiu.

His father had a two-sided relationship with the old immortal, and after hearing his mother talk about him, he left him in the temple.

One stay is two years.

In the past two years, a smile has gradually appeared on his face, and the shadow on his heart can no longer be erased.

He can't get close to people anymore, so he never makes intimate scenes.

Because every time, it's a torture.

"I'm sorry, Hai Yao." Jian Yao raised his face, "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry." ”

It's not that I don't like you.

It's just that I'm just such a person, and I don't have the ability to like someone anymore.