Chapter 125: Voices of the Heart (2)
"What's wrong with you~?" Zhong Han asked extremely carefully, for fear of scaring Ji Yuxi.
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"Yushio~"
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"Yuxi~ Can you hear me?" Zhong Han kept muttering softly.
It's not that Ji Yuxi can't hear his voice, but he doesn't know how to respond.
Back at Ji Yuxi's house, Zhong Han directly hugged Ji Yuxi from the taxi, step by step was very light, Ji Yuxi had been snuggled in his arms, he could feel Ji Yuxi's tears wet his clothes, but no matter how he called her name, she just didn't respond, Zhong Han stopped making a sound when he saw this, just quietly accompanied her.
The moonlight hit the two people, and a long shadow was pulled out on the ground, the posture of the princess was Ji Yuxi's favorite, she said that this was the most secure, so Zhong Han deliberately did not let the taxi into the courtyard of the community, but got out of the car early, and walked home step by step with Ji Yuxi in his arms.
"Yuxi~" Zhong Han called again tentatively.
"Hmm~" Ji Yuxi finally responded softly.
"Can you open your eyes? You see, the moon is exceptionally round tonight. Zhong Han said.
Ji Yuxi didn't respond, she turned her head lightly and slowly opened her eyes, the first thing she saw was not the moon, but Zhong Han's eyes that were brighter than the moon, Zhong Han's eyes were particularly beautiful, Ji Yuxi couldn't help but fall into these eyes more than once, for her, Zhong Han's eyes were warm, as if she could experience the most comfortable temperature in the world when he put her in her eyes.
"Zhong Xiaohan~" Ji Yuxi called Zhong Han's name softly.
"Hmm~" Zhong Han's eyes looked at the moon, and his jawline under the moonlight was scanned, and his form was tough but not abrupt, like a man in a comic.
"Zhong Xiaohan, will we always be together?" Ji Yuxi still had tears in the corners of his eyes, and his voice was also somewhat nasal.
"Do you feel uncomfortable? Alas~ I didn't see you at a glance, so I drank so much wine, and I won't be like this again in the future! Zhong Han heard Ji Yuxi's voice and concluded that she must be very uncomfortable, and it was inevitable that she would feel distressed.
"Why don't you answer my question? Are you running away? "Girls' minds are the most sensitive, especially those who still have a trace of consciousness after drinking.
"You're trying to get drunk and use weird questions, right? Children? With a smile on the corner of her mouth, Zhong Han didn't answer Ji Yuxi's question directly, as if she was deliberately anxious.
"Look~ you're running away from my question! Okay, to escape is to be uncertain, I see what you mean! Ji Yuxi seemed to have the intention of finding fault with drunkenness, and when he was slightly dissatisfied with Zhong Han's words, he began to make trouble, and tears came out of his eyes again.
"Will ~ fools, we all know that promises are the most unreliable, why do we have to have so many unreliable things? I don't want to say anything more, I just want to make the most practical one for you. Zhong Han's tone was still light, not shocked, the same as the moonlight.
"But you hesitated, I opened my mouth to ask you, shouldn't you give me the answer I want in the first place? Ji Yuxi is still clinging, this is the effect of alcohol, Zhong Han knows.
"Yuxi, cry if you are sad, if you want to say it, tell me, don't find this kind of excuse to make yourself feel awkward to quarrel and let yourself cry."
Zhong Han knows Ji Yuxi too well, she is always sensible and distressing, and she always puts other people's feelings first to take care of it, he understands that the reason why Ji Yuxi is so inexplicably awkward with himself must be trying to cover up something.
"Zhonghan ~ I'm cold ~" Ji Yuxi replied non-asked.
"It's home, let's go home."
Zhong Han carried Ji Yuxi into the house, forever stretched out in his own nest, looked extremely reluctant to walk to the two of them, saw Zhong Han holding Ji Yuxi back together, he seemed to raise some interest, all said that the dog is the most recognizable owner, forever was given to Ji Yuxi by Zhong Han, but Ji Yuxi can feel that the relationship between forever and Zhong Han must be better than his own.
Zhong Han gently touched Forever with his foot, trying to get him to return to his nest, but Forever seemed to want to find out what happened to this beautiful hostess who was with him every day, she came back upright every day, and why she came back sideways today.
Zhong Han hugged Ji Yuxi directly to her bedroom on the second floor, gently put it on the bed, and then went downstairs to get a cup of honey water, and tried it himself not to be hot before carefully feeding Ji Yuxi to drink.
"Is it hot?" Zhong Han asked.
"It's not hot, it doesn't seem to be that sweet." Ji Yuxi said.
"I've put a lot of honey in it, and it's still not sweet?" Zhong Han took a sip of himself: "It's quite sweet~"
"It's not as sweet as you~" Ji Yuxi's face was still red, and he deliberately looked at Zhong Han with squinting eyes.
"Pervert." Zhong Han handed over the honey water again and asked Ji Yuxi to drink it.
"Okay~ I can't drink it anymore, I'm going to vomit it if I drink it again." Ji Yuxi said and lay back on the bed.
"Yuxi~Why are you crying~~~~ Did you think of them?" Zhong Han said and turned his head to look at the family photo on Ji Yuxi's desk.
Sure enough, nothing could escape Zhong Han's eyes, let alone the carefulness that was only placed on Ji Yuxi.
"I can't hide anything from you~" Ji Yuxi had no choice but to disarm and surrender.
"They must be very happy now, their daughter is so good, although the road is difficult, but she has walked so well." Zhong Han gently stroked Ji Yuxi's hair with his hand, and then checked Ji Yuxi's face again as if he was not at ease, wanting to see if there were any tears in his eyes.
"Zhong Han ~ I miss them ~ Especially today when I look at your parents who are so proud of you, the smiles on their faces exude pride, their smiles are so warm, I was thinking, if my parents are still here today, will they be just as proud of me, but what makes me most uncomfortable is that I found that I can't even remember what they look like, I closed my eyes and tried to remember, but I felt so blurry, so blurred. Zhonghan, I'm so afraid that one day I won't be able to think of them at all. Ji Yuxi said and shed tears again.
"Yu Xi ~ Listen to me, many times it will be like this, when you miss a person too much, you will not be able to remember what he looks like, but don't be afraid, you have to know that they have always been in your heart, and I believe that they have spirits in heaven and will not want you to live in the past in the sadness and longing for the past has been painful and can't let go, Yu Xi, let us put the best time, the most precious people in our hearts, the purest place, leave it to them, okay?" Zhong Han's voice was like an emotional broadcast at midnight, soft, and every word was sincere.
With tears in her eyes, Ji Yuxi stretched out her hands to Zhong Han, her hug would only take the initiative to open to him, she also knew that when she needed strength and warmth, this boy was waiting for her at any time, as long as she stretched out her hands to him, he would be there at any time.
Zhong Han hugged Ji Yuxi, between physical contact, he could feel the softness that belonged to the girl, maybe Ji Yuxi at this time was more delicate than usual, although Zhong Han had the restlessness that he should have at his age in the previous two times, but this time, this feeling was even stronger.
Although he tried his best to restrain his desires, but the body's reaction was unusually honest, there seemed to be a fire in his heart that could not be extinguished, he knew that maybe something would really happen today, but in the face of the girl he cherished the most, in the face of this pure and spotless girl, he was still hesitating, as if the more cherished the baby, the more he just wanted to watch from a distance, and he couldn't bear to touch it.