Chapter 32: His Wrist
Ni Yan was also confused, and he didn't know what kind of trouble Yao Qiao was going to make at this moment, and what new remarks he planned to give.
"Childe, didn't you ask me if I wanted to go out with you? Now I can give you an accurate answer. ”
Yao Qiao said this, Ni Yan came over to her, it turned out that she was talking about going out, or talking about going out together.
Ni Yan couldn't help but feel a little nervous, and Yao Qiao's attitude was much more serious, making him feel that he was not joking or prank.
It's like guessing if you've won the lottery, and Yao Qiao will pause a little every time she finishes speaking.
didn't mean to keep talking, Ni Yan didn't feel that she was selling Guanzi at all, she was just thinking about what to say.
What Yao Qiao said next should be something he has always wanted to hear, Ni Yan secretly cheered in his heart.
Yao Qiao exhaled deeply, finally, I want to tell Ni Yan the facts, after spending so much, it is time to make an end.
Ni Yan should have the right to know his mind, Yao Qiao thought of this, and tried to relax the expression on his face as much as possible.
Not as worried and anxious as before, she seemed to be more formal, as if she were reading a holy decree.
"I want to tell Childe that the reason why I haven't shown my attitude before is actually just to see how sincere your sincerity is. But it wasn't until later that I realized that not all feelings would wait for me or the other party to wake up. There will always be one person who will wake up first, but it doesn't prevent the other person from pretending to be asleep, but the matter will be resolved after all, right? ”
"I don't know if I'm the one who woke up first, but I don't want to be the one who pretends to be asleep anymore. The feeling of waiting is definitely mixed, and I know that very well. This is also the feeling I have felt when I have been alone for so many years. It's a bad feeling, I've experienced it myself, so I don't want you to experience it again, there's no need for that. ”
"I know you must be thinking more or less differently than I do, and we're not at the point where we have the brains yet. If there are differences in views and concepts, I think it is possible to understand and accept each other. After all, I personally believe that there is no match made in heaven in this world, only after a long period of running-in, people who become more suitable for each other are the way to get along with each other. ”
Yao Qiao couldn't hold back for a while, and began to talk about some life philosophies with personal opinions that he had comprehended.
However, Ni Yan did not show any impatience at all, compared to before, at least the current Yao Qiao is willing to speak.
Even if it might sound like something she said, something she wanted to say, or something to do with the topic mentioned, it was fine.
As long as Yao Qiao is willing to share his thoughts and opinions, Ni Yan will gladly accept it, and he has long wanted to hear her.
Yao Qiao didn't seem to realize that she might be a little off-topic, and when she started it, she couldn't stop at all.
"I guess that's the kind of person I'm talking about, and the two of us haven't really gotten to that point yet, but that doesn't stop me from thinking like I am. But now it seems that this is not the case, it may be further apart, and it is not so complete. That's why I hope you can ask a few more times, just a few more times. ”
"So I can roughly determine whether what you think is the same as what I think, maybe the two of us don't think the same, but in the end we can still think of going together, which is also very good. Anyway, I'm probably such a point of view and opinion, I don't know what kind of attitude you have towards this matter, and how we feel when we meet this time. ”
"At the moment, I personally think it's pretty good, but I don't know what it will be like in the future. Now I don't know where the two of us will be pushed because of my words. But I'm mentally prepared for it, no matter what, even if it's the worst, it's just that you reject me, and then we go our separate ways, and we shouldn't die. ”
When Yao Qiao said this, she seemed to be clicked by someone else all at once, or said that she was stinging, and she felt a little sorry for herself.
Obviously, she has been saying it all the time, and the Ni Yan in front of her is not so much shocked as a look of confusion.
Ni Yan didn't understand why Yao Qiao said so much, and whether there would be other deep connotations in it.
It's just that Ni Yan himself hasn't comprehended it yet, and out of respect for Yao Qiao, Ni Yan didn't immediately interrupt or disrupt Yao Qiao's thoughts when he was confused, and then let her answer his own questions, which is obviously disrespectful to both parties.
Let Yao Qiao give herself an explanation that seems more reasonable, at least Ni Yan can understand, this is the point.
And now, when Yao Qiao rarely paused, Ni Yan, who had been listening to Yao Qiao, breathed a sigh of relief.
It seems that it is he Ni Yan who has been nervous all the time, rather than Yao Qiao herself, she is more like the identity of an old storyteller.
The stories in it can be said that they are all existences that are not very related to themselves, and Yao Qiao is just retelling them.
Like an indifferent passer-by, after Yao Qiao stopped abruptly, he realized that he had been holding Ni Yan's wrist very hard all abruptly. Unconsciously, his wrists were scratched red by himself, because Yao Qiao felt that his palms hurt a little.
Yao Qiao's posture with his head down, he could only see this, and when he loosened his palm, he could see the current situation of Ni Yan's wrist.
After she finished speaking, Ni Yan didn't answer the call immediately, and Yao Qiao guessed that it might be because Ni Yan was dissatisfied with herself at this time. I didn't expect it to be so shallow, but Yao Qiao thought about it, pain is a state that makes people uncomfortable.
It is impossible for a person to get angry for no reason, there must be a reason, and it is also one of the reasons why the wrist is scratched and hurts.
It's just that maybe this point is not important in Yao Qiao's eyes, or to her, or even insignificant.
But Ni Yan is the one whose wrist was caught red, and his anger is understandable, understandable, Yao Qiao can understand.
There are even some embarrassments, obviously Ni Yan didn't do anything wrong, Yao Qiao grabbed his hand red, he was quite innocent.
However, as long as Ni Yan didn't respond, Yao Qiao didn't plan to let go, and she didn't want to let go, she still wanted to shake his hand more.
Holding hands seems to be able to convey what the two of them are thinking, Yao Qiao wants to sense what he is thinking through Ni Yan's arm.
Just as Yao Qiao was immersed in her own world, as if she wanted to confess her relationship with Ni Yan's wrist, suddenly Ni Yan moved again.