Chapter 117: Listening to the Story under the Green Lantern (1)

1. Weird brother

On the fifteenth day of the seventh lunar month of the year when I was three years old, I ushered in the most important person in my life - my own sister Nie Cancan.

My sister was born a red and wrinkled little guy, and she cried with her eyes closed, which was very cute. I've never liked anything more than the water gun my dad bought me. My mother set up a bassinet bed in my room, saying that I would take care of my sister, and I was very happy, my mother was so good!

Day by day, my sister grows up, and her eyes are so big! Jet black. I ran over and looked in the mirror, and my eyes were jet black, we were so much alike! I put my sister to sleep every day, she likes to sleep, and she cries when she wakes up, it's so cute! Her body was soft, I liked to hug her so much, I hugged her again that day, and was seen by my father, who grabbed my sister and scolded me: "Be careful of my sister falling!" ”

Daddy is so bad!

My sister began to understand me, and my mother bought several literacy cards. "Chicken." I say. My sister grabbed a picture of a chicken, which was so funny.

My sister can talk, she can call her mother, she can call her father, but she can't call her brother, and her parents hate it!

My sister's birthday is my sister's birthday, and my father bought a big cake and a lot of vegetables. My sister smashes it and gnaws on chicken wings, my sister likes to eat meat, and she has to eat a lot of meat just after teething. My sister was so happy that her eyes narrowed like a crescent moon and kissed her father's face. I wish I had bought this cake, but I don't have any money, and the cake will cost a lot of money.

My sister can walk, pestering me all day long, I'm very happy, but she also pesters mom and dad, mom and dad come to hug my sister as soon as they get off work, my sister seems to be very happy, mom and dad will never get off work how good it is!

My sister and I are getting taller and taller! In the blink of an eye, I was six years old, and my mother no longer let my sister sleep in my room, why? Why? I hate Mom!

I think about my sister every day. Dad always wants to kiss his sister's little face, which makes me miserable. Dad said I should go to elementary school, and I can't escape kindergarten, but what about elementary school? It's a must, and my sister is going to kindergarten right away. What should I do?

On the weekend, my father took my sister and me to the reservoir to fish, and when I was six years old, I held my sister's hand, the sky was so blue, the clouds were so soft, and my sister's hand was so soft. After walking for a long time, my sister shouted that she was tired, and my father took my sister away from me and carried her on his shoulder.

Dad focused on fishing. It was a bit overcast, and there were only three of us by the reservoir, so I reached out and pushed it, and my father fell down、、、、、、

Dad's body was fished up, my mother cried, I cried, my sister didn't cry, she looked at me with round eyes.

My sister doesn't like to talk anymore, she is always in a daze, I saw a dirty little tabby cat on the side of the road, and I caught it and gave it to my sister, and my sister smiled.

My sister likes cats, bathes them, feeds them, catches fleas for them, and my sister ignores me and focuses on the kittens. What a nasty cat!

I killed the cat behind my sister's back, so little meat, I cooked soup for my sister to drink, and my sister was happy. After the soup was drunk, the kitten's head at the bottom of the pot was exposed, and the younger sister looked at it in a daze, her eyes wide open.

Without my father, life at home is getting worse and worse, I am in elementary school, my grades are very poor, I think about my sister all day long, I don't want to stay in school. Soon my sister also went to elementary school, and I was in the same school, which was good. We go to and from school hand in hand every day.

I'm in middle school, my grades are starting to improve, I want to give my sister a future, I want to study hard. There are girls in the class who hand me notes and write letters, and I don't read them, which one can compare to my sister?

My grades are getting better and better, and I can go to any university in the country. Amazingly, I chose a university in the city to study medicine. My sister is weak, and I have to take care of her.

In my sophomore year, my sister actually fell in love and fell in love with a tall and thin boy from the same school. In front of my sister, I nailed the boy to a wooden board and skinned him. My sister was so frightened that she stood motionless, looking at me with round eyes.

When I was in my junior year, my sister took the college entrance examination, and I asked my sister to fill in the school I attended, and my sister agreed, and my sister always listened to me.

My sister was admitted, but it was a provincial school, and I was angry, and my mother refused to tell me which university my sister attended. I used the summer vacation to look for my sister, and even wanted to drop out of school to find my sister, I had no direction, no friends, almost begging along the road, I understand the importance of money, sister, wait for me for two years, wait for me to graduate, when I have money, I will definitely find you.

I didn't become a doctor. I have so many classmates who are doctors, teachers who are directors, and alumni who are department heads, why should I become doctors? I do business, sell medicines, sell medical devices, I make money, I make a lot of money. But, sister, where are you?

I can't stand it anymore, it's been three years without my sister, sister, you miss me too, right? On the street, how can you see a woman who looks like you? I started having women, there were a lot of women, and I said to every woman, you know what? I've only loved two women in my life. They all thought that the second woman was themselves, and then shed tears of emotion, what a fool.

I opened a hotel, of course, just the boss behind the scenes, and there are not many people who really know me. I have too much money to be famous. On the 21st floor of the hotel, the 1st-17th floors are open to the public, and the 19th-21st floors have been renovated. I knew that the worldly life could not accommodate my sister and me, and that my sister had left the house because of this. Sister, when you come back, this is a paradise for the two of us, no one can disturb us, no one can separate us.

My mother was sick, and I suddenly thought that this might be a good opportunity, so I posted a search revelation in major newspapers and television media, using my mother's illness as an introduction to lure my sister out.

My sister still didn't show up, and my heart burned.

I seem to have seen my sister on the street, dressed in light blue, but when I caught up with her, she was gone. I'm sure she's in the city, but how can I get her to show up?

My mother said that if I didn't change my normal sister, my sister wouldn't come back, and said that I should be serious about having a girlfriend and accepting normal feelings. Oh, my sister will come back when she sees that I have a girlfriend, isn't it easy?

I pulled a girl on the street as my girlfriend and asked her to visit her mother often. I knew my sister must have secretly visited her mother, just avoiding me. If my sister sees that I have a girlfriend, she won't hide from me, and even if they don't meet, my mother will definitely tell her that your brother has become normal, and he has a girlfriend. This girlfriend and sister look a little alike.

But my sister still didn't show up, and I'm going crazy.

I saw a little story and I knew what to do.

I went to visit my mother in the hospital, and I said, Mom, I'll tell you a story:

"There were three mothers and daughters, and the mother died, and the sister went to the funeral, and the younger sister met a very beautiful man at the funeral and fell in love with him at first sight. But after the funeral, the man was gone, and my sister couldn't find him. Later, after a month, my sister killed my sister, do you know why? ”

My mother looked at me with a gray face.

"Why can't you just accept normal feelings? You should know that it's impossible to be with your own sister, you like Cancan so much, you can find a girl similar to her, Mai Mang is very similar to Cancan, why can't you love her? ”

I had a gloomy face and didn't speak. The mother was silent for a while, and then said desperately, "I know what to do, but please wait, I want to meet Maimang, I like this child." ”

I posted my obituary with great fanfare, and at the funeral, I finally saw my sister.

I converted the 19th floor of the hotel into a dark room, and I let my sister live here, and I broke her kneecap so that she could never leave me again.

My sister doesn't talk to me, she doesn't look at me, she just cries with her mother's portrait, it doesn't matter, I can see my sister every day, and she cries beautifully.

On July 15th, I told my sister to buy her a cake, but she didn't say anything, didn't look at me, just looked at my mother's portrait.

Oh, by the way, my sister still doesn't know how her mother died, I think.

"We can only be reunited when our mother dies." I said, and my sister looked up at me puzzled. I told her the story and told her what had happened. Sister, now you finally know how much I love you, right?

As soon as my sister's hand was released, the portrait of her mother fell to the ground, and she closed her eyes and said nothing.

I happily went out and lined up to buy chicken wings. Walking downstairs to the hotel, I suddenly remembered that I had forgotten to buy a cake, and I turned back again. Suddenly! Something hit me on the head, and I fell to the ground, and I never got up, and I saw my own blood coming out, and next to me, was the image of my mother、、、、、、

Younger sister

2, weird brother and sister

When I was eight years old, my sister was born. That day, I went home humming a newly learned nursery rhyme, the house was empty, and the neighbor Grandma Wang told me that my mother had gone to the hospital and that I was going to have a little sister or little brother. I'm upset, I haven't been really happy since my mom had that thing in her belly, and now, I'm even more unhappy.

After my mother came back from the hospital, we went from a family of three to a family of four, and the extra person was a little sister, whether it was a younger sister or a younger brother, I had an indescribable disgust.

The cradle where my sister lies is the cradle of my childhood, and she lies comfortably in the cradle, under the shelter of her mother. I also pretended to like it, shook the cradle, and blew a little whistle, but the little thing in the basket never smiled at me, and looked at me in a daze, with resistance and disgust in that look. Can she read my mind? How is it possible, how old is she, then this is called induction, right? She had a premonition, right?

Mom and Dad like my sister very much, they like her more than me, which makes me even more angry, almost all the love I originally gave to my sister, I yelled angrily, you forgot me, right? Am I not my own! Mom and Dad reprimanded me, why are you so careful about this child, she is your sister, you are already a big child, how to eat your sister's vinegar, in our hearts, you and your sister are equal.

Equal? It's weird. They are lying to me, they just like my sister, they don't like me anymore, the adults are the most cunning, they say high-sounding words, but there is a different plan in their stomachs, they are extremely hypocritical, hypocritical and disgusting.

My sister has become a thorn in my side, and I want to remove this nail all the time.

One day at noon, my sister was taking a nap, and my mother went out to buy something (my father worked hard every day to support us, and he was rarely at home), I sneaked into the room and came to my sister's cradle, I looked at her sleeping little face with a hint of a smile, yes, she is so happy now, she has deprived me of love, why doesn't she smile? I looked at her directly, I wanted to carry out my plan, I originally wanted to put the snake in the cradle, let the snake bite her tender flesh, there are a lot of poisonous snakes in the grass outside the community, as long as one bite, a small bite, my sister will die, but in that case, it is obvious that I did it, because this is not a country house, but a building, and snakes will not climb into the building by themselves. So, I had to make my sister die, and I wasn't there, so I had to use another plan, and I had already gone through it in my head, first to wake my sister, then to break her little neck, and then to carry her out of the cradle and put her on the ground, to create the illusion that the baby had crawled out of the cradle and broken her neck, and then I left quietly, pretending that I didn't know anything. Afterwards, even if my mother suspects me, and she has no evidence, it is difficult for her to send her own son to prison, even then, I am not old enough, the juvenile protection law will protect me, haha!

I started to put it into action, but just as I put my hand on my sister's neck, the door behind me slammed, and I shuddered, and my fingers that had been curled up suddenly stretched out and stroked my sister's little face, and my mouth was still humming "Good baby, good baby." My sister woke up and cried "Wow", and her cry disgusted and frightened me. My mother hurriedly ran forward, held my sister in her arms, and looked at me suspiciously. I said angrily, "What are you crying about!" It's so annoying, can't you coax you? I don't know how to lift! "It's okay, don't come to my sister. Go ahead, pick the vegetables, wash them, and I'll make your favorite meat fried beans. "Mom coaxed my sister and sent me away. As soon as my sister arrived in her mother's arms, she immediately stopped crying.

I walked out of my mother's room and into the kitchen, when had I ever done such a job? If I didn't have my sister, I would still be served like a little emperor, but now it's good, I have become a "deposed prince", and I don't have a good life.

I broke the beans one by one, and the tender beans made a crisp "click" sound, how nice it would be if it were my sister's neck!

After this incident, my mother never let me get close to my sister again. I tried my best to find opportunities, but they all failed. I never understood why my mother doubted me, I didn't do anything. I was coaxing my sister, not killing her. Perhaps the observation and sensitivity of adults are not something that we children can understand.

I began to express my dissatisfaction in roundabout ways, such as drinking my sister's milk powder, putting caterpillars in a sun-dried diaper, or bed bugs, I wanted to put scorpions, but I was also afraid of scorpions. One day, my mother was screaming and screaming in horror on the balcony, and that was the first person she saw the caterpillar.

My despicable methods, my mother finally couldn't bear it anymore, and sent me to my grandmother in the country, I was going to school in the country, and my father also agreed with my mother's opinion, I was going to be abandoned by them.

Life in the country is boring, there are not so many fun things, but there is no entertainment, my academic performance has improved a lot, my grandmother happily reports my grades to my parents every time, and I am happy to hear the other end of the phone, and my mother also says how perfect her decision is. Yes, I saved my sister and improved my grades, which is like killing two birds with one stone. Mom and Dad started to visit me often, brought me a lot of delicious food, and often mentioned my sister, they were testing me to see if I still hated my sister. I still hate my sister, unabashedly hateful. Now it seems that I am too upright, and if I panic and say that I don't hate it, they may take me back. But I have a reason not to go back, the children here are very simple, envy and obedience to the children of my city, I am different from them in terms of appearance and temperament or conversation, they are the temperament of the earth, and I, standing in the middle of them, is like a prince, I have become the "child king." "I enjoyed the feeling of being on top of each other, and I really forgot to go back to the city.

Three years later, one winter, when my parents went back to the countryside for the Chinese New Year, they brought my sister with them, and it was the first time I saw her since I left the city. My sister has grown up a lot, she has to be four years old, right? I'm also in the sixth grade of elementary school, and after this year to the summer, I'm going back to the city to study in middle school, and my parents will definitely let me live in school, and I, too, will choose to live in school, I still hate my sister! My sister is very good-looking, and my grandmother said that she was exactly the same as when I was a child, with big black eyes and a pleasant smile.

I stared at my sister, and my sister stared at me, and we looked away like strangers, and did she hate me as much as I hated her?

During the meal, I took a fancy to a big chicken leg, and I wanted to eat it, but unfortunately, my sister also took a fancy to it, and she pointed to the tempting chicken leg and said, "I want it too!" Her voice was tender and nice. Mom didn't hesitate to twist the chicken leg off and give it to her sister. I rolled my eyes, too angry. Grandma likes me, in addition to my deep feelings when I stay by her side, the older generation is also patriarchal, grandma quickly twisted another chicken leg to me, but this chicken leg is obviously not as full as the one just now, it's really strange, the same chicken has two different chicken legs, is this chicken alive is long and short legs? Why do we let our brothers and sisters who are not on good terms meet?

I took the leg from my grandmother, and I bit down on the thigh, but my eyes were fixed on my sister's face, which was so round and red like a big apple.

I ate the chicken legs and went outside to play, I leaned against the wall, looked at the snowflakes falling in the sky, and wondered, other families like boys, why is my family different?

It was too cold, so I only stayed for a while and then went back to the house, my sister was also full, and she was watching cartoons along the edge of the kang, and the adults were still eating around the coffee table. I walked over and leaned on the edge of the kang, my eyes fixed on the TV screen, but I was thinking about something else. I took a piece of raw sweet potato from the kitchen and roasted it on the stove, which was on a corner of the kang, and it was bright red. Children like to imitate, my sister saw me roasting sweet potatoes, thought it was very interesting, and also baked, I said okay, I'll bring it to you. I went to the kitchen and took a small piece for her. She held the sweet potato in both hands and walked tremblingly towards the stove, and I watched her get closer and closer to the stove, and when I estimated that it was about the same, I stretched out my feet、、、、、、

The cry of "Wowβ€”β€”β€”β€”" overturned the roof, and the adults who were still eating on their rice bowls raised their heads in panic to look at the place where the crying sounded.

My sister had already rolled to the ground, and just now she fell on the stove, her face rushed to the red lid of the stove, and her cry was accompanied by the "swish" sound of roasting flesh, and the left side of her face was ruined, and her flesh and blood were blurred、、、、、、

I finally succeeded in ruining my sister, but why didn't I feel pleasure at all, but fear?

My sister is such a smart child, she is in severe pain, she still does not forget to point her little finger at me even when she is crying.

Mom and Dad stabbed me with angry eyes, and if it weren't for my grandmother's maintenance, they might have killed me.

Since then, I have never seen my parents again, they only provide for me to go to school, but they don't see me, and as I get older, the shame grows day by day, and I don't have the face to go home.

When I was in my third year of high school, the head teacher called me to the office and said that your mother had called, so please answer it. I was excited, trembling and holding the microphone, there was an old voice on the other end of the phone, she said it was my mother, but I don't recognize her voice anymore, is she aging so fast? It's all because of me. My mother said to let me go home, and she had forgiven me, and said that my sister's face had been plastic surgery and she was as beautiful as a normal person. I was very happy to hear this, and the burden in my heart was suddenly lightened. That Sunday, I went home.

It was still the familiar home, but it exuded a gloomy atmosphere everywhere, I walked in carefully, and it was my mother who opened the door, her hair was completely white, and her eyes were as straight and lifeless as fish eyes, and I vaguely felt that something was wrong, but I still walked in.

"Where's Daddy?" I asked, I was too embarrassed to ask my sister, so I asked my father.

Mom sat down from the couch and said, "He's still so busy and not at home." ”

"Oh." I sat down too, but very stiffly.

My mother stared at me and said, "You've grown into a big man, and you've got a beard." ”

I smiled embarrassedly and stroked my chin.

Mom said again, "Do you still hate your sister?" ”

My heart seemed to be stabbed by something, I lowered my head and said, "I was ignorant when I was a child, but unfortunately, some mistakes cannot be repaired." ”

Mom suddenly said sadly: "Yes, it's like your sister's face, which can't be repaired." ”

I said strangely, "Didn't my sister have a successful plastic surgery and become beautiful?" ”

Mom smiled and said, "Yes, my sister is upstairs, do you want to go and see." ”

An inexplicable fear chilled all over my body, and my mother spoke upside down, which of her words was true and which was false? What was the real purpose of her calling me?

At this time, I suddenly remembered my father's hysterical shouting in the study: "Run!" Your mother is going to kill you! Your sister committed suicide! Your mother wants to avenge her! ”

I was so scared that I ran away! I ran downstairs in one go, but my mother didn't catch up, and I stopped to find myself trembling. At this moment, something hit me on the head, and I fainted. I lay on the hard ground and saw the blood coming out of myself, not far away, as if 、、、、、、 was the remains of my sister. She looks like me, it's just that her portrait is painted.

Mom、、、、、、 I'm your child too、、、、、、