"My dad asked me why I came back so late, I bit my lip and didn't answer, he insisted that I was skipping class and running out to play, and said that I had to inch in, and I was getting more and more out of proportion. Everyone thought I was rebellious, skipping class to go out to play, and I never defended it, and I also knew that my dad was so fierce to me because he was afraid that something would happen to me, but I still couldn't help but want to cry, tears rolled in my eyes, and all the grievances broke out at that moment.

I didn't want to cry in front of them, so I quickly rushed into the room, locked the door, and cried on the table, I could vaguely hear my mom arguing with my dad about what had just happened, I didn't want to do this, but why did everything turn out for the worst.

This is the first time my dad has beaten me, although he is usually very strict with me, but I know that he loves me very much, I have escaped so many classes before and he is not willing to do anything to me, this time I must have disappointed him too much, not only him, I am also disappointed in myself, disappointed. I want to get back to the carefree self I used to be, I just want to eat and drink happily every day, I want to let him go, I have tried many times, but in the end I found that I still can't do it, why am I so useless! He has someone he likes, and they are happy with each other, what hope do I have? How stupid do I have to be to give up?

It is said that there is nothing wrong with liking someone, but the mistake is that I like someone who doesn't like me, and I, knowing that I am wrong, still insist on going my own way. ”

"After crying a lot yesterday, I fell asleep in bed sloppyly, although I cried very embarrassed, but I felt that it was not so uncomfortable to vent all the grievances in my heart, and I also understood that my parents were for my good, so I don't blame him. I told myself that a new day had begun, and that I was going to try to put those unhappy things behind, and then try to be my happy self again, and try not to worry my parents. ”

"Ever since I was beaten that day, my mom has been cautious in front of me, probably because she heard me cry very sadly that day, for fear of irritating me. But I'm still the same as usual, just like that night didn't happen, my mother also tried her best to enlighten me, let me not be angry with my dad, I told her that I was not angry, that incident was originally my fault, I was ignorant, so old and not let them worry, my mother looked at me in surprise, probably didn't think I would say this, in her eyes I may be an ignorant and willful child.

Actually, I don't know when it began, but I seem to have slowly changed and learned how to love others, maybe that's what he brought me. ”

Li Yaonan's eyes were red when he saw this, and his face couldn't help but moisten his face with tears, he had always felt that he had worked very hard for her, because he wanted her to see a better version of himself, so he chose to enter the showbiz, just so that one day the Li Yaonan she saw was worthy of her liking, but he didn't expect that he would bring her so much harm.

If he knew, he would definitely not leave her alone in this city, let alone make her so sad, he hoped that she would still be the silly little girl who was satisfied every day as long as there was good food, instead of the silly girl who was so sensible that it made people feel distressed.

How could she be so stupid, silently doing so much without saying a word, if it weren't for the chance to see her diary today, he might never know it for the rest of his life.