Chapter 297: It's Not Difficult to Love Each Other (3)
"Yuxi, are you hungry? Do you want to go straight to eat? Zhong Han seemed to feel that Ji Yuxi's words were a little inappropriate, and tried to change the topic, Ji Yuxi understood what Zhong Han meant, but she felt that her words were not excessive, in Ji Yuxi's opinion, the two authorities are now in a state of entanglement and confusion, maybe someone can help in the middle, and they may untie this knot.
"Lin Weiyi and Huang Xuran should eat at home, then let's four of us together, wait, I'd better ask Huang Xuran first."
Knowing that Huang's father and Huang's mother had already booked a hotel to pick up the wind for the two children, Zhong Han and his party changed their previous plan, and the large army gathered in the hotel together.
After dinner, Li Yao, who wanted to rub the car, was rejected by Ji Yuxi.
"Yuxi, just let your family Zhonghan send me, don't be so stingy~"
"The two of us really have something to do, let's leave in a hurry now, you take a taxi, I'll reimburse you for the fare, okay? Hurry up, hurry up, Hanhan, let's go! ”
Ji Yuxi pretended to be in a hurry and didn't look too deliberate, Zhong Han was confused, he didn't know what the hell this girl was doing, obviously there was nothing to do, so he had to pretend to be very busy.
Qi Zhen twisted like a little girl, hesitated for a long time before finally making up his mind to speak: "I'll send you, I'm not at ease when you're alone at such a late hour." ”
Li Yao felt a little ripple in her heart, of course she hoped to have more time alone with Qi Zhen: "Well, it's okay." ”
"Are you tired? If you're not tired, let's take a walk, the weather is good today. ”
"OK, let's go."
It seems that both of them want to have a good chat with each other.
The night was very soft, and under the background of neon lights, Li Yao's side face was particularly beautiful, and her fair skin seemed to be shining with light.
Li Yao's heart is beating fast, this scene is really the scene of countless fantasies or countless dreams when she was in Japan, she loves this boy deeply, and she also has unspeakable guilt towards him, but no matter how she feels in her heart, her heart that wants to accompany him for the rest of her life has never changed, or until now Li Yao is still looking forward to this boy returning to herself.
"Yaoyao~"
"Huh?"
"Are you really doing over there?"
"Hmm."
"Are you true to what you said before?"
"What did I say?"
"There's nothing left to make you feel nostalgic here?"
“……”
"Why don't you answer?"
“……”
"Yaoyao, can't we open our hearts and have a good chat?"
"What do you want to talk about?"
"Why don't you answer any of my questions?"
"What do you want me to answer, or what answer do you want? Do you want me to answer you, how well I am doing or not being good? I said that I was doing well in Japan, and you would feel very happy and gratified, wouldn't you? I said I had a bad time there, do you feel sad and blame yourself? I said I really don't have any nostalgia here, you're disappointed, aren't you? When I say that I still have nostalgia here, you will think that I have not forgotten you, do you? What kind of answer do you want, you tell me, as long as you tell me I will be willing to answer according to what you say! ”
Li Yao's emotions suddenly became extremely excited, this was an emotion she had suppressed for too long, and the one-time outburst at this moment even made her feel a little surprised, but both her brain and mouth were really completely uncontrollable.
"Yaoyao, don't be so excited, can you listen to me?" Qi Zhen put his hands on Li Yao's shoulders, his eyes full of distress.
"Qi Zhen, what else do you want? I know that our family is sorry for you, no matter how I explain it, it is indeed my father's fault, I don't deny it, I once thought that as long as I can do it, I am willing to compensate you for my father, but that doesn't mean that I don't love you, I'm not a person who is good at disguising myself, and I'm definitely not a person who can feel for myself, you also know that I loved Zhong Han deeply in high school, and even did some things to hurt Ji Yuxi for him, but what I'm sure of is that since I decided to be with you, I only have you in my heart, If you really have the intention to feel, you can know how serious I am about this relationship, I remember when we first got together, we didn't dare to talk about the future, so we just enjoyed the present and never dared to have any illusions about the future, but do you remember when it started? We started planning our future together, and it was really the happiest time for me, but I don't know if my fantasies offended the heavens, why did they make such a joke with me? Why is this happening in your house? Why is my dad the one responsible for this? Why is that? ”
Li Yao said that her emotions began to be on the verge of collapse, she really had too many grievances, since she knew the truth of the matter, she had to bear the condemnation of her conscience every day, on the one hand, she had to worry about whether the matter would be known by Qi Zhen, this kind of frightened days made her suffer for a period of time.
"Yaoyao ~ Yaoyao, listen to me, don't be so excited, I know the grievances and discomfort in your heart, I feel distressed, I really feel distressed and can't stand it, I don't know how many times I can't wait to go to Japan to find you, but even if I can really don't care, but I can't face my mother, whenever I see my mother crying in front of my dad's posthumous photo, the feeling of thinking about you will be suppressed by the guilt in my heart, I want to love you well, I want to keep our promises, but my heart can't get over this hurdle, Do you know Yaoyao? I love you, I've always loved you, and I've never stopped loving you for a moment, but what can I do? What am I going to do? And you went straight out of the country in a fit of rage, even if I wanted to go back to you, what would we do? Will I be able to go to Japan to accompany you, or will you give up your studies again and return to China? ”
Qi Zhen couldn't help but shed tears, at the moment his heart was helpless and desperate, for so long, he tried to let himself pretend that nothing happened, but how painful it was in his heart only he knew, I still remember the winter of that year, on the way home after getting drunk again, Qi Zhen was drunk and saw a girl walking in front of him who looked very similar to Li Yao, so he staggered to catch up with the girl, hugged people tightly and cried and pleaded, The price of this behavior for him was to be educated by the police uncle, but after he woke up, the frightened girl actually comforted him for a long time, just because he felt sorry for his helpless appearance at that time.
There are too many things like this, Qi Zhen seems to have been very dull over the years, but in fact, his heart has never been calm.