Yu's words made Yu Siqi fall into a long exam, and it is true that he really hopes that he can make a difference, even if it is at the cost. But he doesn't have much confidence in his growth, after all, this is not a field he is familiar with, and there are no reliable cases for him to refer to.

Hesitation is a normal problem for him, not to mention that this kind of frequent situation is mixed with some of his personal 'personal symptoms'. Under the intervention of his old friend's 'selective syndrome', Yu Siqi himself felt that he had to stay here for a long, long time.

Because, dazed and helpless, he really couldn't make up his mind.

In this way, he and Yu looked at each other, and neither of them spoke. It seems that after a long period of time, a very small voice sprouted in Yu Siqi's heart.

The voice was soft, but it was unusually powerful. In order to hear what the voice was saying, Yu Siqi closed his eyes and entered a state of meditation.

"Running away is just a cover for your failures, you incompetent coward."

That's right, I don't intend to refute such accusations, and I don't have any defensible excuse to fight back. His heart was fragile like a wounded bird, huddled in what he thought was a safe corner, unable to fly.

Negativity thrives on his body, but the thing called self-confidence is long gone. Constantly denying one's own abilities, constantly denying one's own existence, constantly denying oneself.

This negative impact made Yu Siqi unable to make up his mind at all, let alone have the strength to fight against it. He only knew that he even had a 'thought' that it was better to go on like this. Anyway, I am no longer really alive, and under the premise that the priest and their life and death are unknown, it is not a good place for me to be in this 'relatively safe' place, where I have someone to talk to and a place to stay.

"You seem to have made a decision," Yu said, turning around with some frustration, "and I'm glad you're able to be my new neighbor, but that's not something you should do right now." ”

"I... Did you snoop on my thoughts too? Yu Siqi knows very well that his superficial ideas are like being exhibited in front of others, but he really doesn't like the feeling of being 'mind read', which seems to be very una**.

That's the first question you need to change, if you really don't want people to have the ease of guessing what you're thinking. All you have to do is bury your true thoughts in your heart and reveal what you want others to know. Yu sat back on the throne and said thoughtfully, "Unfortunately, you have given up on the change. ”

"I didn't!" Yu Siqi didn't know why he would say such a thing, especially when he said it, the clouds and doubts in his heart dissipated.

His head began to light up, and he suddenly felt that he seemed to have some of the initiative, and he took advantage of the victory to chase after him, saying, "Please tell me what I should do." ”

"Does that mean you agreed?" Yu said slowly.

"I'm willing to do anything as long as I can make a difference." Yu Siqi said decisively: "I am willing to pay any price." ”

"I'm not a demon, and you're not a traveler who came to trade with me, so we don't negotiate the price."

Yu waved his hand lazily, and the black mud that rose from the ground turned into a wall. The dark walls glowed with starlight under Siqi's gaze. As the starlight gathered, some special images emerged.

Yu Siqi saw himself lying on the hospital bed with hanging needles in the picture, and there were two people standing around the bed. From this point of view, he couldn't see exactly what the doctor in the white coat looked like, but he could see the face of another person who was talking to him, it was actually Tang Jian.

"How's he doing?" Tang Jian asked.

"It's not too good, we've done the local checks. There were no unusual adverse reactions, but the mental side fluctuated too much, and it was clear that ... He was in a very bad mental state. The doctor said dryly: "Due to the equipment, I decided to take him back to the hospital for a full body examination at dawn tomorrow morning." Appropriate specimen collection may be performed if necessary. ”

"Does it matter?" Tang Jian crossed the doctor's head, glanced at the hospital bed and said, "No..."

"It's just a little blood, a little haircut. We will not cut meat from him unless we have to. "But in any case, as the only 'survivor' of this incident, I personally still have a lot of interest in him." ”

"Have you counted the number of victims?" Tang Jian asked.

"Thirty-three people in total, including civilians known to have died." The doctor put his hands in his pockets and said: "A very huge data, in the Chinese New Year's Eve, there will be such a mess." I can imagine the embarrassment of that guy from Bao Congxin now. ”

"Who would have thought that in the thirtieth of the Chinese New Year's Eve, there would still be people running to the deserted Ersai Square to square dance, this is really... Ay... Anyway, I'll have to go back and take a nap. Tang Jian yawned and said, "He'll leave it to you, Mr. Don't." ”

"Don't worry, I'll take care of him." The person known as Mr. Beh nodded, watching Tang Jian turn around and leave. It was also while Tang Jian left that Yu Siqi noticed that he was now in a relatively large medical tent.

The dim light pulled Yu Siqi's vision back to Yu, and the other party said, "Now there is an opportunity in front of you, are you willing to cherish it?" ”

"I don't understand what you mean," Yu Siqi thought for a moment, and suddenly realized, "Do you want me to escape?" ”

"You wouldn't be naïve enough to think that 'being a test subject' is something to celebrate, do you?" Yu asked rhetorically, and then continued: "Now is the time for you to take the opportunity to leave, once you are transferred to a hospital with layers of defense, I am afraid that even if I want to help you, with your ability, it will be difficult to escape." ”

"So what should I do now, just leave?" Yu Siqi asked: "I have no direction, no clue, and I don't know what I should do." ”

"I'll let you know, you just have to do what I tell you to do." Yu pulled off a large piece of black mud from his face, handed it to Yu Siqi and said, "Eat it, and you will be able to hear what I say at any time." ”

Looking at the disgusting black mud in front of him, and thinking about the place it was before, Yu Siqi couldn't help but want to vomit again.

"Cleanliness?" Yu tilted his head and said, "I didn't notice this, maybe you will be more acceptable to this?" ”

The black mud slowly turned into the shape of chocolate, and the rich milky aroma aroused Yu Siqi's desire.

"Eat, I'll transform it into what you like, although it's still the same inside, but it will make your fragile heart feel better." Yu stuffed the 'chocolate' into Yu Siqi's hand and said, "Once you eat it, I will send you back to where you belong." When the time comes, all you have to do is 'be obedient'. ”

Yu Siqi suddenly vaguely felt as if he was on a thief ship, but considering that this was his own choice after all, he didn't bother to care.

Swallowing the so-called 'chocolate' in one bite, Yu Siqi didn't even dare to chew it a few more times, he knew very well what he was eating, and he also understood the essence of this thing. But in order to grow, in order to make a difference for himself, he gave up.

When he did this, his consciousness began to blur. And before he was completely unconscious, he heard Yu's flirtatious and cheerful voice say, "Let's go and lift the veil called 'adventure'." ”