Ying'er and I walked with Senior Brother Xu, and we actually had a great time along the way. If it hadn't happened later, maybe, it wouldn't have been like much.

If I do it again, will I still go with Ying'er and Senior Brother Xu like this? I don't understand the answer. I know I don't blame him, I can't blame him for many things. Senior Brother Xu is a senior brother I respect very much, but I will always have some resentment towards him in my heart.

Maybe that resentment is not for him, but for myself.

Because Senior Brother Xu was already a member of the Heavenly Poison Sect, the Heavenly Poison Sect actually didn't trust him that much, after all, he hadn't been in the Heavenly Poison Sect for a long time, so the Heavenly Poison Sect naturally had to be careful. At that time, he was surrounded by many people who were watching him. They felt that we had a very close relationship with Senior Brother Xu, so they deliberately paid attention to the last place where Ying'er and I arrived - Kaifeng.

They met me through Senior Brother Xu, and they met Senior Brother through me. If I say that I will die, I feel meaningless, but what about my brother? Why did he die for no reason? He hasn't done anything, and he still has a wish that hasn't been fulfilled.

I clearly remember that a few years later, Senior Brother Xu was discovered by the Heavenly Poison Sect when he didn't come to the Heavenly Poison Sect sincerely, and finally died in the Heavenly Poison Sect. It's just that Senior Brother Xu didn't know what happened to his sister and where she was. He didn't know that the people of the Heavenly Poison Sect had finally found me, and I had found my senior brother. They were afraid that we would know the secrets of the Heavenly Poison Sect, which would bring us such a tragic end. If it weren't for them, if it weren't for them, Senior Brother wouldn't have died.

To this day, after countless reincarnations, I wonder what went wrong. I never understood why. Probably there is a lack of reason in this world many times.

Saying that I don't complain about Senior Brother Xu is naturally impossible. I always had a knot in my heart, although he took me to find my brother, but he was also the one who brought death to my brother. In fact, looking at Senior Brother Xu's face along the way, I sometimes think, do you know what will happen later? You don't know.

I blame Senior Brother Xu, and I also blame myself. If I were a little stronger, I wouldn't have dragged my brother back, and my brother wouldn't have died.

Senior Brother Xu and Ying'er are old acquaintances, in fact, he took more care of me along the way, and occasionally asked about the news of Senior Brother and Master. At first, I was a little wary, but then I told him everything.

I remember one day Senior Brother Xu asked me, "Do you complain about your senior brother who left the sect?" If he hadn't set a precedent, your senior brother might not have left, and Master might not have been so willing to fall. Do you blame him? I said to Senior Brother Xu, "To be honest, I don't complain. ”

Senior Brother Xu felt strange, "Why?" ”

I replied to him, "Because I haven't met Senior Brother Xu, I've never seen him." I don't know what kind of person he was or what he went through. But I remember the village below the mountain, and that Grandma Liu kept saying to him, 'I don't know what's good in the rivers and lakes, and I don't know if he eats well or not.'" The second baby always asked, 'Where did Brother God bless go?' ’”

I laughed, "At least the person who can make so many people miss is definitely not a bad person, right?" ”

When I said such words, my heart still twitched and hurt. Senior Brother Xu is not a bad person, I know that. He and Senior Brother are actually very similar, maybe it should be said that Senior Brother is worthy of being brought up by Senior Brother Xu, and he seems to be carved out of the same mold.

It's just that Senior Brother is a little more bright, and Senior Brother Xu is more gentle.

We were separated in Gangnam. A carrier pigeon brought a letter to Senior Brother Xu, and Senior Brother Xu's face was not good, and he said to us, "I'm sorry, I have some things to deal with in Jiangnan, so I can only accompany you here." ”

Ying'er and I hurriedly said, "No, no, we are very grateful that you can take us on this journey." ”

It is here that we and Senior Brother Xu are separated. At that time, I was still dreaming, although the rivers and lakes are very big, but I still hope to meet Senior Brother Xu in the future, after all, such a good person, right?

Just the two of us on our way...... Senior Brother Xu was still not very relieved, and went to help us pick out a lot of various things that we could use. In fact, Aunt Ruan has prepared a lot of things, and I don't think I need to buy so much, Senior Brother Xu, you still insist, and even finally found a carriage to send us to the carriage, and told the coachman, "Please send these two little girls to Kaifeng." Then he gave the coachman a small bag of gold.

The coachman was overjoyed when he saw that it was really a small bag of gold, and hurriedly invited Ying'er and me to the carriage, and was ready to set off.

But what's so funny about that? Senior Brother Xu has been taking care of us along the way, and now he has to spend money on us, how can this make sense? But all the belongings of Ying'er and I together are not as much as the small bag of gold given by Senior Brother Xu.

We were secretly discussing, and Senior Brother Xu probably saw what Ying'er and I meant, smiled and said, "Everyone is friends, this is just a little money." He also advised, "Although you are all martial arts practitioners, it is better to be careful when you go out, and it is always good to leave your weapons in your hands." He said it for a long time before leaving, waving at us.

I never thought that this parting would be goodbye forever. My encounter with Senior Brother Xu turned out to be everything I miss him in my life. Senior Brother Xu is a very good person, I have always known it.

However, the journey was not so smooth, we met a person on the road, that is a very important person to Ying'er, it is Ying'er's lover - Xia Xu.

To tell the truth, a cheerful child like Ying'er will eventually be willing to let go of his dream of walking the rivers and lakes and becoming a heroine because he likes someone, and become a gentle little woman, and then stay by his side and calculate firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea, I didn't expect it.

I have always thought that a happy woman like Ying'er is like a bird, and she should belong to the vast sky. But it doesn't seem bad to be a small grass nestled in a big tree.

It was on the border between Kaifeng and Jingzhou, the coachman was busy sending us to Kaifeng to go home with a small bag of gold, Ying'er opened the curtain and prepared to look at the scenery, but at this time she saw a man picking herbs in a trance and planted it headlong, and she didn't know where it fell.

"Excuse me, I see someone looking like they're falling! I'll take a look. Ying'er shouted busily.

The coachman also hurriedly pulled the horse, and watched me and Ying'er rush out, and Ying'er led me to the place where the man had fallen. We looked in, but fortunately it wasn't that high, and the man had some injuries on his body, but he seemed to be fine, shouting "Is there anyone?" ”

That person was Xia Xu.