Yun Sheng observed Yun Shuilian's face as she spoke, and when she saw her nodding with a cold face, she continued:

Then Comrade Zhang Shouyi knelt down for my milk, as if his father had an opinion on our family and didn't want to marry our family, so Comrade Zhang Shouyi had no way to come to the door to propose marriage. Later, I heard from my grandmother that you had found a job in Fenyang, so Comrade Zhang Shouyi went back. ”

Yun Shuilian lowered her eyes, covering the thoughts under her eyes.

When she learned the news of Zhang Shouyi's failed courtship from Yunshang, she felt that she should be sad, but the strange thing was that at this moment, her heart was calm, without the slightest sadness.

Yun Shuilian didn't know what was wrong with her, obviously she was not a merciless person, but in just a few days, why did she not have her previous vision and expectations for marrying Zhang Shouyi?

Even recalling the sad scene when she repented of Zhang Shouyi's marriage, she felt too far away and too unfamiliar.

Yun Sheng lay on Yun Shuilian's shoulder, seeing that she was silent, her eyes were full of confusion, and she couldn't help but sigh secretly:

"Aunt, Comrade Zhang Shouyi asked me a question before going back, and he said, if he wants to be transferred to Fenyang, can you still deal with him?"

Looking at Yun Shuilian's stunned expression, Yun Sheng then asked, "Aunt, what do you think, if Comrade Zhang Shouyi really comes to Fenyang, do you still want to deal with others?" ”

Yun Shuilian was stunned again, and after a long time, she slowly shook her head and said, "I don't know......" seems to be ...... It's okay to continue to deal with it, but if she doesn't, she won't be so sad.

Yun Sheng nodded, not at all surprised that Yun Shuilian would say this.

In Yunshang's opinion, Yun Shuilian never loved Zhang Shouyi at all, even if she had a good impression of Zhang Shouyi on a blind date, it was based on Yun Shuilian's use of her future husband's conditions to measure Zhang Shouyi at that time.

Zhang Shouyi is handsome, he is an urban hukou, and he is a regular employee of the Water Conservancy Bureau, which is a good family affair that cannot be faulted in all aspects for Yun Shuilian, who was a rural hukou at the time and has no job, and even if she climbs the other party's family affairs, Yun Shuilian has no reason not to agree.

With this foundation, Yun Shuilian will follow the meaning of the two elders and Zhang Shouyi, engage in a step-by-step manner, buy furniture, and fulfill the normal procedures that should be followed before marriage.

But the days of engagement and the days of buying furniture have encountered bad things.

Li Hongmei made a big fuss about the engagement banquet between the two, which made Yun Shuilian inevitably feel inferior in her heart when facing Zhang Shouyi, and she would worry that the old Zhang family would look down on her because of this matter.

And when she went to the county to buy furniture, Yang Jiao's appearance made Yun Shuilian soberly realize that her identity as a village aunt could not bring Zhang Shouyi any help, and even dragged Zhang Shouyi down after marriage.

Zhang Shouyi likes her now, it can be because she rejected Yang Jiao, but ten or twenty years later, will Zhang Shouyi regret not choosing Yang Jiao at the beginning and not becoming a cadre earlier?

Yun Shuilian has a pure temperament, but it doesn't mean that she is stupid. She must have thought about these practical problems many times in her heart.

When Zhang Shouyi repented of her marriage, Yun Shuilian was sad and sad, not only because she lost Zhang Shouyi, but also because of her unwillingness, anger, guilt, and confusion and fear of the future after being repented of her marriage.

Yun Shuilian knew in her heart that if she hadn't had the luxury of marrying someone from the city, the old Yun family would not have become a joke in ten miles and eight villages because of her, and she would not have the reputation of being a husband and wanting to climb high branches.

What made her even more desperate was that she couldn't escape from Xinglin Village, so she could only passively be trapped in that small world, letting the people around her point and watch her and Lao Yun's jokes.

Yun Shuilian went to high school, is a recognized cultural person in ten miles and eight villages, once fell to the bottom, from the existence that everyone envies to become a broom star that everyone avoids, this kind of gap is far from being able to bear Yun Shuilian who has just left school.

After Zhang Shouyi repented of his marriage, the reason why Yun Shuilian still had expectations for him was because she knew in her heart that only when Zhang Shouyi proposed marriage again could she wash away the stigma brought to her by the repentance of marriage, and only then could the entire old Yun family no longer be gossiped about.

It can be said that in the relationship between Zhang Shouyi and Yun Shuilian, Yun Shuilian has always been on the weak side, and she is dependent on Zhang Shouyi, both psychologically and externally.

When Yun Shuilian jumped out of the barren Xinglin Village and took root in Fenyang, the circle she came into contact with was different from before.

She no longer sits idle in the village all day and listens to people's gossip, she has a job, she has a new goal, her life is more exciting than before, and her heart is becoming more and more open-minded.

Of course, she herself has changed drastically from the inside out.

She is no longer a submissive village girl, but an independent and confident woman in the new era.

When it comes to Zhang Shouyi again, Yun Shuilian will look at him with an equal mentality, and at the same time, she will also find that her good impression of Zhang Shouyi is as fragile as a piece of paper, which will be broken when poked and can never be recovered.

For the beautiful memories that Zhang Shouyi brought her, she will regret and be relieved, but she will never be nostalgic.

And now that she is accompanied by her family, and no one around her gossip, coupled with a smooth work, she is naturally not so keen on finding a partner.

The most important thing is that Yun Shuilian has become more and more mature in her mentality, and she will feel that with her own efforts, she will wash away the stigma on her body, work hard, and make a career that makes the old Yun family proud of her, which is far more meaningful and reliable than marrying Zhang Shouyi and relying on Zhang Shouyi.

It can be said that the relationship between the two has officially ended since Yun Shuilian took root in Fenyang and completely changed her mentality.

Of course, if Zhang Shouyi can really be transferred to Fenyang and pursue Yunshuilian again, the two may still have a glimmer of hope.

……………

As soon as the two entered the gate of the Women's Federation, a young woman holding a child rushed in from outside, and as soon as she entered the door, she knelt in front of Yun Shuilian and shouted to the sky and the ground, asking Yun Shuilian to make her the decision:

"I know you are a comrade of the Women's Federation! You have to call the shots for me, if you don't care about me anymore, I won't be able to live, so I can only jump into the river with the two babies! ”

Yun Shuilian seemed to be commonplace, took a few steps back and put Yun Sheng to the side, and then went over to pull the woman up.

"This comrade, let's get up and talk slowly, don't worry, no matter what difficulties you encounter, our Women's Federation will definitely not stand idly by......

"Flutter!"

Before Yun Shuilian finished speaking, there was a sneer from upstairs, and then a little square-faced girl with braids and a cadre uniform came down from the second floor.

"Comrade, you come to the Women's Federation to solve the problem, look at the words on the door, find the right person and then complain, don't just pull someone and cry, if you pull the wrong person, aren't you stumbling in vain?"