Chapter XII

I watched him cry, missing a big piece of my heart. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. But why don't you blame me...... It's just to figure out this fact that I've been reincarnated in this world over and over again.

At that time, although the senior brother often acted like a senior brother, he looked extremely mature. I was so sad all of a sudden, he was at this time, but he was just a child who was still obsessed with home.

The more I understand, the more guilty I feel.

My brother cried for a long time, until then he couldn't cry anymore and cried, lying on the table without looking at me, but I kept looking at him. It took me a long time before my brother looked up at me, and he asked me, "Have you ever hated your father since he died?" ”

Naturally, it is hateful. My father and mother are just the shopkeeper of a small wine shop and don't have much money, and they just went back to their mother's house that day to see, but they were in trouble, and I have no reason not to hate.

"Then why can't you still learn the 'Love Sword', do you understand?"

"Because I don't have an obsession."

My parents watched Master take me away, they believed that Master could be trusted, and they had regrets when they left, but they didn't want me to live with hatred. But the senior brother is different, he watched his father and mother die, and he lived too painfully, didn't he?

The senior brother clutched the pendant tightly in his hand, and he said, "I must pass the test of Tianbo Mansion, I must find the robbers who killed my father and mother in the first place, and then kill them with my own hands." ”

My brother is different from me, his father and mother are dart masters, and his life has always been full of dangers. And that day, the little brother was hidden under the carriage, watched his mother being killed, told him not to speak out, and gave him hope. He has always hated those who broke his life.

Our experiences are similar and not similar.

I said, "Senior brother, I'll cheer you on!" "I'm going to cheer you on, I'm going to watch you well, I'm going to be there for you all the time. Human life is too short, brother.

He talked a lot about his father's mother, and kept talking, as if he was afraid that he would forget those gentle pasts, and kept saying, "My mother likes the osmanthus cake in that dim sum shop, and my father will always buy it for her." "My mother likes to read books and hates martial arts, but her martial arts are much higher than my father's."

Those fragments of the past are what make him the most persistent.

He talked for a long time, said that he was tired, and finally fell asleep on the table in the Scripture Pavilion, even before falling asleep, he was muttering his thoughts. Fortunately, he was recovered, and his pendant was recovered.

Elder Lu was also here, and the old man, who was like an old urchin, rarely sat beside his senior brother, looked at him with loving eyes, and patted his head gently.

In fact, Elder Lu has always been here, and has been here since the beginning. There was also a rule that the Scripture Pavilion could not speak loudly, but he didn't know it, just listened to the senior brother crying on the sidelines, and finally gently stroked his head after he finished crying.

Elder Lu said, "Hanfeng, this kid has always been strong, after becoming a senior brother, he has to have the style of a senior brother, and he can't show weakness in front of others. After a long time, a bad old man like me has forgotten that this child is not having an easy time. ”

"Let's just because I haven't been here."

Elder Lu said this and let out a long sigh. It wasn't until the senior brother was about to wake up that he left again, as if he had never been here.

It was rare for my brother to have such a relaxed time, and he woke up to see me reading, and seemed to be a little stunned for a moment. Our identities seem to be reversed, I used to wake up from sleep and look at him and smile in a daze, but this time it's the other way around.

I wanted to laugh a little, but I actually saw that my brother's cheeks were a little rosy, and because I had been sleeping, my face was printed with folds of clothes. The surface is still silent.,Looking at the book in his hand.。

It's just a bit of an accident, even if my brother wakes up now, he doesn't mean to read, but instead changes his position and falls asleep, which is completely different from the hard work I am usually familiar with.

I whispered, "Are you asleep again?" "Stopped talking.

The window is wide open, and you can see the gentle sound of the wind coming from the window, which is indeed inspiring.

I know, the senior brother has been restless because the pendant has disappeared during this time, and now that he has finally got it, he should be at ease. It's not bad to just take a good rest.

I still miss this time immensely. My brother always looks at me and is always by my side. And at this time, it was me who looked at him.

Maybe it was because he just woke up, but this time it didn't take long for the senior brother to wake up. I watched him stand up and stretch, smile at me, and go to the bookshelf to get the book.

In fact, it was already afternoon, and I was a little hungry, but neither of us had any intention of going to eat, so I sat here and read a book together, which was a strange feeling.

I was really hungry, and after sitting for a while, my stomach secretly rang, and the senior brother sitting opposite me laughed, "Let's go, go eat something." Then he habitually put his hand on my head.

Very happy.

At this time, when I went to the dining hall, the free meals provided by the sect had already been eaten, and I was going to pay for it myself, but my senior brother directly gave me the money for the meal, and I didn't want to pay him back, just shook his head.

I didn't know what to say, so I sat down with him with a bowl to eat.

Senior brother is not a very talkative person, usually most of the time I say a sentence and he answers, but today I dare not say anything. The senior brother's expression was very solemn, and he was a little distracted.

I didn't want to disturb him, just kept my head down and occasionally sneaked a peek at him.

It was so quiet, a little strange, except for the sound of shredded breathing, all that could be heard was the soft sound of the cutlery.

It was a long time before I heard my brother sigh, and I looked up to see his eyes. The senior brother said, "You don't have to worry about me, I'm fine." "That being said, it's unlikely not to worry.

I saw him hang the pendant on his sword again, and he said, "Don't worry, because you've already sent it back, haven't you?" ”

A moment of relief. The pendant suddenly seemed to have some other meaning, it was no longer just a gift from his mother, but also my first birthday gift to him.

It was lost, but after a while I returned it to him.

I just nodded, not knowing what to say.

The senior brother continued, "Do you still want to go out and have fun? ”

"Huh?" I was a little confused for a while, why did I suddenly mention this.

"Although it's not going out to play, but the sect has a task to go out to purchase, if you want to go, you can pick it up." Then the senior brother looked at me with a somewhat blank look and added, "I will go too." ”

I smiled and promised him, "Okay!" ”