In fact, the number of the brainwave amplitude device on the helmet has long been lower than 30, and has been hovering around 20, Aunt Bai wanted to wake up Gou Shun, but was stopped by Qian Yan.

"Aunt Bai, is there any danger to your life around 20?" Qian Yan asked.

"It's not life-threatening, it's just that I'm in extreme grief, and it may take a long time to calm down after waking up." Aunt Bai replied.

Qian Yan thought for a while and said, "Aunt Bai, his dream can be automatically connected, even if he wakes him up this time, he still has to face it next time, he can't escape, since there is no danger to his life, then continue." ”

In fact, Qian Yan's heart was very unbearable, but she couldn't bear to let Gou Shun be sad twice because of a fragment of a dream.

This also gave Gou Shun and An Ran a complete farewell, but fortunately, in addition to being sad, the two of them were quite calm.

Gou Shun stood at the door of the courthouse in a daze, until An Ran disappeared for a long, long time, and he was still motionless.

Looking at the still picture, Qian Yan said, "Aunt Bai, wake him up." ”

Gou Shun, who was woken up, was like in a dream, his expression was dull, motionless, and only the tears in his eyes moved.

Qian Yan took a pack of tissues and sat next to Gou Shun, without speaking, just wiping his tears from time to time.

About half an hour later, Aunt Bai handed over a glass of water and said, "Junzi, don't cry, drink some water." ”

Gou Shun didn't go to pick up the water cup, but only heard him say faintly: "This time it's really over, it's really over, Enron is gone, there's nothing." ”

Qian Yan didn't say anything like her this time, he understood that An Ran's weight in Gou Shun's heart was incomparable to her, she sighed and asked, "Gou Shun, in court, did you admit that you killed Xia Rushi?" ”

Gou Shun nodded.

"Why?" Qian Yan was a little puzzled.

I saw that Gou Shun still said with a sad face: "Do you know what despair is? Have you ever experienced despair? It doesn't matter who killed Xia Rushi, maybe that's just an excuse for me to leave completely. ”

"So in the dream you want to die?"

"When you are worse off than dead, you can't see anything in front of you, and death may be a relief." There was no trace of life in Gou Shun's tone.

After hearing this, Qian Yan couldn't help but worry in her heart, she grabbed Gou Shun's hand.

Gou Shun didn't dodge, still motionless.

Gou Shun's hand was very cold, Qian Yan seemed to be holding a piece of ice, she said gently: "Gou Shun, you are wrong, death, is never a relief, just an escape." Since you love Enron so much, have you ever thought that if you die, she may feel guilty for the rest of her life. ”

"In court, I didn't think much about it, but when she spoke to me again, it occurred to me that I might not be able to die."

"What did you tell her?"

"I'm trying to keep her."

"But you don't seem to be making it, are you?" Qian Yan asked cautiously.

Gou Shun nodded, let out a long sigh, and said: "She's right, many things can't go back, not to mention that I can't keep her selfishly, because I can't give her happiness, maybe letting go is the only way, she is so good, without me, she can live a happier life." ”

Qian Yan understands that the love of Gou Shun in the dream, although it is not vigorous, but it is also unforgettable enough, the two people in the dream do have each other in their hearts, she doesn't know how to comfort Gou Shun, after all, the two of them are not wrong.

"Gou Shun, it's still the same sentence, the things in the dream haven't happened yet, even if the dream is a prophecy, you can find a way to change it, isn't it?" Qian Yan said.

"Can it be changed? I have done so much, Xia Rushi is still with Zhao Chengxiang. Gou Shun's tone was a little helpless.

After hearing this, Qian Yan shook her head and said: "Xia Rushi and An Ran are different, the relationship between Xia Rushi and Zhao Chengxiang, you are just an outsider, and the relationship between you and An Ran, you are the party, you can't change others, but you can change yourself." ”

Gou Shun suddenly understood something, and said: "Yes, if I didn't show up, then An Ran wouldn't fall in love with me, so that she might be able to find someone who gave her happiness." ”

"Okay, Gou Shun, don't think about the future first, you just need to understand that the things in the dream haven't happened yet." Qian Yan continued to guide.

"Okay, can we go back and rest?" Gou Shun seems to have lost interest in Qian Yan's rhetoric.

Gou Shun can still distinguish between dreams and reality, he just can't tell the difference, if it's really a dream, why is the feeling so real?

Qian Yan seems to have been prepared for Gou Shun's impatience, and she has seen the changes from Gou Shun to the current one when she first came to the research center.

Qian Yan sent Gou Shun back to the house and didn't say anything more, she hoped that Gou Shun could calm down and think about it, even though she knew that this hope was very slim.

Gou Shun was lying on the bed, he tried to calm down a little, forcing himself to start the dream from the first valley fragment to break up with An Ran and relive it in his mind, he felt happy, lost, happy, angry and desperate, he couldn't help but worry about himself in the dream, now, he can still use the dream to convince himself, but what should Gou Shun do in the dream? He has no ability, no spiritual support, and no martial arts, he will definitely go crazy, right?

He thought about it for a long, long time, and he didn't think about what he should do in his dream. He was a little anxious, anxious to know what would happen next.

Qian Yan gently pushed the door open, she glanced at Gou Shun, and then put a bag of things on Gou Shun's bed.

"What's that?" Gou Shun asked.

"There are five days to go before the New Year, I brought you a new set of clothes, a new atmosphere for the New Year, I hope you can also have a good mood." Qian Yan said very sincerely, she hoped that Gou Shun could be well.

Qian Yan also asked herself, why she was so good to Gou Shun, there is no doubt that she is a kind person, maybe she was also moved by the love of Gou Shun and An Ran, or maybe she just felt that Gou Shun was a little pitiful.

Why, she couldn't answer herself.

"Thank you." Gou Shun said that he rarely buys new clothes, a piece of clothing can always be worn for several years, and the first woman to buy him new clothes in his dream is An Ran, and in reality it seems that he will come earlier.

"Put it on, shall you? See if it's suitable or not. Qian Yan proposed.

However, Gou Shun didn't try, he stood up and said, "Let's go, go to Aunt Bai first." ”

"Are you in a hurry? Aren't you afraid of what will happen to you later? Qian Yan asked.

"I have lost the most precious thing, what is there to despair, I just want to know what happened to Gou Shun in the dream, because he is also me, I have a hunch that maybe this long dream is coming to an end, because in the dream. I can't hold on anymore. ”

After hearing this, Qian Yan sighed and said, "Okay, it may be a good thing to be able to end it early, and I don't want you to be trapped in that dream forever." ”

When they arrived at Aunt Bai's house, everyone didn't say much nonsense, and Gou Shun sat straight on the sofa and put on headphones.

The single pendulum began the familiar movement.

It was a man sitting in front of a huge glass window on the corner of a busy street.

The man's hair had reached his shoulders, probably because he hadn't washed it for a long time, and had been glued into clumps, hanging on top of his head.

The beard is also very long, about five or six centimeters, and it is messily around the mouth, looking like a bird's nest from a distance.

The man was dressed in tattered clothes, and not to mention how dirty the clothes were, just looking at the big holes in them would make people want to give him a few more dollars.

At this time, he looked at the pedestrians on the street expressionlessly, except for the sluggishness in his eyes, it was empty, and the sun shone on his body, making him look a little lazy.

He is Gou Shun, the Gou Shun after breaking up with Enron.

After leaving the door of the courthouse that day, he hesitated for a long time, and then he returned to the rented home, and when he saw the bedroom, he felt a little dizzy in his head, and he quickly closed his eyes.

However, as soon as he closed his eyes, An Ran would appear in his mind, An Ran was laughing, An Ran was crying, An Ran was making fun of him, and An Ran was looking at him with a deficit in his eyes.

He fled from that home, but he couldn't escape the safety in his mind, An Ran kept beating in his mind, and gradually, he saw every woman on the street, and he felt that it was An Ran.

If he had a job, he could have worked hard, but he was fired, and if he had friends, he could have gotten drunk and listen to some comfort, but he didn't have any.

The world is so big, but he doesn't know where to go, yes, he still has a grandfather, but he doesn't know how to explain to his grandfather about losing Enron, and he doesn't want to go back and drag his grandfather down.

He just walked down the street like that, one day, two days......

He had thought about starving himself to death of thirst or letting a car crash to death, but he told himself that he couldn't, and if An Ran knew, she would definitely feel that she had killed him, and she would blame herself, feel guilty, or do something stupid.

He couldn't die, but he couldn't live, and Gou Shun didn't know what to do, until people threw him money, water, and food, and he seemed to have found his place.

Gradually, he learned not to think, to numb himself, to make his brain an ornament, so that it didn't seem so painful.

A luxury car sped past Gou Shun's side, and after a while, it reversed back and stopped in front of Gou Shun.

Out of the car was a neatly dressed man, about the same age as Gou Shun.

"Gou Shun?" The man shouted in disbelief.

Gou Shun raised his head and saw Fu Yusen standing in front of him, but did not speak.

I saw Fu Yusen turn to the car, looked at the driver and asked, "Do you have a bank card?" ”

"Brought it." The driver replied.

"How much money is in the card?"

"Hundreds of thousands."

"Bring it."

Fu Yusen took the driver's bank card and asked, "What is the password?" ”

“123456。”

Fu Yusen threw the bank card on Gou Shun's body and said, "Classmate, don't say that I won't save you if I die, the password is 123456, take it and spend it." ”

Gou Shun picked up the bank card, threw it on Fu Yusen's body, and said, "Get out." ”

"Yo, I've learned to be angry, I've done everything, this is even compensation, do you want to love it." Fu Yusen said, ignoring Gou Shun, and walked to the car.

"Stop." Gou Shun suddenly shouted.

Fu Yusen stopped, turned his head, and said with a smile: "What's wrong?" Too little? ”

"Be nice to Enron." Gou Shun's tone was like a request.

"Two million at a time, isn't that good? It's not a big star. Fu Yusen said with a smile.

"What do you mean?" Gou Shun didn't understand.

"What do you mean? Could it be that you still want me to be responsible for her, if that's the case, the people I need to be responsible for are not a thousand but eight hundred, and I don't have the energy. Gou Shun, let me tell you, Enron is a treasure in your eyes, and in my eyes, it is a ......"

didn't wait for Fu Yusen to finish speaking, but Gou Shun on the ground suddenly jumped up and pounced on Fu Yusen.