Chapter 4 Love Only Yourself
Compared with the three questions asked by the man before, Yi Shengge answered quickly.
When saying this "no", it is much faster, less hesitant than before, and more affirmative.
After saying this, both of them fell into a brief silence.
The man stared into Yi Shengge's eyes, as if he was a little surprised by the answer, which was not the one he wanted to hear.
Yi Shengge lowered his eyes and looked at the ground, no longer looking directly at the man as he had just done, as if a trace of guilt welled up in his heart.
"Yi Shengge, I want to ask you, why the last question, your answer is no."
"It's simple, didn't you say? Just answer yes or no. If you don't have it, you don't have it, so why force it? ”
I don't know why, but when he said the word "no", Yi Shengge's heart was still empty.
"Then did you not want to sacrifice yourself for the sake of your loved ones, or did you not think about it at all?"
"I've already said no, why do you have to force me to answer you? Don't you know how to read minds? You can even feel some of the thoughts that flashed through my head just now. Then you should read it now, read what I don't think in my heart? ”
Yi Shengge's sudden annoyance and anger made the man feel a little surprised. This sudden change of mood does not seem to happen to a mild-mannered person. What exactly was he so enraged all of a sudden, the man didn't know yet.
Men don't know how to read minds? It's just that because of a little understanding of Yi Shengge, the blind guess just happened to be right.
The man was not angry because of Yi Shengge's emotions, but still smiled as always.
"I can honestly tell you that I don't have mind reading. You may have some misunderstanding about me, or some of the things I just said. ”
"You don't have mind reading? And what do you mean by what you just said for no reason? ”
"I didn't expect to be able to guess what you were thinking, probably because I knew something about you."
Yi Shengge's face showed a sarcastic expression, and his eyes narrowed a little, looking at the man with hostility.
"Understood? Do you know me? I take the liberty of asking, who are you? I don't know where you came from, but you still know me? This kind of forcible way is too funny, isn't it? ”
"I know you're going to keep on with it, okay, I'll tell you who I am right now."
Yi Shengge raised his hand suddenly, just covering half of his face, blocking his eyes.
"No, I suddenly don't want to know much about who you are. Since you've been pretending to be mysterious and refusing to say it, then why bother to force it? You don't say I don't want to hear it, it's just that. ”
Yi Shengge rolled his eyes at the man with contempt, and then looked away. Then he turned away, and no longer looked up at the man, Yi Shengge didn't like this kind of conversation that seemed unequal.
"You just need to tell me how to get out of the dream. Don't give me something here, it's boring and a waste of time. If I dream of you today, even if I am unlucky, it will make me feel bad at night. ”
Yi Shengge no longer faced him, turned his back, and looked at the scene in front of him that was still like a moat. He was a little irritable at the moment, and he didn't want to stay in this anymore.
The man looked at Yi Shengge's back, still rising and falling. It should be shortness of breath, and it was difficult for him to calm down in a short time.
"Huh."
The man sighed, looking helpless.
"I just want to hear you say what's really going on in your heart, is it that hard? If you think about it yourself, can you not know what you think? ”
"Okay, okay, I'll tell you okay."
Yi Shengge couldn't stand the man's sigh, as if this last sigh was the last straw that crushed the yak.
Yi Shengge turned around abruptly, staring at the man with a cold face. The indifference in his eyes seemed to see through him.
"I'm going to tell you now why the last question, I said no. First of all, I never thought that in my life, there would be the loved ones you talked about, and that such a thing could not happen. I don't love anyone, and I don't need anyone to love me. I think it's good for me to live with Xiaohe, and I don't need anyone to mix. I don't think love is that important. ”
Yi Shengge's indignant appearance did not diminish in the slightest, and the more he talked, the more energetic he became.
"Second, even if I did meet the person you said you loved, I believe it was because of profit. I don't really want anything in my life, I just love money. If the other party is really a rich daughter, especially rich, even if it is rich, I think it's okay. That daughter is the person I love, I just want to live a nourishing life, there is no problem, right? ”
"Third, sacrificing oneself? Which country are you kidding? Sacrificing yourself? Who in this world is worthy of sacrificing my own? I'm really curious, she's covered in gold, isn't she? Let me be hot-headed to sacrifice myself and fight for my life? I'm sorry, but the question you mentioned has never been within the scope of my thinking, and it can't happen. ”
As he spoke, Yi Shengge raised his right hand, raised it to the left side of his face, and swung it into a fist, and then spread it directly to the right.
Yi Shengge began to be angry, although this was unexpected by the man, but it was reasonable.
The man narrowed his eyes slightly, looking at Yi Shengge's reaction, he was actually a little expectant.
"Can you promise to answer my questions so quickly all the time?"
"No problem, if there is anything, ask directly, let me out early after asking early."
"So, what about Yi Shenghe?"
Yi Shengge was stunned for a moment, Yi Shenghe was outside the scope of his thinking, but this did not affect him from answering the question.
"What's wrong with Yi Shenghe? Yi Shenghe is not my loved one. ”
"Don't you love him?"
"It's not called love. He is my brother, he is my relative. ”
"Isn't there love between relatives?"
"I said no, this is family affection, it is responsibility, and my responsibility is to protect him."
"Then he is in danger, and you can't save him when he dies?"
"Help, but I can't fight for my life."
"Really?"
"Really."
Yi Shengge's eyes began to glow bloodshot, and he looked terrifying.
"That Yi Shenghe is in danger one day, and you can only protect him with your life. And if you don't save him, he will die, have you thought about the consequences? How will you live in the future, how can you feel at ease? ”
"I have, I am very at ease, I will definitely live a good life by myself at that time, no different from when he was alive."
"Did you ever think he wanted to survive? Are you willing to watch him die? ”
"Don't I want to live? Is he willing to watch me die? ”
"No, he won't. I'm sure he'll save you, there's no way he's going to watch you die. Even if he had to fight for his life in the end, he would do his best. ”
"No, I won't. I believe that I myself will definitely not save him, and I will not be able to give up my life. I want to live too, is there anything wrong with that? ”
"No, of course not. But I just want to ask you, are you telling you what you mean? ”
"Don't you know how to read minds? Look, can't you see that I'm telling the truth? ”
"I don't know how to read minds, I can't tell if it's true or not. I just want to know, are all these words from your heart? ”
"yes, what's wrong? Can't I have such selfish thoughts? ”
"Of course you can, and I agree with you very much, very well."
"Well, is there anything else you want to ask? Let me out without asking. ”
"I only have one last question now, and you should have thought it through for so long. Can you briefly explain why you think that? Don't you love your brother? Wouldn't you fall in love with someone else? Don't you love the world? ”
"I only love myself."
After Yi Shengge answered this last question, he was extremely relaxed. There was nothing to hold him down anymore, and he finally had all he had to say.
The man looked at Yi Shengge's already red eyes, and only after the roaring answer did he begin to regain a little sense.
Almost all of Yi Shengge's words just now were answered in seconds, so he believed that what Yi Shengge said should be true.
After all, it is only at great speed that the direct response of the human brain represents the truest thoughts in their hearts.
An extremely strange smile appeared at the corner of the man's mouth, not in a big way, fleeting. His face was no longer the stiff and false smile that he had been maintaining. His eyes softened and softened a lot.
"Yi Shengge, I really didn't misunderstand you. You are the person I have been wandering for thousands of years, looking for someone who only loves himself. ”
The man's voice gradually became much lighter, and this "Yisheng Song" was very familiar. It's exactly the same as the sound that woke up Yi Shengge in a dream at that time. It's so real, so apt, as if the voice of the person who spoke in front of me before was just a puppet.
"Who the hell are you?"
"It's a secret, but I'm sure you'll find out one day."
The man's voice was like a spring, trickling, melodious, and eloquent. He gradually fell from the place where he had just been levitated, and stood very smoothly in front of Yi Shengge.
"But since you've already asked, I'll let you take a look."
The man slowly raised his hands and laid them flat in front of his face, like a veil, covering his face. The hair in his ears suddenly spilled down like a waterfall, thick and soft on his back, up to his waist.
And when the man's hands slowly left his face, Yi Shengge was so shocked that he didn't know what to say.
A delicate and refined face, with a light and spiritual aura. The skin is white and beautiful, the spirit is natural, the peach cheeks are smiling, the air is like a quiet orchid, and it is indescribably gentle and lovely. Yi Shengge looked at her clear eyes, and he could already reflect his expression at this moment.
The clothes on the man's body also gradually began to transform. From the shabby poor scholar costume worn by Yi Shengge, it became a light blue silver embroidered blouse, but the sleeves had to be bigger, although there was no wind around, the sleeves were rustling in the wind.
The waist is tightly cucked, and the lower body is a long light blue skirt, which is tattooed with mysterious and attractive patterns, and a pair of plain white shoes on the feet, which are white and immaculate. There are no superfluous decorations on the body, and if it is described as plain, it is appropriate.
"You, you, you, you, you're actually a girl?"
"What's wrong? Is this hard to see? ”
Yi Shengge's eyes began to appear invisibly, and the eyes were full of the sweetness and beauty of a woman.