After Ye Feng left, Su Xiaoyan's mood couldn't calm down for a long time. She suddenly realized that it seems, no, it should be, she really came to this world, not cosplay, not a week-long experience tour, but really became Su Yan, she is Su Yan, she is going to spend the rest of her life here, the rest of her own life.

Su Xiaoyan may have been watching everything of the ancient people coldly as a modern person in this world before, as if he was watching a large-scale costume drama, whether the people in the game are dead or alive, sad or happy, as a person watching the drama, at most two tears of sympathy will be wiped, as for the rest, what does it have to do with her. However, at this time, Su Xiaoyan understood that this was already her life, her life, those people, her parents, her future husband, her brothers and sisters, were all living people, who really existed in front of her. She seems to have been escaping from this reality. Perhaps, as Su Yan, as Su Xiaoyan, it is time for her to take her own responsibility.

"Qingmei, let's go to Shudeokin."

In Shude Courtyard, Bai was stroking the letter from her brother that Bai Yu brought to her last time. If she hadn't been able to receive letters from her family, she would have forgotten that she still had a name called Bai Huanting, she was still the youngest daughter of the Bai family, not just the Bai family in Su Jin's mouth, or Mrs. Zuo Xiang in the eyes of others.

The elder brother said in the letter that his father missed her and thought very much, and his father had already regretted the cruel words he had put down at the beginning, saying that if she insisted on marrying Su Jin, she would have to break off the father-daughter relationship with her. The elder brother also said that her Begonia Courtyard at home is still reserved for her. My brother also said......

Bai Huanting's eyes gradually moistened, and she recalled all kinds of jokes and jokes at home when she was a child, as if she was a world away. But Bai Huanting shook her head again and again: "No, no, no, I can't go back...... I'm so dirty...... If I go back, it will definitely bring disaster to the Bai family, I am a family unfortunate, I am sorry for the Bai family...... Now only the Su family can want me, I ...... I have to stay at the Su family, I can't go back......"

Bai Huanting's face was full of tears, her face revealed a faint despair, and the last desire to survive thinking that she had grasped the last straw: "I still have Xiaoyan, I can't let her become as dirty as me." Yes, I still have a little word......"

Just as the expression on Bai Huanting's face began to distort a little, a notice came from outside the door: "Fourth Miss has arrived." The fourth lady finally brought Bai Huanting's reason back. Bai Huanting was stunned for a moment, quickly got up, wiped the tears on her face, straightened the clothes on her body, sat back on the main seat with the support of the maid on the side, and put on the mask named the mother of the Su family on her face again.

After Su Xiaoyan entered the door, he saw Bai Shi sitting on a rosewood chair with reddish eyes.

Did my mother just cry? Su Xiaoyan was a little surprised, but his expression was still naturally like Bai's: "Greetings to my mother." ”

Bai Shi nodded and motioned for Su Xiaoyan to get up: "Why do you have time to come to me today?" Have you copied all the books your father asked you to copy? ”

Su Xiaoyan was embarrassed: "Well, if you go back to your mother, you haven't yet." ”

Bai's face suddenly stiffened: "Then don't go back and copy it." ”

Su Xiaoyan was aggrieved: "Does my mother want to drive me away like this?" So...... Don't want to see Xiao Yan? ”

Bai was stunned.

Su Xiaoyan looked directly into Bai's eyes and said seriously: "Mother, thank you in the main hall that day." ”

Seeing that Bai Shi was still looking at him stunned, Su Xiaoyan sighed slightly, and continued to say to Bai Shi: "Mother, Xiao Yan misses you very much. ”

With that, Su Xiaoyan walked towards Bai Shi and hugged Bai's body, which was already stiffened on the chair.

Su Xiaoyan pressed Bai Huanting's ear: "Mother, I have grown up and become an adult, and I will marry ** in less than three weeks." Mother, don't you want to take a good look at me before I leave? Don't you want to talk to me again? ”

Su Xiaoyan felt that the body he was holding was trembling slightly, and there seemed to be warm liquid dripping down his neck.

Su Xiaoyan hugged the Bai family tighter: "Mother, you don't have to worry about my future anymore." Jade King: He's fine. Although he is a little stupid, his daughter likes him, and he seems to like his daughter very much. Mother, the daughter will live well in the future, but the daughter hopes that the mother can live well, and the mother herself is happy, and the daughter will really feel happy. Mother, are you happy? ”

Su Xiaoyan's ears heard Bai's soft sobs.

"Mother, my daughter hasn't seen you smile for many years, and she hasn't really smiled for many years."

Bai's body trembled violently. A whimper that seemed to have been held in his throat for decades was finally released at this time. Bai finally hugged Su Xiaoyan and cried loudly.

Su Xiaoyan's hand hung in the air and hesitated for a moment, and finally landed lightly on Bai's back and patted it gently.

At this moment, Su Xiaoyan saw the letter that Bai had just hidden under the cushion of the chair in a panic. Xu was in a hurry, and the letter also showed a corner outside. Su Xiaoyan continued to carefully hug the crying Bai with one hand, and quietly reached out to the letter from her uncle, the Bai brother, with the other hand.

"Wan Ting, my father really misses you. Wan Ting, your father really doesn't care if you want to go home or not, as long as you can be happy and happy every day. Your mother and I have not asked anything of you since you were a child, and your only wish is that you can live this life happily and safely......"

Su Xiaoyan took the letter and read it softly.

"Father, I'm sorry! Daughter is not filial!! Bai Huanting cried out again. Only this time, she is no longer Su Xiaoyan's mother, but as the daughter of the Bai family, her father's daughter.

The sadness, grievances and longings that Bai had suppressed in her heart for so many years seemed to have revived in her already numb heart with this bold voice. It turns out that she also has a heart. It turns out that she also has her own joys, sorrows, and sorrows. It turned out that she also had a real self of her own.

That day, the Bai family hugged Su Xiaoyan and cried for a long time. After venting, Bai's swollen eyes began to babble about Su Xiaoyan.

When Su Xiaoyan heard the fifth "I'm not worthy, it's my fault, I'm sorry ......" in Bai's mouth, Su Xiaoyan finally understood that Bai was PUA by Su Jin nine times out of ten and didn't know it.

was hit by self-confidence, and erased his personality and thoughts, even to the point that he didn't even dare to go home. This Su Jin is really a PUA master.

Now that Bai Huanting's self-consciousness has begun to awaken, perhaps......

"Mother, do you want to go home?"

Bai Huanting nodded suspiciously: "Yes." ”

"Mother, let's get along with my father."