Chapter 11 Self-inflicted affection

I don't know for what specific reason, Ivan can't tell, he just likes the scene in front of him very much.

For the boss and the boss lady, such a dull life, Ivan is very interesting, and he is so intoxicated that it is difficult to get out.

From the moment the proprietress left the table where Ivan was sitting and turned to walk towards the boss, his eyes never took his eyes off her.

It's not that the figure of the proprietress is so charming, the graceful figure, no, but it is so attractive to Ivan.

And what really made Ivan unable to take his eyes off it was those subtleties. Even before the proprietress walked to the stall, the husband and wife did not speak as loudly as they had shouted in the air before. But Ivan only had to look at his expression, and he could guess what was going on by looking at it.

Until the proprietress walked to the table and ate the scallion egg noodles that the boss personally gave her, and then the two little girls came.

Later, after Ivan watched the proprietress hurriedly finish eating the noodles in front of him, he got up and quickly walked behind the boss.

The two of them started a new conversation, and during the whole process, Ivan didn't hear anything very specific.

Or a very clear dialogue process, no, Ivan is not clairvoyant, nor is he an ear to the wind, but he is imaginative.

The boss and the hostess were not far from Ivan, and he could see the two of them looking at each other and smiling, a relaxed smile.

Ivan could see that they were thinking about each other, and this seemingly subtle change was caused by the depth of their feelings.

None of them escaped Ivan's eyes, he liked it, and at the same time admired and looked forward to this scene, and he wanted to be part of it even more.

When the proprietress left, Ivan pestled the pair of chopsticks he was holding in the noodle soup, and then maintained this position.

There is nothing else in between, and the chopsticks are against the bottom of the bowl, which is very stable and does not slip and shake.

Ivan was able to maintain the balance of his left and right hands all the time, completely unaffected by this posture, and was even.

Until I watched the proprietress bring the bowl of unknown things to the two people who were standing in front of the stall before. Ivan's posture has not changed, and it can be said that he has always been annotating the scene in front of him in the same posture, and he can't take his eyes off it.

Ivan barely moved, as if he had suddenly moved, and the scene in front of him would be affected by it.

In fact, for anyone in this scene, Ivan is just a dispensable bystander.

Whether it's the boss or the hostess, no one cares too much about Ivan's presence, at best he is a guest.

But it was this feeling of not being noticed that made Ivan even more bold, and he didn't have to care too much about other people's eyes.

Ivan can watch every move between the boss lady and the boss openly, as if this is the life he longed for before. Without the interference of others, Ivan looked at these people who did not know where they came from, occupying the field of vision.

They live their lives that are related to themselves but not very relevant, and the expression on Ivan's face changes with the boss lady and the boss.

Even if the interaction between the two of them was small and silent, it did not affect Ivan's concentration and then diverged.

It didn't seem to be anything serious or important, Ivan was simply happy for the two of them.

There weren't too many personal feelings mixed in it, and Ivan still wanted to pull out, even if he was already full of thoughts.

This continued until the hostess brought the bowl of ravioli to the guest's table, and Ivan remained unchanged like a sculpture.

This continued until Yao Qiao pulled her chopsticks out of the bowl, placed them on the edge of the bowl, and sat up straight.

Yao Qiao looked at Ivan in front of him, the shredded meat noodles in his bowl had hardly moved, and there was no change before and after.

And when Yao Qiao was eating before, she ate with her head buried almost the whole time, and today she was not as usual.

In the past, when the two of them ate together, Yao Qiao and Ivan would talk and laugh while eating, talking and talking about the funny things they had heard.

It's not that this bowl of noodles is really so delicious that she is reluctant to raise her head to talk to Ivan at all.

It seems that talking to Ivan in the middle of a meal is a waste of time appreciating delicious food, but it is not.

Since Yao Qiao herself confessed that she and Ivan were just ordinary friends, Ivan did not have any overreaction to what she said.

But it was this reaction that made Yao Qiao feel a little flustered, as if Ivan had to say something at least after hearing it.

What to say more can make Yao Qiao's heart more steady, she didn't expect Ivan to be more silent, silent to her.

If Ivan takes the initiative to say something, it can also make Yao Qiao's heart more steady, as if she can continue to face Ivan.

But it was precisely because Ivan didn't say a word, and he no longer took the initiative to bring up a topic as before, so that the two of them could discuss it well, just enough to pass the long time of eating, Ivan didn't speak, and Yao Qiao didn't speak.

The two of them are like they are angry, since you don't say it, then I won't say it, neither of them has the intention of showing weakness to each other.

Even Ivan's problem is that he is really too focused, too serious about the daily life of the boss and the boss lady.

Even if the problem with Yao Qiao is that she really cares too much, and takes other people's judgment of her relationship with Ivan too much.

The two of them obviously don't have anything, at least in Yao Qiao's current cognition, she really thinks like this.

It's not that Yao Qiao doesn't want anything between herself and Ivan, she just thinks it's good to be as simple as she is now.

Isn't it the best of such pure feelings and ways of getting along, how beautiful is such a pure friendship between the two?

It may also be because of this idea and thought, Yao Qiao is not as good as before, if she wants to talk to Ivan, she will take the initiative to talk to Ivan.

Yao Qiao was worried that if he had another one, he might feel that it didn't matter, but in the eyes of others, it was a very intimate action with Ivan. Then others will think that she and Ivan are husband and wife, a young couple, or a brother, sister and brother.

Yao Qiao doesn't like these relationships, and she doesn't want to be bound by them, even if those words may just be someone else's unintentional move.

Even if no one cares about what the relationship between the two of them really is, after all, they don't matter, even if it doesn't matter.

No matter what the relationship is, it will not affect other people's lives too much, it will only affect the individual's thoughts.

More often than not, it's just a person who thinks too much about himself, but in fact, he doesn't have a lot of contact with others.