"It's just so confused, we're together, and I haven't come back to my senses for a long, long time, and I feel like I'm in a trance.

I thought he should be upset when something like this happened, after all, he has someone he likes and will have his own life in the future, but I have disrupted his life, shouldn't his normal reaction be annoyed and cut off contact with me?

But who knew that he would accuse me of being responsible...... I wonder if this script is reversed?

I really can't believe it's all true, I'm so afraid that this is just a dream, and I wake up without thinking.

I quietly prayed in my heart that if this was really a dream that God had woven for me, then I hoped that this dream would never wake up.

I know, maybe he said that out of responsibility, maybe he still likes He Zhiqing in his heart, but I really want to be selfish once, like Xiao Ai said, fight for yourself, otherwise there will be regrets in the future.

I didn't mean to destroy them, and I didn't want to hurt anyone, but I only have this one chance, let me be brave and try it once, if I hurt He Zhiqing, I can only say sorry to her, I'm sorry, because I love him too. ”

Li Yaonan thinks she is too kind, she usually looks very arrogant, sometimes quite vicious, but in fact she is kinder than anyone else, she always thinks about others first, can she think about herself while thinking about others!

"I don't deserve to be so nice to me...... I didn't protect you well, and let you suffer so many grievances and injuries......" Li Yaonan muttered to himself in a low voice.

What he regrets the most in his life is that he made a friend like He Zhiqing! She didn't deserve Ling Wei's kindness to her at all!

Li Yaonan had an urge to go to Ling Wei, he wanted to tell him desperately, in fact, he had liked her for a long time, and she was not the only one fighting alone in this relationship, he had been secretly liking her.

But Li Yaonan had to know what happened next, so he had to be patient and read her diary quickly and carefully, because he didn't want to leave anything about her anymore.

Ling Wei wrote in her diary, "I have a feeling of unreality these days, I am so happy that I am unreal, and every day before I go to bed, I worry about whether all this will come to naught when I wake up tomorrow morning."

Things that I never thought about or dared to think about before have all happened, and these days are really the happiest days I've ever had.

I never dreamed that two days ago, I was like a stranger, and I would be embarrassed to get along when I met and looked at each other, but after only one day, it changed 180 degrees!

I didn't find out before, he was so good at flirting, sweet words came easily, it was really uncontrollable! Especially if he always finds all kinds of reasons to kiss me, he's too good at it!

He was so good to me that I had the illusion that the person he liked from beginning to end was my ......"

"Not long after we were together, what I was worried about still happened, a paparazzi posted a photo of us together on the Internet, setting off a huge wave, although my face was not photographed, but it could be seen that it was not He Zhiqing, so many CP fans of Li Yaonan and He Zhiqing began to protest seriously, and the two fans on Weibo quarreled, and because of these photos, many female fans lost their fans of Li Yaonan.

What I'm most afraid of is that I can't help him because I affect his career, but I hope that at least I won't hold him back. ”