Four hundred and thirty-one chapters
Even if he had found out everything, there was no way to tell the truth.
It's not fear, but from the bottom of my heart, there is no way to be ruthless, and this heart is under the fragile barrier of the other party, and it hits a hammer hard.
If this is the case, it would be too cruel, I have never seen how the other person's face has changed, but I can feel the fragility revealed in the other party's words.
Even a word of trembling was spoken, and he slowly approached himself, but there was no movement distance, and the feeling revealed in the words was from the pain in his heart, which was like an ice lotus on a high mountain, and the person who was white and arrogant faced himself so humbly.
Even if it's a piece of wood, you have to have a little compassion.
What's more, the guilt has long been buried in the heart, and now I am facing the more uncomfortable feeling in my heart at this time, but this is the most uncomfortable but there is no way to change myself, and the final thoughts in my heart have no way to change myself, and I want to escape from this environment, and I want to live seriously, and I will not take my life for a feeling of guilt.
Su Bairan pursed his lips and said for a moment: "How is Liu Gongzi's business recently?" ”
When it comes to business, it is the topic of transfer, and it is also on the side to tell the other party that the new things that the other party gets in their hands are given by themselves, and the profession is an exchange of interests.
How could Liu Qingyao not understand such words, and only felt that the valve in his heart took two steps back.
The expectation over the years may not be a dear heart, but it is also a shadow of the obsession in the heart, a trace in the memory, is the expectation made from the bottom of the heart, it is the marriage contract derived from the names of the two of them imprinted in front of him, the heart follows the direction of his walking, so easily abandoned by others, and the light of his forward walk is casually extinguished.
How can you easily talk about the trauma caused by your heart.
clenched his teeth tightly, but he couldn't resist the momentary collapse caused by his heart, his eyes were dazed and delusional, but he couldn't tear his heart apart to make up for it.
"Miss, isn't it a little cruel for you to do this?"
He also knew that the two of them didn't have much affection, but the two of them were already destined husband and wife, and they had already formed a succession with each other and they came from their hearts, so they read the words.
And the other party doesn't have any ties in his heart, obviously he is also a good choice, why should he be so cruel, he doesn't even give a trace of hope or even a hint of flowers, and even that moment of thought can let him have, why did he do this, what did he do wrong, and after thinking about it carefully, there is nothing too big a fault to do.
"Young Master Liu."
Su Bairan sighed.
Liu Qingyao is like this, who is not uncomfortable in his heart when he sees it, originally the wind and moon are smooth, the ice is clear and jade, and he is an arrogant and cold person.
Forcibly smashed the nail shell around him, forcibly stripped all the scope of his body, broke and shattered the bones of his body, and threw his whole person into the dust, the humility revealed at that moment is simply unimaginable, even if you look at it, you will feel distressed, not to mention that the other party has no fault at all, just simply come to fulfill the marriage contract.
didn't even do anything wrong, and when he obviously disliked him, he had to be ready to come and please, according to a fiancé in this era, it can be said that it is very good, and there is no better behavior.
But...
But how can he get his wishes, his own way to live, hope is in front of him, and the road he wants to live is in front of him, how can he stop for this newcomer, or how can he cut off his own Xiao Ming for the humility of the other party.
How is it possible, because the change of mind in that moment changed himself, the path of life, he not only wants to pursue freedom, wants to escape from this shackle, but also wants to live, wants to be himself, to be able to see the sun tomorrow, to see the sunrise in the future.
Seeing that I can have another life, instead of disappearing quietly between this world for no reason, I can't do it, and I die for no reason.
I don't even know who went down, it's a little too pathetic out there, and if you want to live and you don't have any chance to be a new name, you don't have any sins, so why did you fall to the point where you are today?
Is it wrong to simply want to live, but what to do wrong, to get a chance to breathe, to breathe in the dust around you? I just want to live, as long as I live, I can't fulfill this marriage contract, I can't be soft on him, and I can't have any feelings for him.
From the very beginning, it was destined to make a cut off the relationship between the two of them, and from the very beginning, it was destined that the two of them could not have any fate, and the final test that had been hammered out early on did not immediately overturn themselves at all.
The mind is transparent from the bottom of my heart, looking at each other's eyes at this moment, I can't help but have a sour feeling of looking at each other's eyes, and even I feel a sense of distress unconsciously.
The sour feeling that came from the heart, but there was no way to say anything else.
What should I do, how can I say these words, I almost have written it in my heart, how to tell it, but this paragraph is stuck in my throat, and I can't move my eyes to stare at each other, after all, I am avoiding that fragility and forbearance Looking at that displacement, I feel as if I have been scratched a few knives in my heart.
"Miss..."
Seeing such a scene, how could Liu Qingyao not understand, took a deep breath, calmed her frantic mood a little, gritted her teeth, and the monk's eyes paused for a moment before she said with a sense of longing, "If I do something wrong, please say it directly, I can change it." ”
When he said this, he only felt that his voice was hoarse, and even the voice that spoke was as if it had been cut with a knife, and it was scarred on his heart over and over again.
"Miss... I know that I am not what you want, and my feelings for you are not simply the love of men and women, maybe more of the expectations of many years, but... We don't have any better options, do we? You and I seem like a pretty good choice, don't we? The tacit understanding of action and thought between you and me, if it were someone else, how could there be this? ”
He said he wasn't wrong either.
In this world, there may be such a calm understanding of each other's personalities, to achieve such a tacit understanding, or there may be so few people who have the same pace between the two of them, and even many times the thoughts are also synchronized, and there may be an inexplicable tacit understanding, even if it is from a more awkward point of view, the thinking in the minds of the two people can also be quite synchronized.
If it were in another situation, there might be some development, but under the constraints of such an active chain, the two people stood on extremely awkward opposites, and there was no way to develop another relationship.
Su Bairan asked himself if there was no bond in life, if he had no feelings, would he marry another person, or could he marry the person in front of him without feelings.
Asked this question, I felt that there was silence in exchange for an instant, and even I couldn't say it at that moment, according to my own thinking, it must be an inevitable denial for a moment, but looking at the other party's eyes, the broken eyes are also this.
was forced to block his throat by his own words, and there was no way to have any strength to reveal any words, as if something choked his neck, so that he could no longer speak, but at that moment in his heart was really down-to-earth, it seemed that this sentence was not spoken, but made his heart a little more comfortable.
How ridiculous and sad, but at this moment, my heart seems to be reflecting something?
I...
It seems that there is no way, under the collision of thoughts, in the face of this person's eyes, there is no way for me to have any choice, looking at the other party's eyes, reflecting my own figure, it seems that I can see the hesitation in it, and the hammering uneasiness At that moment, it seems that something is cracking, drawing down from the top of my head, there is no way to give myself time to react.
In an instant, the emotion hit his mind hard, too many things collapsed in an instant, and something was quietly established, his thinking seemed to have changed, why there was always a role for this person not to live.
Is this pure guilt? Is it just the uneasiness in my heart that I misunderstood him before?
Maybe there are other ideas, but I can't see it, I can't see it, I can't pay attention to it, what kind of change is this situation, I can only make him gloomy rules. In his own heart, the shame of a scoundrel is born, and the rest is gone.