Chapter 18 Memories of Seeking Advantages and Avoiding Disadvantages
"Look at my hands!" Jian Ji's index and middle fingers are in regular circles within Erfan's line of sight, moving at a frequency of about one second per second, requiring Erfan to watch his fingers throughout the whole process, and his eyes follow the rotation of his fingers.
Prior to this, Jian Jian conducted a psychological diagnostic interview with Erfan, hoping to establish a sincere and mutually trusting therapeutic relationship with Erfan.
The sad eyes on her indifferent face looked at him quietly, her lips opened slightly, and her voice was a little hoarse to introduce herself: "My name is Wen Erfan, I am 17 years old this year, I am an orphan who doesn't know who my mother is, and my father doesn't want it, I was raised by my third uncle, last year there was a fire in our family, and the third uncle died......" Referring to the third uncle, I couldn't help but think of the fire, she didn't do anything, but silently watched the fire burn.
She paused, and her voice was a little choked: "Our family is very big, but the closest relatives are except for the third uncle, that is, the sixth cousin, the seventh cousin and the thirteenth uncle who just met last year. β
Speaking of this, the early part of the funeral flashed in her mind, the excessive voice of the monk chanting, the paper money swaying all over the sky, the names she was very familiar with engraved on the stone tablets, the tearful faces flashed back and forth in the depths of her memory, and the cries echoed in her ears.
Jian Jian handed her a glass of water, she didn't drink it after taking it, but held it with both hands: "My sixth cousin committed suicide by jumping off the building a week ago, and I am the one who can't do anything while she sees it." β
"Why?" Jian Ji's voice was so gentle that it could turn into water, and he was holding a pen to write and draw what he was remembering.
She didn't cry, but the tears slipped down uncontrollably: "I obviously caught her, but I don't know why she broke free, I really caught her......" Erfan began to repeat this sentence unconsciously, she drank a sip of water with trembling hands and continued: "My cousin is pregnant with my fiancΓ©'s child, I didn't force her to beat it, but wanted to help her hide it...... If I had been tough at the time and worked with Uncle Thirteen to force her to kill, maybe this would not have happened...... I can obviously arrange things, but I didn't insist, I didn't save her in reality, and I still didn't succeed in my dreams......"
Everything happened in real life, but at that time she was just crying numbly, but now I know that it was her brain that subconsciously avoided these events, and it turned out that memory would also be good and avoid harm.
Jian Jian took two tissues and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, at this moment, her eyes were facing each other, the atmosphere was inexplicably ambiguous, he didn't know why his chest was a little stuffy after listening to this, he withdrew his hand, pretended to flip through the record he wrote, and coughed dryly: "Ahem, let's start EMD treatment!" β
He walked over to help her adjust the angle of the seat, Erfan sat down very well-behaved, the two looked at each other at eye level, he looked at her gently: "Erfan, I will cure you, please believe me." β
Erfan looked at him a little distracted, he was just a handsome ordinary doctor, why did he glow? He really looks good, as if he was an angel sent by God, but can he really save himself?
I thought about it, and then I forgot about the things that had stung me, and I wanted to be an idiot who didn't know anything, and it was my dream!
Not everyone wants to be a shark, I also want to experience the joy of salted fish!
Erfan nodded firmly, and the treatment officially began.