Gu Yanyang pursed her lips and took a deep breath, without squeaking.

She picked up the diary on the table, looked at the contents inside, and determined the culprit, and then thought about Xiao Hua'er's more and more strange behaviors since the August 1st Army Day program, and the hostile eyes that appeared to her from time to time, as well as the picture she saw in the last scene when she fell into the water last time, and finally confirmed that the reason why Xiao Hua'er was hostile to her these days was because of Mu Chen.

She looked at the contents of the diary, and couldn't believe that this could be written by a ten-year-old child of Xiaohua'er:

[Today, Brother Mu and Sister Jinjin, I saw Sister Yanyang break Gu Jiaqi's arm with my own eyes, she actually started to beat my sister, it's a terrible thing, grandma said that this kind of children who beat their families are all bad children, so I have to keep my distance from her in the future, because she is the kind of cold-blooded bad person]

[I envy other people's families, I want my brothers and sisters, and my parents, but Gu Yanyang always robs me, I like her]

[Brother Mu hugged Gu Yanyang again, he was always so good to her, what is Ping? Obviously, my background is more pitiful than her, and I am dressed up so beautifully, but Brother Mu doesn't even praise me, it's too much! I'm very Gu Yanyang]

[Last night in the zhao detention center, Gu Yanyang took care of Brother Mu for a night, I lied to Brother Mu and said that I did it, I originally thought that Brother Mu would praise me, but I ended up saying a bunch of things that I didn't understand]

[I also want Brother Mu to send me something, but Brother Mu has never sent it, today I saw Brother Mu give Gu Yanyang pants and a new skirt, I feel uncomfortable...]

【……】

The contents of these diaries are page by page, Gu Yanyang's hands are shaking when she reads, she turned to the recent pages, and saw Xiaohua'er writing in the diary:

[Seeing Gu Yanyang fall into the river today, I think she deserves it! ] She deserves to be drowned...]

[She was beaten today, she deserved it...]

On Xiaohua'er's diary, almost every page is related to Gu Yanyang, some words are still in pinyin, and some are typos, which seems to be simple and immature writing, but the content is that Gu Yanyang was dumbfounded.

Mu Chen obviously finished reading this diary, his expression was calmer than Gu Yanyang, Gu Yanyang turned his head and pointed to the diary in disbelief: "This is Xiaohua'er's diary?" That's what she thinks of me? And..."

Gu Yanyang looked at the beginning of the diary, and her lips turned a little pale: "Brother Mu Chen... What happened to me and Gu Jiaqi in the personal clothing room that day...... Did you see that? ”

Mu Chen and Mu Jinjin saw her breaking Gu Jiaqi's arm? Really?

Thinking that Mu Chen saw such a cold-blooded self, Gu Yanyang felt uneasy in his heart, Mu Chen looked at her, suddenly sighed, reached out and touched Gu Yanyang's little head as if he was comforting, and didn't say anything.

He felt sorry for her, but he didn't know how to heal the wounds in her heart.

Gu Yanyang sat on Mu Chen's kang and looked at the ground with lowered eyes:

"Brother Mu Chen... You, you saw when I broke Gu Jiaqi's arm with my own hands... Does it feel special... Hate me? ”

She knew she must have looked dark, scary, and unsightly.

Mu Chen said in his last life that he only liked her who was simple and pure and had no troubles, but she looked so ugly at the time... Mu Chen must have been surprised.

Gu Yanyang didn't even realize that she had unknowingly fallen into a spell called 'previous life'.

What Mu Chen liked in her previous life, she subconsciously forced herself and ordered herself to become like that.

Once you can't do it, you will be nervous, afraid that Mu Chen, who has come over again in this life, will be disgusted with himself.

Mu Chen looked at Gu Yanyang and didn't speak, Gu Yanyang stared at his thin lips, suddenly panicked, and hurriedly explained:

"I was wrong, I won't do that next time, really, I won't do that kind of terrible thing next time, Brother Mu Chen, don't hate me, okay?"

"Yanyan, I don't know what's wrong with you" Mu Chen looked at Gu Yanyang's panicked look, and frowned tightly: "However, since I fell into the water before, I feel that something is wrong with you." ”

In his memory, Gu Yanyang has always been not afraid of heaven and earth in front of him.

If you don't agree with each other, you will play all kinds of tricks.

In the past, if he dared to punish her severely and hit her palms for studying, she would definitely have the courage to ignore herself for a week.

Although Gu Yanyang at that time often made him feel headaches, it made Mu Chen feel very relieved.

Because he felt that she trusted him.

But I don't know when it started, Gu Yanyang began to change.

She behaved in front of him and became well-behaved and sensible, she was reprimanded by him, she would stand there honestly, hang her little head and let him scold, he punished her severely for what she studied, she didn't say a word, she stood there crying and being punished.

Especially the August 1st Army Day program, which time is still fresh in his memory, in order to take care of him, she didn't sleep all night, was found and exposed by him, and dared to lie and deceive him.

Gu Yanyang now revealed a sense of caution all over his body, unusually obedient, this huge change made him have to study it carefully.

"What's wrong with me?"

Gu Yanyang looked at Mu Chen puzzled, Mu Chen looked at her and didn't answer, just reached out and took her into his arms and touched Gu Yanyang's little head:

"Were you bullied by someone while I wasn't there? Has anyone threatened you? Or is it who treats you badly? Have you suffered any grievances? ”

"No" Gu Yanyang stood in Mu Chen's arms and shook her head slightly: "Why do you ask that?" ”

"In that case, why are you so cautious about speaking to me?"

Mu Chen looked at Gu Yanyang and sighed as he spoke:

"You're always worried that I'll not want you, I'll lose you, I'll hate you, but when have I ever done that? When did that happen? Yeon-yeon, what are you afraid of? Can you tell me? ”