Chapter 455: Finding a job
"Why go out and look for a job? What's the idea? Yan Jingshuo went straight to the point without hesitation, but it made Gu Liangxi's eyes red.
Can't she have a little freedom of her own? Why do you have to tell him everything, he is still angry with himself like this, inexplicably, and he can't help but plunder.
The woman in front of Yan Jingshuo was silent and didn't speak, knowing that there was no way for Gu Liangxi to tell the truth if he didn't make some ruthless moves today.
He knew what Gu Liangxi was most afraid of, how much Gu Liangxi cared about the opinions of the people around him, and how much he wanted to keep his last dignity.
Picking up Gu Liangxi's chin with one hand, forcing her to look up at herself, Yan Jingshuo looked directly into Gu Liangxi's eyes, hooked the corners of his mouth shallowly, like a bohemian ruffian, and said, "Don't you say yes?" If you don't say it, I'll be here with you, do you want to be seen by Mother Liu? ”
Gu Liangxi's eyes widened when he heard this, and he glanced towards the kitchen in horror. The kitchen door is transparent, so you can see what the people on the couch are doing when you turn around.
Although Mama Liu is Yan Jingshuo's person, she will definitely not go out to say anything, but when she thinks of Mama Liu's care and care for her, how can she bear to let her see such an embarrassed side of herself?
Gu Liangxi scolded hatefully, but still said his true thoughts.
"The Gu family was ruined by you alone, and my father is still lying in the hospital unable to move, you won't forget that all this is thanks to you, right?" Gu Liangxi asked Yan Jingshuo rhetorically, revealing his most painful place.
"So what, this is what the Gu family owes me!" Yan Jingshuo has no guilt about this matter, there is no way for the Gu family to change their hatred with him because of anything, he is just for revenge.
"Did you ever think I was in college at the time?" Speaking of the most painful place in himself, Gu Liangxi's tears couldn't hold back anymore and fluttered down.
"You only think about revenge, but have you ever thought about what I'm up against? Yan Jingshuo! I was a college student at the time! But I was forced to drop out of school, and I was left alone to support my father's expensive medical bills, and I had no home and no friends. I became the laughing stock of my classmates! I've been proud for so many years, but I fell into the dust because of you! You're still humiliating me over and over again, I just want to work to make money, go back to college, and do my homework well, can't you? ”
Gu Liangxi said that in the end, he couldn't cry, and almost choked up to say every word.
This is the first time she has exposed her pain in front of others, and she has loved Yan Jingshuo for ten years!
In the end, all her pain was brought by him, Gu Liangxi held back her tears and said the last sentence: "Are you satisfied now?" Mr. Yan! ”
As soon as he pushed Yan Jingshuo away, Gu Liangxi ran up the stairs alone, locked himself in the room, and cried.
Yan Jingshuo suddenly lost his strength for some reason, watching Gu Liangxi burst into tears, saying such pain, and his heart was also full of colic.
It was the first time he regretted it like that, regretting that he had ruined the Gu family so early.
He should wait until Gu Liangxi finishes her studies, completes her own ideals, and can stand in this society with her own strength.
Gu Liangxi's small shoulders carried too much, and for the first time he understood that all this pain was caused by himself.
Yan Jingshuo wanted to catch up upstairs, but he didn't know what to say for a while. Gu Liangxi is right, all this is caused by him, what qualifications does he have to question and defend himself?
Gu Liangxi was aggrieved alone in the room, tears kept falling out, and soon his sleeves were wet.
She has always been strong, but the sudden grievance made all the pain she had suffered before come to her heart, and there was no way to suppress it.
Only Gu Liangxi's sobs were left in the huge room, and there was nothing else.
It was completely dark, and the room was terriblely dark. I don't know how long I cried, Gu Liangxi stood up, went to the toilet to wash his face, and planned to turn on the light.
When the light was turned on, because he was not used to the light, Gu Liangxi felt a pain in his eyes, and he couldn't even open his eyes.
Covering his eyes with his hands, he slowly walked to the side of the bed, and suddenly tripped over something, and was about to rush forward.
The waist was held by a pair of warm hands, Gu Liangxi was shocked, and subconsciously resisted, but was tightly held in the arms of the man.
"What are you doing!" There is only one man who can appear here at this point in time, and that is Yan Jingshuo. Maybe he was crying too seriously, Gu Liangxi didn't notice his arrival, and he didn't know how long he had been standing, maybe he had seen all his ugliness.
Gu Liangxi's eyes were still red and swollen, Yan Jingshuo put her on the bed, but Gu Liangxi was just silent.
Yan Jingshuo sat beside Gu Liangxi, looked at her without moving, and suddenly became dumb: "I'm sorry." ”
Gu Liangxi's door was not locked, and he heard Gu Liangxi's heart-rending cry when he stood outside the door.
It was a kind of sadness that hit people's hearts, and after hesitating, Yan Jingshuo walked in quietly, only to find that Gu Liangxi couldn't cry by himself.
The guilt that he had never felt before came to his heart, Yan Jingshuo quietly waited for Gu Liangxi to finish crying, and said the first sorry in his life.
Gu Liangxi heard this difficult sorry, and his heart was shocked, but he was still full of bitterness.
"Yan Jingshuo, it's too late." Gu Liangxi cried hoarsely, and his voice was also hoarse at the moment.
"It's not too late." Yan Jingshuo's delicate and dense kiss fell on Gu Liangxi's body again, different from the previous roughness, this time it was completely gentle and soothing.
Gu Liangxi felt Yan Jingshuo's gentleness, and didn't resist too much, just accepted it silently, crying silently.
Yan Jingshuo hugged Gu Liangxi in his arms, warming her gradually cold heart.
After a few days, Gu Liangxi adjusted his emotions. The quarrel of that day and the tenderness after that seemed to have all disappeared, the two of them lived without saltiness, only occasionally saying a few words, the only difference was probably that Gu Liangxi could come and go by himself, and Yan Jingshuo would go home every night.
Due to Yan Jingshuo's care, Du Xinyu spent more than half a month in the hospital and was allowed to be discharged after a full body examination. During these days, I looked forward to Yan Jingshuo coming to see her every day, but all I was waiting for was the cold and unpalatable medicine day after day.
The people in the hospital were strictly guarded, and Du Xinyu had no chance of committing suicide at all. Thinking that Du Xinyu was still a little flustered that day, Yan Jingshuo's change in attitude towards her was obviously visible, could it be that the things she tried her best to hide were discovered?
Du Xinyu bit the quilt tightly, thinking about the past and Yan Jingshuo.