"White One! White One! ”

……

"White One!" It was the voice of Hakusan.

I jerked my eyes open.

Bai San breathed a sigh of relief.

I'm out? Alive? As soon as I wanted to get up, I found that my body was extremely heavy and I couldn't move anything, like a ghost pressing the bed.

"White ...... Three......" I cried out.

Bai San said, "Don't worry, lie down first." ”

Hearing Bai San say this, I relaxed a little. After lying down for about ten minutes, my fingers first became sensible, and after a few minutes, I was able to speak normally.

"Bai San, how did I get out yesterday?"

"Yesterday? Did you say five days ago? Bai Sandao, "The king of Hades was afraid that if you went, he would take his little ghost to die and demolish his palace of Hades, so he confiscated you and refused to apply." ”

"Five days?"

Hearing it say this, I felt a little hungry, and from Bai San's tone, it was not difficult to feel that it was in a bad mood now.

"You say this...... Mulberry is half behind, yes, it's a little big...... Two pots, five days...... Really...... The next time you drink it, take it easy. I laughed dryly.

Bai San said, "It turns out that you still want to keep your life and drink Sang Banluo, I thought you were desperate to die." ”

"No, no, no, how could it be! I miscalculated that day, and I didn't expect that this Sang Ban was so strong that it could affect my control of aura and spiritual power. I have to explain this matter to you, it's not that I didn't want to come out that day, it's really that the aura and spiritual power are out of control, the conscience of heaven and earth, Bai San! I swear to you, the first time you called me back, I wanted to withdraw, but I couldn't withdraw, I wanted to ask you to help me, but I couldn't make a sound, I was also panicked at the time, I have been struggling to survive, how can it be begging for death! ”

Bai San ignored me.

"White three? White three? ”

It still didn't speak, and I continued, "Otherwise, I promise you that next time you drink alcohol, you will never make offerings to the Immortal Spirit Rune!" Even if they are so hungry that their chests are pressed against their backs, they will wait until I wake up, and besides, I will no longer use the method of overdrawing the spiritual energy to make offerings to the Immortal Spirit Runes. Just thinking about it, I was scared, and I almost got trapped inside and became one of them...... Fortunately, there is no danger, which is also a blessing for our family Bai San. ”

Bai San said coldly, "Is there any danger? Do you know what you're missing? ”

"Missing?" I looked at myself, "It's all right...... It's all complete, but how the hell did you get me out of the Immortal Rune? ”

"Not me." Bai San said, "It was Xiao Chou who pushed you out." ”

I sat up suddenly, unable to hide my excitement, "Xiao Chou helped me?" Does he remember me? ”

"Remembering you in this way, I'd rather you were strangers in this life!"

"What's wrong?" I was a little surprised by the fact that Bai San rarely showed such obvious hostility towards anyone.

Bai San said, "When he was about to suck up your last breath of spiritual energy, your spiritual sense was also sucked by him, maybe he felt something, and at that moment, he suddenly broke the connection and pushed you out." ”

I reacted for a long time, "So, what I'm missing...... Is it Psychics? ”

"That's right."

"What happens if you don't have a sense of intellect?"

Bai San said, "Emotions will easily get out of control, and memories will be lost little by little." ”

I was stunned for a long time, "Why don't you tell me directly, I'm going to end up as an amnesiac maniac?" ”

"You can understand it this way."

"Is it irreversible? There's always a way, right? I hurriedly said, "Spiritual energy and spiritual power can be revived, and spiritual consciousness can also be restored, right?" ”

Bai San didn't speak again.

My heart sank. After a long silence, the phone suddenly rang.

"Hello Mr. Bai, the Lego you ordered has arrived, when do you think it is convenient for you to take it off?" Said on the other end of the phone.

I was in a trance, "Ah, me, I'll be over in a moment, thank you." ”

I stood up, weak, as Bai San said, Xiao Chou only left me a breath of aura.

I said, "After that, I will offer the Immortal Rune ......."

Bai San's tone was as hard as iron, "You first make sure that you can live!" It paused, then continued, "I need time to recover too, and someone will arrange it for you." ”

"Who? Worried? ”

"Otherwise, would it be Bai Er!" Bai San replied angrily.

I choked on it, and I didn't dare to provoke it anymore.

When I walked to the bathroom, when I looked up, I was almost scared to death by the "grimace" in the mirror, and I couldn't help but take a step back. Under the nose and at the corners of the mouth, there were still a few dried blood stains. I slowed down, wiping it off little by little.

I sat on the couch and thought about the bloody dramas I had seen before - the heroes and heroines with amnesia. Never thought that such a thing would happen to me one day.

Life is like a play, and the source of drama is life. I smiled wryly, took out my phone, and began to record everything I had experienced and everyone I met on the memo, one by one, including details, including feelings.

Things I once wanted to forget are now so precious.

I don't know if it's because of the emotional out-of-control as Bai San said, or because I feel too deeply about the past, when I was recording, I cried for a while, laughed for a while, was sad for a while, hated for a while, calmed for a while, and crazy for a while.

After a few hours of recording, set an alarm clock once a day in the morning and once in the evening to remind yourself to read the memo. Not only to see, but also to feel those moods, to experience them over and over again, to experience, and to repeat.

I actually hate the sound of the alarm clock, but now, since Bai San has no choice, then I will solve this problem in the stupidest way.

Complete loss of memory? It doesn't exist, and I'm not going to let it happen.

Turning off the phone, leaning back on the sofa tiredly, I suddenly felt like an empty old man with Alzheimer's disease.

was in a daze, the phone rang, and after picking it up, he said, "Mr. Bai, are you still coming over today?" We have an hour left to leave. ”

"I'm sorry, I have something to do today, I'll get it tomorrow, and I'll let you go that day."

Before I knew it, it was already dark, I walked to the lake and lit a cigarette, and saw the two empty mulberry pots at my feet, and the greasy smile on the day Brother Huo took the wine flashed in front of me...... I knew he wasn't to blame for this, but I still wanted a jug of wine on his head at the moment.

The alarm goes off, open the memo and start "reviewing your homework".

I had very few happy things in the first half of my life, and when I looked at the words I wrote a few hours ago, my mood fluctuated, and I suddenly felt so tired when I thought about how I would do it every day in the future.

I wanted to go to bed early and rest well, but I didn't expect that in my dreams, I was entangled with those pasts.

It's been a long time since I've been woken up by an alarm clock, and as soon as I wake up, I open the memo and start to destroy myself, and today is destined to be another day full of depression.

Reading the words while washing, I saw the last one: Go get Lego.

I put on my coat and went out.

"Morning G baby! Morning mini powder! ”

Bai Sandao, "Neuropathy." ”

"It's called forced mechanical memory, you know?"

Bai San said, "But you don't need to force yourself to pretend to be very relaxed. ”

"You think I want to? You can't cry every day with a sad face and say, 'I'm so miserable'. After a while of training, I will be qualified to be called Senior Brother and Sister of Ink and Soul Séance. I sighed and whispered, "I don't have a choice." ”

"You don't have to go through the past over and over again, and if you forget something, I can tell you."

I smiled, "This seems to be the first time you've sent me warmth, okay, your master has already felt it and is content." ”

"You don't need to?" Bai San asked.

"I'm afraid that one day, I'll forget about you." I said, "A stranger reminded me of something I don't think I would believe." ”

I don't know why the urban area is particularly congested today, it's not a rest day, and it's not a rush hour. I wanted to go to Ink before the evening, put down my things and leave. In this way, I can rush home to review my homework before midnight, but now I guess it won't work.

After waiting for a long time, the traffic began to move slowly, and after a while, it stopped again, I became more and more impatient, and the car behind me honked from time to time to urge, I ignored him and cursed secretly.

I flipped through the memo and planned to work overtime.

When I saw the time when Sun Village was slaughtered, I was also sad in my heart, and later I saw that Bai Ye was dead, with charred corpses all over the ground, and the blood hole in Xiao Fan's neck that was bitten out by a giant snake......

There was another series of whistles, the car in front of me had moved, and I was about to start Baby G, when the driver of the car behind me suddenly rolled down the window and scolded, "Can't you see moving?" Let's go! Alzheimer's! ”

I got out of the car and rushed straight over, pointing at him and yelling, "Fucking fuck me down!" Let you get a closer look at Alzheimer's! ”

The driver, who was in his forties, thin as firewood, was startled when he saw me like this, and quickly locked the car door, but he still cursed in his mouth, "Erhu egg, you are sick, you are stupid!" Stay away from Lao Tzu car! ”

I kicked him in the door, and the man rolled up the window and cursed him for being a psychopath. Reflecting the glass, I saw a pair of dark red eyes, and I slammed his window, unbuckled his seat belt, and pulled him out of the car.

"Stop!" The moment I raised my fist, Bai San suddenly shouted.

The driver's eyes were closed, his head tilted to the side, and he was too frightened to speak. There was a seven or eight-year-old girl sitting in the passenger seat, wearing a school uniform, who was so frightened that she cried.

The people watching the excitement next to him also began to hold up their mobile phones to take various pictures, and some people muttered quietly, "Ah, you want to call the police?" ”

I sobered up suddenly, immediately let go of the man, turned around and got into the car.

"Bai San, was someone photographed just now? I mean my eyes! "I looked in the rearview mirror at my eyes that had returned to normal.

Bai San said, "Let's go." ”

I left in a panic, just now, it was the first time I lost control of my emotions.