The beautiful sunset shone in through the car window, Yan Suwen's face was bathed in the glow, her cheeks were pink, and her eyebrows were trolling. Xiao Ning tugged at the corner of his clothes crampedly, his eyes looked at Yan Su and asked, but he looked a little stupid.

"Xiao Ning." Errong gently tugged at her sleeve: "Miss has a good temper, you don't have to be so nervous." ”

"Miss is so good-looking." Xiao Ning blurted out, and when he saw Yan Suwen's gaze move to him, he lowered his head.

"Did my grandmother tell you to come to me?" Yan Su asked softly.

"No, it was Xiao Ning who inquired about it himself." Xiao Ning shook her head lightly: "Grandma is sick, it's been a few days, I asked the doctor to go back, but she stubbornly refused to see it." In the city, I don't know anyone else, and when I think about it, I think of Miss. You are her granddaughter, and she will definitely listen to what you say. ”

"Grandma?" Er Rong originally thought that this girl named Xiao Ning was the girl in front of Mrs. Li, but now she heard her call one grandmother after another, and for a while, she was a little unsure of her identity.

"My grandmother picked it up from outside, and it was only that big when I picked it up." Xiao Ning compared the size of a baby: "Grandma said, the Li family has no master and servant, only grandchildren, grandma is my only relative, and I am also her relative." ”

"Then you can call me sister from now on." Yan Su asked and wiped Xiao Ning's head: "What is your full name?" ”

"Xiao Ning." Xiao Ning replied inexplicably: "Oh, grandma's surname is Li, and Xiao Ning is also surnamed Li, and her name is Li Xiaoning." ”

"The last time I saw my grandmother, she was in good health, but after a few days, she became sick." Yan Suwen listened to the bustling shouting outside the carriage.

"I don't know, since that day, Miss ...... It was after my sister left, and my grandmother became ill. ”

Is it because of her? Because she went to Mrs. Li and asked about her mother's relatives.

The next time I saw Mrs. Li, it was in front of her sickbed, and compared with when she came back, she seemed to be much older.

"Grandmother." Yan Suwen's eyes suddenly turned red, and he walked to the bed and called softly.

"Is it Suwen?" Old Madam Li's closed eyes slowly opened, and it took a long time to recognize her face clearly. She tugged at the corners of her mouth, moved her gaze to Xiao Ning, who was standing aside, and asked, "You found Su Wen, right?" Do you see that I am old and sick again, so you don't listen to what I say. ”

"Xiao Ning didn't, Xiao Ning didn't dare." Xiao Ning knelt at the foot of the bed with his head down. "Grandma, don't be angry. When you get angry, your illness will get worse and worse. Xiao Ning is still young, Xiao Ning can't live without her grandmother. ”

Xiao Ning's words made Mrs. Li feel a little uncomfortable, but years of living alone, coupled with those things in the past, made her a person who is not used to being close to people. At this time, hearing Xiao Ning's sobbing voice, her hand was raised, and then she put it down: "In this world, no one is inseparable from anyone. Don't worry, after I leave, the entire Li family will belong to you, you can save a little use, and those things at home are enough to support you when you grow up. ”

"Xiao Ning is still young, isn't my grandmother worried that she will be deceived by those people with evil intentions outside? It's really my grandmother who grew up with one hand, if you were really deceived, and you were deceived miserably, grandmother, don't you feel distressed? Yan Suwen said as he motioned for Errong to hand over a bowl of warm water.

Old Madam Li took a sip, looked at Yan Su with a complicated gaze and asked, "The last time you came, I already told you that I am not your own grandmother. ”

"The grace of nurturing is greater than the sky, my mother was raised by you, she is your mother, how can I not treat you as my own grandmother."

"I inquired, you are now a respected person, and you are the wife of the Prime Minister's Mansion." Mrs. Li said in a cold voice: "You and your mother are not matched by ordinary people like us, if you call me grandmother, I feel that I will lose my life." ”

Compared with the last time, Mrs. Li's words this time seemed to have a knife in her mouth, and she had a posture of choking people to death in and out of her words. Yan Suwen understood after thinking about it for a while. Nine times out of ten, Mrs. Li linked her marriage into the Prime Minister's Mansion with her mother's life experience, thinking that she was able to rise to prominence by relying on the relationship in the palace and stay with the most prominent man in Dawei.

"In my grandmother's heart, Su Wen is the wife of the prime minister of Great Wei, but in Su Wen's heart, Su Wen is just the wife of the man named Gu Yanqing. Since my grandmother had inquired, she should have known that the marriage contract between the Yan and Gu families had been set a long time ago. What the Gu family valued back then must not be my identity as a doctor and daughter, but the Yan family represented by my father. ”

"If you don't say it, I forgot, you are surnamed Yan, not Du." Old Madam Li sighed.

"It doesn't matter whose biological daughter my mother is, the important thing is that in my mother's heart, you are her mother." Yan Suwen gently shook Mrs. Li's hand: "My mother hasn't been back to Yecheng for more than ten years, and she and my father probably won't come back in our lifetime." Yanjiazhuang is indeed a rural place, but I can see that my father and my mother like to stay there. My mother's own life experience, my mother doesn't care, grandmother, what are you worried about. ”

"Do you think I'm struggling with your mother?" Old Madam Li's face was cold, but when Du Ruo was mentioned, there was still some affection in her words. In the end, it is the daughter I raised, even if I haven't seen it for many years, I still think about it in my heart.

"My grandmother's thoughts, Su Wen knows." Yan Suwen gave Errong a look, and Errong immediately found an excuse to take Xiao Ning out.

"What do you want to say?" Old Madam Li glanced at Xiao Ning's back.

"My grandmother is not the only one who can't let go of her heart." Yan Suwen sat on the edge of the bed, and naturally put his hand on Mrs. Li's wrist: "There is a painting hanging in the front hall, and that painting should have been painted by my grandfather when my grandmother and grandfather first got married." When he came back, Su Wen casually glanced over and saw the inscription on the painting. My grandmother and grandfather have been separated for many years, and they have already moved out of the Du family, but there are still paintings of my grandfather hanging in this house, and my grandmother must still not put it down in her heart. ”

"I don't know what you said, those paintings were all hung by Xiao Ning, I don't like those things, and I have never looked at them carefully. If there is, I will tear Xiao Ning off and burn it. ”

"Otherwise, Su Wen will go and tear it now, and then burn it in front of your grandmother, so that your grandmother will not see it in the future and be upset." Yan Su asked about to get up, but was suddenly stopped by Mrs. Li's hand.

"I know that woman is from the palace, and I also know why Du Zhiheng married me." Old Madam Li let go of her hand and pointed to her eyes: "You are right, that painting was painted by me when I first married him." He was a doctor, and he had also served in the palace, and I only knew that he could paint those flowers and plants, but I didn't know that his figures were also very good. That day, the sun was shining, the breeze was gentle, and it was neither hot nor cold, and I sat under the porch, and all I could smell was the aroma of those herbs at home. I looked at him, and he looked at me. When he put pen to paper, he said that Madame's eyes are the most beautiful. ”

"My grandmother's eyes are really good."

"I knew in my heart that although I wasn't ugly, I wasn't so good at first sight. My eyes are indeed the best on my face, but he praises me, not because of my eyes, but because my eyes are very similar to the women in the palace. Your mother, and you, have the same eyes. ”

Yan Su suddenly remembered the Queen Mother, and the eyes of the Queen Mother were very similar to hers.

"Du Zhiheng lied and brought your mother back, I don't blame him. He hid it from me and went to meet the woman, and I didn't hate him. What I hate is that he actually gave away his own life because of that woman, and even when he died, he didn't let me see him again. I am his wife, I am the woman who really cares about him, cares about him, and is willing to tolerate everything about him, but he not only failed me, but also lost his life for a woman who is not me. I can't figure it out, and I can't figure it out on my own. ”

"My grandfather doesn't know how to cherish it, that's his flaw, not my grandmother's flaw." Yan Suwen gently held Mrs. Li's hand: "When I came back, I felt that my grandmother had something on my mind. I thought that my grandmother's heart was my mother's mother, and it would be good to say those words. This time, I realized that my grandmother's heart was always my grandfather. If this heart is put on hold for a long time, it becomes a heart disease, and if the heart disease is put aside for a long time, it becomes a stubborn disease. But grandmother, have you ever thought that it is not worth it for you to do this? ”

"What's worth it and what's not?"

"Grandmother, do you regret it? Do you regret the separation from your grandfather? ”

Old Madam Li thought carefully for a moment and shook her head: "I have never regretted this matter. I, Li Lanzhi, am not a substitute for anyone, I have no way to force myself to become someone else, and I have no way to force myself to use someone else's identity to live in the Du family. I am who I am, not who he sees me. ”

"Grandmother is domineering!" Yan Suwen stretched out his thumb: "Live well, live happily, forget those people and things that should not be remembered, guard your important people, and continue to live the life you want to live, this is what your grandmother should do." ”

"I understand what you said, and I know it in my heart, but there are some things that you can't let go of if you want to." Old Madam Li sighed softly: "People, if you can really live so clearly, so chic, and so recklessly, how can there be some pain and resentment." I know you can heal, but you can't cure my illness. ”