Chapter Ninety-Nine: The Little Green Light

After listening to Zhen Chun's question, Gou Shun did not answer directly, because in his heart, he also wanted to know the answer to this question.

I saw Gou Shun take the wine bottle again, take a sip, look at the dancing flame and think for about three minutes, and said, "I don't know." ”

Zhen Chun didn't expect to wait for a long time, but she waited for such an answer, she said a little unwillingly: "Like or dislike, this is not a complicated question, just like drinking water, you can know whether it is cold or hot as soon as you drink it, you don't know, you are escaping, you don't dare to face this feeling in your heart, you are a coward." ”

Gou Shun listened, he actually had a lot of thoughts in his heart, he knew that Zhen Chun liked him, but he couldn't give Zhen Chun anything, but he really should give her an answer, even if it was a refusal answer.

I saw Gou Shun take the wine bottle again, take a sip, and said: "To be honest, before I met you, I always thought that a good girl should be like An Ran, quiet and indifferent, instead of dyeing her hair and drinking, I think that kind of girl is very bad." ”

"So, you don't like me at all?" Zhen Chun seemed a little disappointed.

Gou Shun listened, shook his head, and said: "It's not like this, it may be because the reality is far more complicated than imagined, sometimes, I feel like a person, maybe because I don't know her, the more you know her, the more you may not like her so much, for example, Xia Rushi, when I first saw her in high school, I felt like a fairy who fell into the mortal world, and I also had that initial heartbeat in my heart, but after going through so much, I didn't like her anymore, All that remains is pity and sadness. ”

"And then?" Seeing Gou Shun open the chatterbox, Zhen Chun asked a little impatiently.

Gou Shun took another sip of wine, and then said: "Contrary to Xia Rushi's feelings, some people don't feel anything at the beginning, and even feel a little annoying, but the more you get to know her, the more you like her, the more you understand, the more you like her, even if you understand her shortcomings and understand her bad, you will like it even more." ”

"The latter person, are you talking about me?" Zhen Chun suddenly said a little shyly, but at this time, her face was already very red from the stimulation of alcohol, so she couldn't see it.

I saw Gou Shun nodded and said: "Well, when we had dinner for the first time, you took out that thing, I was really speechless and disgusted at the time, including you later said that you like to drink, jumping, these are unacceptable in my concept, but after going through so much with you, I really think you are very good, indescribably good." ”

"So, you like me, don't you?" Zhen Chun looked at Gou Shun and asked.

Gou Shun nodded.

"Even if I'm not a clean girl?"

"I don't know, in my old mind, I didn't think I could accept this kind of thing."

"And now?"

"I didn't think about it, I didn't dare to think about it, I don't think it has anything to do with me."

"Why? Is it because you're afraid to be sorry for Enron? ”

Gou Shun listened, shook his head, and said: "Although An Ran and I are very in love in our dreams and married, but in reality, we are still strangers who have never met, and I don't know how to describe it, but one thing is certain, whether it is An Ran or you, I am not qualified to like it." ”

"Like is like, what is his qualification?" Zhen Chun disagrees with Gou Shun's point of view.

I saw Gou Shun sigh and said: "I remember someone once said that the invisible future is not terrible, the visible future is terrible, when those dreams convey something back to me, I often have a chill in my back, I will have nightmares, I know that I am an unfortunate person, I have to bear a lot of things." ”

Regarding what Gou Shun said, Zhen Chun can only understand seven or eight points, but she still said firmly: "What if someone is willing to bear it with you?" ”

"No, no, I won't agree, whether it's you or Enron, although I'm not qualified to like you, but you are the people I care about the most, and I will never let you be hurt in the slightest, especially because of me."

"I'm not afraid." Zhen Chun stared straight at Gou Shun.

Gou Shun raised the wine bottle again, took a sip and said, "You are not afraid, I am afraid." Because I've experienced the kind of despair in my dreams, that kind of despair can make a person go crazy, even die, and what I'm going to do is to stop this despair from happening, before it even starts. ”

"Don't you think it's already started?"

"At least not yet."

"In that case, then why do you still have to go to Beijing to find Enron, if you don't go, you won't have a story." Zhen Chun asked a little puzzled.

In fact, Gou Shun also thought about this question, but he didn't come up with an answer that satisfied him.

"Is it because you've fallen in love with her?" Zhen Chun prompted.

"I don't know, I just know that if I don't go, she'll fall off a cliff and be eaten by a tiger. Since I finished that dream, it seems that changing the fate of An Ran and Xia Rushi has become my mission to live in this world, only when I see them well, I can feel at ease, now, Xia Rushi I can't change it, An Ran, I must not fail again. ”

Zhen Chun listened to it, and she didn't know what to say, she took the wine bottle and wanted to take another sip, but found that the wine bottle was empty.

"He's meow, there's no wine, if I had known, I should have brought two more bottles." Zhen Chun said, stood up, and threw the wine bottle into the darkness in the distance.

At this time, Gou Shun was already a little dizzy under the stimulation of alcohol, he stood up, stumbled a little, and almost fell.

Seeing this, Zhen Chun smiled and said loudly: "You are too watery, it's too much, I'm not happy yet." ”

"I don't know if it's too much, but I feel a little dizzy, don't drink it, rest early, we have to go tomorrow." Gou Shun said while rubbing his temples.

Zhen Chun listened, nodded, and said, "Okay, then let's go into the tent and sleep." ”

"Just go in and sleep, I'll be outside."

"How's that going to work? What if the wind blows outside and freezes you? ”

"It's okay, I have kung fu, and my body is very tough."

Zhen Chun listened, shook his head, and said, "That's not good, what?" Are you afraid that you will be taken advantage of by me when you go to sleep? ”

"No, there is a difference between men and women, and I think it's disrespectful to you."

"Damn, we sleep in our clothes, and we don't take off our clothes, you're afraid of a hammer." Zhen Chun said, walked to the tent, looked back at Gou Shun and said, "Come in quickly, be good, don't be shy." ”

However, Gou Shun still felt that something was wrong, and stood motionless.

Seeing this, Zhen Chun walked back to Gou Shun and said, "Okay, if you don't go in, I won't go in, let's just spend it here to see who was frozen into popsicles first." ”

After about ten minutes, Gou Shun looked at Zhen Chun, who was trembling, sighed and said, "Okay, let's go in." ”

After returning to the tent, Zhen Chun spread out the prepared big quilt, looked at Gou Shun, and said with a wicked smile: "Xianggong, let the cheap serve you to sleep peacefully." ”

"Zhen Chun, don't be like this." Gou Shun said a little unnaturally, blushing, I don't know if it was because of shyness or because of drinking.

"Alright then, I'll let you go tonight, good night!" After driving for a day, Zhen Chun also felt tired, and fell asleep soon after turning his head.

Gou Shunke is not so casual, in reality, he has never slept so close to the opposite sex, which makes him feel very unnatural, plus the wine he drank at that time made his head hurt a little, and he was not sleepy at all.

Suddenly, Gou Shun seemed to hear something, he thought it was a hallucination, but when he listened again, it didn't seem to be.

Gou Shun gently got up and opened the tent a crack, and suddenly, a chill hit his heart.

Gou Shun hurriedly woke up Zhen Chun.

"What's wrong, Gou Shun? It's ...... so soon," Zhen Chun said while rubbing his eyes.

Without waiting for Zhen Chun to finish speaking, Gou Shun covered her mouth and motioned for her to look out.

Through the gap in the tent that Hou said was opened, Zhen Chun saw a little green light.

"Gou Shun, how can there be so many small green lights?" Zhen Chun asked softly in confusion.

"That's not a lamp, that's an eye." Gou Shun replied.