Chapter 56: Crying

Xu Lingxi knew that she was once again a hit on the school forum, but she had never read these comments on the forum.

Although she was very calm and didn't seem to care what others thought of her or what they said about her, there was a time when she couldn't help crying.

It was a Saturday after school, it was past six o'clock, and there were few people on campus.

She walked into the bathroom, and when she got up and was about to open the door and go out, the voices of several girls suddenly came from outside the door, which made her unable to move for a moment.

"That's Xu Lingxi from Class 13, looking at the earthy, especially the hairstyle, tsk...... It's so flattened. ”

"That's right, I still want to climb Qi Chen like this, it's too shameless, but fortunately, Qi Chen recognized her true face in time."

"Originally, I didn't think Bai Lu was worthy of Qi Chen before, but now compared with that white lotus, Bai Lu is a heavenly immortal."

"I really deserve it, think about what Zhu Zhu said, Qi Chen played a face on the spot, and she didn't even want the books she sent, my mood is cool, hahaha......"

"yes, it's so funny, you deserve it......"

Their giggling voices faded away until they couldn't hear it at all, Xu Lingxi slowly squatted down, wrapped his hands around his feet, lowered his head and buried his face deep in his knees, and couldn't hold back crying anymore.

She cried so hard that her body twitched, but she didn't cry, only the sound of snot, and the tears kept falling like a stream, soaking her pants in a big soak.

Feelings of grievance, discomfort, and pain all came to my heart at this moment.

She has always behaved indifferently, she doesn't care, and she has never cried because of these things, but this time when she cried, she cried for a long time.

It wasn't until about seven o'clock that she washed her face and slowly walked out of the bathroom.

Walking out of the school building, it was already dark at this time, the evening wind was blowing, and from time to time she lifted her hair, she did not pick up the hair in front of her forehead, and let the hair cover one side of her eyes.

She walked on the secluded path of the campus, only to hear the birch leaves on the side of the road rustling in the evening breeze, the dim street lamp stretched her shadow so long and long, a kind of loneliness and sadness kept coming......

When he got home, after Xu Lingxi finished eating the meal left by Zhou Nan, he didn't finish eating and taking a bath as usual, but walked back to the room directly and sat on the bed in a daze.

Originally, at this time, she was either chatting with her family, surfing the Internet, or studying, but she didn't have the heart to do these things, she just wanted to stay quietly.

She wondered, what had she done wrong? Is it because she only lied to Qi Chen that she was a fan of hibiscus, so she was spurned and abused by so many people? On top of that, even the people she cares about the most ignore her anymore.

She admits that she was wrong, but that's not the case.

She was thinking of this when Zhou Nan suddenly pushed the door and walked in.

Zhou Nan sat down on the edge of her bed, looked at her and asked, "What's wrong, what's going on?" ”

"I ......"

Xu Lingxi opened her mouth, she didn't know whether to tell her mother about these bad things, but if she talked about it, a piece of cloth was so long, she didn't know where to start.

Seeing Xu Lingxi's unspeakable appearance, Zhou Nan gently put his hand on her shoulder, his eyes were gentle, "You can tell your mother anything on your mind, don't hold it in your heart, if you say it, it will be much more comfortable." ”

"The boy I like ignores me."

Seeing Zhou Nan's gentle and worried face, Xu Lingxi wanted to decide to tell everything about it, but he really didn't know how to talk about it, and after thinking about it for a long time, he picked a key point and said it briefly.

Xu Lingxi was surprised that Zhou Nan's face didn't show much change, as if this was a very ordinary thing.

Zhou Nan said: "Is it the boy you said last time you would help you make up for the lesson?" Why did he ignore you all of a sudden? ”

"Well, it's him, because I lied to him about something, and he felt cheated, so he ignored me and didn't want to be friends with me anymore."

Zhou Nan smiled, "That's not simple, you just tell him directly, apologize to him sincerely, I believe that if he cares about your friend in particular, he will accept it." ”

"But what if he doesn't forgive me?"

"No, if you apologize sincerely, he will forgive you, but if he refuses to forgive you, then there is no way to do it, what you shouldn't have done has happened, and the remedies that should have been done have been done. Maybe when he figures it out himself, it may not be, after a long time, he will slowly look down on this matter. ”

Xu Lingxi was silent.

Zhou Nan asked again: "Does he like you too?" ”

Xu Lingxi immediately shook his head and denied, "No, he doesn't like me, he has a girlfriend." ”

"It turns out that our Niu Niu has been unrequited love all along." Zhou Nan covered his mouth and smiled happily for a while.

Xu Lingxi's forehead was full of black lines, "Mom, I'm unrequited, why are you so happy, am I your own child?" ”

"Of course I'm happy, I don't want my daughter to fall in love yet."

Xu Lingxi: "......"

Zhou Nan gently rubbed her hair and said slowly: "In short, don't be afraid of anything, be brave." Also, don't let these things affect your learning, learning comes first, you have to understand that only by making yourself better can you be more confident. ”

"Yes." Xu Lingxi nodded in understanding.

Sure enough, my mother was my own warm padded jacket, and although I didn't talk much with her, my mood was not as depressed as before, and I felt a lot more comfortable.

This night, although Xu Lingxi fell asleep very late, he also slept soundly, and did not wake up suddenly in the middle of the night like the previous two nights, and then did not fall asleep again until dawn.

The next morning, warm sunlight shone through the window and sprinkled on the quilt.

Xu Lingxi was still asleep when he was woken up by the chattering phone ringing.

She picked up her phone in a daze and glanced at it.

The screen shows an unfamiliar number.

Who is it? The first reaction in her mind was the courier call, but the courier brother shouldn't have been working so early.

Because it was a local call, she didn't hesitate to pick it up.

"Hello, is the lazy worm up yet?"

A deep male voice came from the microphone of the mobile phone.

Xu Lingxi could hear Chu Ci's voice and was very surprised, but the next second he replied unceremoniously: "Chu Ci, you called so early and woke me up." ”

"It's nine o'clock, is it still early? It's time to get up, big lazy bug, quick, quick! Chu Ci's voice was full of urging.

Xu Lingxi muttered dissatisfiedly, "Why did you call me suddenly, is your purpose just to get me up?" ”

"Of course I woke you up, are you up now?"

"What are you telling me to wake up? By the way, how do you know my number? ”

"I know what's strange about your call, so please walk to your window now."